and yet, I still feel nothing.

💥 vivienne. adult. she/it. did system co-host, fictive and token lesbian 💥 ⭐ I have severe npd but I'm working on my self esteem and my anger issues. I'm still kind of a bitch. you have been warned ⭐

[ojibwa]

[neglectedmutt]

neglecting my needs because that’s all anyone has ever showed me how to do

[s1ck-pup]

i wish so badly to be worth someone’s efforts

[memento-meliora]

forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head

[lock-o-lake]

i wish i was enough for you

[th3odore]

what doesnt kill you makes you sit on your floor wondering why you’re doing all this

[allygirlll]

[motelhymns-deactivated20260730]

when you’re laying in your bed crying and wondering when the pain and fear will stop and suddenly you’re 14 years old again and wondering why everyone you love hurts you and uses you and leaves you and why you aren’t good enough

[s1ck-pup]

i’m fine until i’m not and then i’m not fine for way longer

[forestaflame]

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

[feeling-likeastranger]

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

[totheoneswhocannotsleepatnight]

What if I’m unfixable? What if I’ll have to stay this way forever?

[decayingrain]

Just once, I want my absence to be felt.

[tobringchaos]

being raised by adults who were always angry at you means becoming an adult who’s always angry at yourself

[12thgrave]

“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.