serenity

no longer teenaged but still p angsty wateva ☯

[desifashion]

GANGUBAI KATHIAWADI

[honeygleam]

happy women's day.

gangubai kathiawadi (2022) dir. sanjay leela bhansali

[vaguelust]

its the end of an era. im starting completely fresh.

[vaguelust]

i have worked so so so hard to gain independence but whenever i am in extreme pain i miss aneesh and its in my subconcious too. its in my dreams which is so unfair. i understand why we broke up, i understand he is not the person for me. but i cant control my subconcious???? i think this is why ive been so hardened these last 5 years, the moment i soften its like ive lost a limb and im relearning to live without it over and over

[struggles-and-prose-deactivated]

Ye Mera Deewanapan Hai - The Namesake

I'm obsessed with this scene from The Namesake. Omg! And that song! It's so beautiful. 💜

[hipstersdefeatedourmoments]

[dyingenigma]

The Namesake (2006) dir. Mira Nair

[litsnaps]

[shattereddteacup]

The Namesake (2006)

Dir. Mira Nair

Languages: Bengali, English

[dyingenigma]

Hands.

The Namesake (2006) dir. Mira Nair

[vaguelust]

i spent my one year anniversary of being single listening to ZNMD while cleaning my whole house alone, dancing as i did so. yeah im very sick and a little insecure right now but im still SO happy. the happiest i’ve ever been maybe. i truly love spending time with myself and i am excited that ONE DAY i’ll share it with someone who i love and really deserves it. and i really trust i will only let in someone who really deserves it. i feel really proud, really really proud.

[vaguelust]

this year just feels super different and its hard adapting to change. it’s hard adapting to quiet and discipline and not being busy with distractions and just being. i thought i was ready for this but now that im here it feels very intimidating

[vaguelust]

as an innate lover girl, nothing prepares you for how weird it feels when you find yourself afraid of being vulnerable or afraid of truly falling in love again. i never used to understand rhe people who were genuinely afraid of being known and seen at that intimate level, and they really honestly understood the risk of the pain of it ending. i dont think i ever even considered the possibility of it ending. and now that it has it feels fucking terrifying to even want to be known or seen in that way. part of me feels happy feeling like i want to be in love again some day, that feels like im coming home to myself, but the idea of it fucking terrifies me.

[vaguelust]

this is the first time in 2.5 years i have really felt like i want to love again 🥹🥹🥹🥹 i needed to document this

[vaguelust]

this is the first time in my life i am like… fully happy to just being by myself. maybe nothing panned out like i thought because i needed to learn this feeling

[wildcheries]

dil se (1998)

[mdsrk]