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none of it was stupid in rowan’s eyes. it mattered to her. she figured that valeria was far from understanding what made her so upset, so she just sat there and listened to what the girl had to say, crossing her arms and looking away from her. she couldn’t change much about how things were, but she didn’t like it. she hated having to watch val kiss another girl and clearly feeling excited about it. she hated having to read all the things her girlfriend’s fans say about her and about how much better her girlfriend would be with her co star. she hated having to hear it from paps as well. she hated having their relationship so exposed to the everyone. she didn’t expect the actress to understand, but it made her miserable. and yet, she was willing to go through all that just because of how much love she had for valeria. which was why the last thing she needed was to sit there after a long day and fight with her girlfriend. “ glad you’re happy about the scripts and the new season, at least one of us is. ” she said, getting up. “ i think i’ll go home to let you go over them quietly. ”
valeria immediately felt terrible after those words left her mouth, but really a part of her was telling herself that rowan had no right to be this mad and that she should try and put herself in her shoes. really no one understood famous people’s lives except for famous people herself. her hands were shaking when the realization that rowan was leaving her home right now. there were probably still paps outside and the last thing she needed was for them to start asking questions. she shot up out of her seat and moved over to her girlfriend. ❝babe, wait,❞ she murmured cautiously as she wrapped her arms around rowan’s waist from behind. ❝i’m sorry. i’m being stupid and careless and--god, i just love you so much and i’m terrible at showing it.❞ she took a deep breath as she rested her chin on rowan’s shoulder. ❝please stay...we can fix this.❞