My boyfriend of five years just broke up with me. He said “ I’m not in love with you but I still love you”. The way he looks at me was never warm. Why do I still love him and want him so much.? He said if it was meant to be it will be and he might realize I’m the one. I told him “you have never loved me the way I love you I’ve never been your one and never will be”. My eyes hurt more then my heart. This feeling of numbness is keeping me safe. For now.














