what was the highlight of our relationship? when you broke up with me, or when i killed you? INDEPENDENT / SEMI SELECTIVE / SEMI PRIVATE / OC FRIENDLY buffy summers, from buffy the vampire slayer, est february 5
VAMPIRESLAYER. --- independent semi selective / mutuals only , very low activity buffy summers from buffy the vampire slayer. adored by fangs ( they/them , 27 , australian lesbian ). media and headcanon based, leaning towards more headcanon. minors / personal dni.
one day ill do real writing here but today ? a reminder that my buffy is bisexual and thats really important to my portrayal of her because HONESTLY theres no real explanation for some of the friendships she has with other female characters and i’m a lesbian so i make the rules
1. her and willow have the exact energy of intense female friendship as teenagers that you look back on after you come out and go OH
2. unfortunately i believe buffy and faith were madly in love and could’ve been so good for each other, like both slayers having to adapt to both being a slayer and there being two now and falling in love along the way? yes. but also the canon relationship they had also felt charged and if they kissed i wouldn’t have even blinked
3. i’m including cordelia because even though they weren’t friends until way way late, buffy saw something of herself in cordelia and there was definite pity now that buffy had changed since becoming the slayer and was less like cordelia. but i think there was still this envy and familiarity of the girl she was and as a teenager that’s so easy to confuse
one day ill do real writing here but today ? a reminder that my buffy is bisexual and thats really important to my portrayal of her because HONESTLY theres no real explanation for some of the friendships she has with other female characters and i’m a lesbian so i make the rules
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‘ nope— ’ he groaned . ‘ it sure fuckin’ ain’t . ’ he held onto his injured arm as he tried to get up . ‘ a little help would be nice— ’
“RIGHT, i’m on it.” she watched as he held onto his arm, the one clue she needed to be able to do anything. already embarrassing herself, she didn’t want to have to ask. “have you broken a bone before, is it definitely broken? because sometimes dislocations feel similar and i can fix those so fast.”
❝ you need someone. let me be that person. let me be what you need. ❞
❝ look, i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now. but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here. ❞
❝ i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there. ❞
❝ you asked me once, if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed. but. ask me again? sometime— doesn’t have to be today. maybe tomorrow just. ask me again. ❞
❝ i know i can’t protect you from everything, but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control. ❞
❝ i used to have so much faith. maybe not in deities or something but, in the world. the universe. i believed their was a purpose to it all. i’m not sure when i lost that. ❞
❝ have you ever had something…missing? like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is. ❞
❝ sometimes, i just need the world to be beautiful. i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes. ❞
❝ i was sort’ve hoping you needed me. is that selfish? ❞
❝ people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it. i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen. ❞
❝ sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be. ❞
❝ you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me. do you know how that feels? just see me. please. ❞
❝ i want to deserve you. i’m trying to deserve you. ❞
❝ i know i fucked up. i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore. let me in. please let in. ❞
❝ every time you smile at me, i memorize it. i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you. no matter what happens between us, that’s what i’ll remember. ❞
❝ i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me, somewhere. just some place where i actually feel like i belong. ❞
❝ the world is so big. why do i never feel like i fit into it? ❞
❝ when i’m with you i feel like myself. i feel like every side of me is present and accepted. and i feel good about it— i feel good about who i am when i’m with you. ❞
❝ do you like me? i know you love me. i know you care about me but. do you like who i am? ❞
❝ i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection. ❞
❝ just take my hand and close your eyes. pretend we’re anywhere else but here. ❞
❝ so, what would you be? if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy, what would your life look like? ❞
❝ do you even know what it does to me? every time i see you cry, any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart? ❞
❝ i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore. i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that. you’re part of who i am now. the most important piece of me. ❞
❝ every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you. ❞
❝ i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together. the rest is just existing until you look at me again. ❞
❝ it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you. everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind, pulling me towards you. ❞
❝ you’ve got me in the palm of your hands. you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all. ❞
❝ i no longer know where i end and you begin. you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly, you’re all i feel anymore. ❞
❝ you’ve stolen my heart, the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it. ❞
❝ i don’t have perfect words. i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit. so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you. i don’t know if you want me. but i’m yours. and at this point however it is you need me, i’m here. ❞
❝ you’re the only thing that matters anymore. i can’t eat, i can’t sleep— all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song. you’re all i think about. i’m useless except when i’m yours. ❞
❝ i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh. i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again. ❞
❝ when your eyes are on me, i feel like something worth seeing. ❞
❝ just let me look at you for a little bit. ❞
❝ i would do anything for you. all my lines and rules. they mean nothing when it comes to you. it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy. ❞
good morning i cant stop thinking about how if you consider the film as canon than buffys first watcher told her to live her own way and thats why she went against giles so much in the beginning <3
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❝ is that guy some ex or just got a really bad staring problem ?? ❞ the man in question had been staring intensely in the direction of the women for long enough for ophelia to begin to feel uneasy. which - okay, usually didn’t take that long. ❝ it’s creeping me out regardless. ❞
“i’m... a little popular.” it was the easiest way for buffy to frame it without immediately outing herself as some target, a surefire way to make sure she never made new friends in her life. ophelia wasn’t in any danger with buffy right there, but if buffy told her the truth there’s a strong chance she would’ve laughed in her face, or run off never to speak to her again. “oh, you don’t have to worry about him.”
@tobeblamed: "i think i might've broken something..."
“well, you can always just re--” she pauses, taking in the sight of the man in front of her. “oh, you mean in your body, don’t you? that’s not as easily replaced, i will admit.” cheeks tinted pink from the embarrassment, buffy momentarily reverting to her more naive self, only to be grounded once again.
when was the last time you screamed? when was the last time you screamed so hard it made you feel uneasy for a second but free afterwards? you don't remember. you have been bottling everything up so long the cork can no longer move.
They did not expect you to fight. They expected you to cower down, bow before them, accept the fate that they had thought out for you. All the more satisfying, then, to smirk up at them through the blood, saying i'm not done yet. You have no idea of the extent of my defiance.
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