INTRO
obligatory to read before following!!
good evening, hello there! this is a blog i made for nsfw purposes.
in general i'm just a dumb switch transmasc creature that constantly thinks about disgusting things and loves teasing ppl. some of the things here are regular relationships stuff, some are more popular kinks, some are way more controversial things. i try my best to tag properly. my content depends on my mood and energy levels. but i will talk about details later in this post!
age: 26, otherkin age almost 476. little, offline when regressing. pronouns: he/it/they/xe/bun/nom/bite/vamp/void/thing/freak/meow status: undead? probably asleep. taken by my amazing partner, the sweetest person in the world - ( @the-posh-pickle - #moo #my moo #pickle)
core identities, values and lifestyle: atheist. anarchist! individualist. anti terfs feminist! pro choice, anti judging the choices. vegetarian dietary, vegan in values (compromised for chronic pain reasons). small daily choices and reducing animal harm is priority. disabled, trying to cooperate with body in chronic pain. neurodivergent, autistic(?), gad, avpd, ocd(?). "social outcast", queer!, freak. just a werido. psychotherapies: solution and cft(builds a base for later improvement, helps slowly regain self esteem and hope), anti cbt/dbt(overthinking symptoms as the false cause and disables improvement/makes me stuck, worsens symptoms). safety is a need, non negotianable. i'm not your experiment, not yours to pity. old folklore and mythology enthusiast. slavic and proud. patriotic, still queer. bun parent! rabbit therian. vampire kin. cryptid creature kin. thoughtforms creator (not a system, supporting all plurals). artistic soul, addicted to music and its meanings. age and pet regressor (separate from nsfw interactions here). intuitive introvert, highly sensitive. easily hurt. self isolating. biting is a solution for (almost)everything. gender non conforming(as much as possible without hrt,yet) queerplatonic + commited/devoted friendships practitioner! traumatised and depressed but slowly recovering. genuine affection is way more important than temporary attention. often expressive through poems and music. still believing in humanity. a bit. strong trust issues but valuing love and connections. escaping the forever the black sheep of the family role. reclaiming former insults and letting go of their intended meanings. searching for courage in talking and expressing needs. learning to put myself as my priority.
gender identities: trans boy. transmasc. demi nonbinary. bungender. patheticboything gender. cryptidcreature gender. boyfailure. freakgender. relationships stuff (friendships included): i'm partnered/taken. also ambiamorous. not searching for more partners. happy with my moo. i recommend them 10000000000/10 to befriend. now about friends; i don't trust the basic english definition of friends. tell me yours and from there we can figure out what friends mean to us and if want it. i feel and yearn for queerplatonic attraction/connection. in general i am demiaromantic, omnisexual. i have trans/gnc ppl preference for relationships/friendships. i love fellow furries and weridos. i want ppl who treat biting and snuggles as love language. to actually befriend me you need to be 21+ (don't lie abt your age). i need you to be sober when interacting with me. i will not be your escape route/distraction/part of addiction/enabler. occasionally i like posts with intox mentioned if they aren't main focus, but no, i don't wanna parttake either. cuz its not cool for me. i'm aware and vary of npd/bpd/hpd ppl, for my own emotional safety i avoid close connections with them (this ain't an attack. i'm just describing my boundaries and emotional capacity. we can still follow each other but out of respect, don't get attached to me). i especially welcome here pan/omni/bi/demi/aro/ace ppl! i require the gay cis and trans men to treat me as their own kind. i respect sapphics respectful to men, enbies and trans/gnc ppl. i love fellow enbies and everyone who eats gender for breakfast. i need more of the self aware and compassionate ppl. i need queerplatonic connections. and commitment friendships. i appreciate all the rebels, anarchists, punks, freaks, ppl non conforming to societal norms, vegans/anti speciesism movement. my preference for friends is ppl living/located in europe mostly but no matter where in the world you live, i will try my best to accomodate/compromise about timezones. i need ppl who share similar values and are empathetic/taught compassion/sensitive to universal important matters. i love calm, mature, patient, caring, open minded, respectful ppl.
interests, likes: music; jrock, jmetal, vkei, krock, old kpop. folklore, crafting, jewellery. psychology, therapies, sociology. names, numbers. cooking, baking. vampirism, blood. forests, small towns, villages, creepy objects, abandoned places, graveyards. linguistics, cultures, metaphors, writing, lyrics, poems, quotes. religions in theory, churches as buildings. castles/palaces as art. (ex)catholic guilt related topics. debunking myths abt the religion. rabbits and rabbitlike creatures. daydreaming, fantasising, sleeping. stories and ocs creating. anarchy, feminism, veganism. queer progression and support. comforting, emotional, balanced connections. decor, art, architecture, sewing, crafts. creepy art, psychological thiller movies and books. chocolate, sweets, soft and crunchy snacks, soups, bread, pudding, fruits, veggies, everything yummy. playfights, qprs, cuddles, plushies. kinks, ocassionally rp, yt. exploring places, caring for pets, going for adventures. mountains, valleys, skies, oceans, rivers, meadows, nature views. spoons, antique decor, cosy video games, cats, weird jokes. making thoughtful gifts, halloween, rabbit figurines, stickers. libraries, museums, parks. food photography, collages, dolls. aliens. deep talks, singing, day naps. interacting with thoughtforms. helping my ppl, making lists and chores for/with them. carousels, cakes, card games, cute trinkets. penguins, ouji fashion, sarcasm, blankets, biting.
kinky roles: switch, sub leaning. sadist and masochist. worshipped deity(too embarassed to want this more). service top. gentle dom(fav). con free use sub(for trusted ppl). bunny pet. both sfw and nsfw. (fav) hunter, although more often prey?(need to get stronger!) sometimes puppy. going woof and bark. and meow but not a kitten. sfw agere/petre(not scared of sex but dont want to be sexualized). aspiring cowboy/cattle caretaker(need help to figure it out).
petnames, terms, titles: creature(fav), weirdo, sunshine, berry, teddy(fav), bunny(fav). vamp(fav), bat, biteling, pet, dear. pathetic, needy, dumb(fav), useless. snuggle slut(fav), snuggle bun. boy, tboy. good boy(only trans/enbies/gnc ppl can call me that). whore. fag. kurwa/ciota (reclaimed, self used only atm) partner(only partners can use), love, lover, boyfriend. owner(if im ur official owner), guide, deity(fav). your slut, your thing(in possesive loving way). sadist(use freely<3), devil. pervert. freak. cutie(only close friends and partners can use), baby. your cocksleeve, your fleshlight, snuffbait, fuckhole. stupid mutt/doggo/pup. sir/master/pan.
my nsfw limits and disliked kinks: intox (alcohol, drugs, weed, vaping etc) open relationships, fwb, casual, non commit configurations, using names/titles without asking, forcefem and forcemasc done in cishet way, lying, cheating, betraying, body shaming, extreme ageplay, scat, feet, vomit, actual abuse, patriarchy, sexism, misogyny etc, race play, non con free use, sharing pics, feederism, eds, pregnancy kink, pro contact harmful paras, heavy objectification, neglecting, mistreatment and unreasonable punishments, inconsiderable forcing to switch from sub to dom and other way, ex talks during sexual moments and kink scenes, pity talk and fake performative sympathy, ropes, leather, latex, wax, wool, felt, fur, feathers, polyester, burning, branding, fire, extreme pain and humiliation, heavy controlling relationships, no communicating/no checking abt emotions during play, assumptions about changing/not changing things
fav kinks, sexual acts, relationships/dynamics stuff: vamp kink(fav of favs), sadism/masochism dynamics, gentle domming(as dom), sub training, safeword, communication, aftercare (bare minimum), slight mind control/hypno, voice kink, humiliation and dumbification(sub), pain play, impact play (switch), pet play(fav of favs), sweat, sniffing, scent, teasing, long foreplay, planned scenes, devotion, worship kink(mostly as dom), comforting and praising(need), emotional care and check ins as part of kink, gender affirming dirty talk(only genuine please), marking, biting(fav of favs), bondage(soft materials), immobilising, orgasm controlling (fav), begging, crying/dacryphilia, cnc, con free use, somnophilia, breeding (no preg), fantasy breeding talk(switch) nipple/tits torture(switch), lactation milking, cock milking, cowplay/hucow (dom), spiky collars, shock collars, choking(switch), spanking, chains, cages, metal props(switch) con rape/death threats(sometimes), forced oral(switch), leg/boot humping, clothed grinding(please), interrogation kink, corrupting, semi public use, sexting, bathroom permissions(please), tattoos, face/mouth piercings, teeth modifications, gore, blood, cutting(switch), wound worship(new), vore, tummy sounds, cannibalism fantasy(switch), foodplay, messy eating, smearing foods on partners body, fantasy kidnapping and imprisoning(depends on vibes/mood tho) furry, monsterfucking, tentacles, shapeshifting, immortality, oviposition, aliens breeding, sfw and nsfw servicing(dom), dom appreciation, possessive and clingy treatment, fear play, primal/hunter dynamics(switch), tickling, massaging, pet grooming/cleaning(switch), showing partners off, sweet talk, lots of flirting, mutual kink dynamics selfcare/care routine(please), and more!!
my projects; vampshots - just one shots, unrelated to each other, vamp themed, mostly about kinky sadistic devoted sex, but also unsettling yearning for romance and often for death. due to wanting them being universal and relatable but no specified labels, the oneshots have; mentions of genitalia as little as possible, characters as gender neutral as possible, mostly using terms like nipples, chest, tits(here used neutrally), crotch, parts, hole(s), ass. mentions of gender and species dysphoria will be tagged. trigger warnings will be tagged as well.
unidentified flying creature - these posts are for me to cope with reality using "adopted as pet" concept but in fantasy cryptid way, in actually absurd settings, with sometimes accidental sometimes on purpose comedy elements added, creepy and random situations, some parts are pwp, some with lore, some are just silly, but almost all are kinky and horny af. (don't) use me - short posts based on my intrusive hypersexual thoughts, trying to make sense of them, to cope and let them out. cnc scenarios mostly, not real. ANTI contant in REALITY for harmful paras. intrusive thoughts=unwanted thoughts. wants =/= needs, urges =/=values. no matter the roles described, even if similar to existing people and dynamics, those are mostly fantasies. i sexualize myself there rather than sexualize someone else. and no, it's not about you but if you can relate feel free to comment, who am i to judge?
demi idiot - confessions about being demiromantic and demi sexual, quiet yearning for queerplatonic commited relationships, random thoughts on traditional dating and how anormativity affects relationships, crying about long squishes/crushes and long recovering.
burnt out abt friendships lately :( but if u find me as having same vibes and freakquency, feel free to befriend me! i don't bite. well i actually do, but not right away. also you can come say hi in my asks, i love getting them! all my posts/comments are allowed to be reblogged, tagged, quoted, referred and corrected, as long as not used for harmful purposes!
