Sybil, daughter of Cain

21 to love me is to suffer me

[vane-camarillo]

now that mothercain is gone, i have to memorials my favourite post of hayden's:

[vane-camarillo]

i love looking at this power line outside my window <3

[poetryintherain]

“Eating Pussy Is The Ultimate Patriot Act”

[docrobinavitch]

speak of her over my grave | masterlist

read on ao3 | playlist

dr robby x f!widowed!reader

content: 18+ mdni, sexually explicit content, hematolagnia (for like five seconds), unprotected piv, oral (fem receiving), fingering (fem receiving), discussions of suicide, suicidal ideation, death and grief, occasional descriptions of blood and gore, occasional depictions of violence and injuries (including choking), mental illness, implied psychosis, haunted house, ghosts, house fire, toxic cult like small community, age gap, reader has long hair but no other physical descriptors, reader is adopted, catholic imagery and religious discussions

synopsis: robby's sabbatical is supposed to be restorative. enjoyable, even. but when he makes a stop in a sleepy new england town, he's informed the place he's staying at is widely believed to be haunted. notably, haunted by you. a recent widow the townspeople claims destroys everything your heart yearns for; your pets, your parents, and now your husband. the townspeople worry that robby may suffer the same fate, but robby's never much feared death when its pointed a bony finger towards him. and he certainly doesn't fear you.

act one

act two

act three

[vane-camarillo]

do yall think hayden will every release half-cocked or am im i delusional? it's my fave

[vane-camarillo]

so who got tickets to Toronto night one!! see yall there!!

[vqtkufi]

‘They all know something ain’t right’

[vane-camarillo]

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES TES YES

[vane-camarillo]

no re-listen of perverts will ever compare to the first time i heard it. ever listen is just a chase of my first high i can never replicate. the silence, and fear i felt that first time was my heaven that i keep chasing

[teaisana]

@mothercain

[vane-camarillo]

[szczurherbacany]

Punish

@mothercain

[amerlcanteenager]

[vane-camarillo]

this is such a beautiful way of visualizing this line

[vane-camarillo]

taken on my campus while listening to perverts

[mothercain]

i find it funny that conservatives try to paint me calling for the death and destruction of multi-billionaire CEOs as some radical "woke liberal" standpoint. as if that even has anything to do with politics, especially in this era of surface level circus politics. the same way they try to politicize the hurricanes or the wildfires destroying parts of america, as if climate change is somehow a red vs. blue issue. it's no secret i'm from a deeply conservative family in the sticks of florida and i still grew up hearing "i fought the law and the law won". the healthcare system has fucked each and every member of my family in a different way at one point or another, as is the case with pretty much every family in this scorched earth nation. remember when country music, the genre currently associated the heaviest with the most conservative faction of america, used to be staunchly anti-government and about sticking it to the man? remember when the coal miners, grandfathers to the "trump-er hillbillies" of appalachia that everyone loves to write off as ignorant, fought tooth and nail for unionization because the companies that were built off their labor didn't give a shit if they lived or died? since when has "upholding traditional values" gone hand in hand with... defending lawmakers and oil tycoons. my family and i complain about the same issues at the dinner table. the men in charge better hope they can keep their digital smokescreens running as long as they can because the moment the rednecks and the hippies lay down their swords long enough to realize they have the same enemy, all hell is gonna break loose.

[mothercain]

i find it funny that conservatives try to paint me calling for the death and destruction of multi-billionaire CEOs as some radical "woke liberal" standpoint. as if that even has anything to do with politics, especially in this era of surface level circus politics. the same way they try to politicize the hurricanes or the wildfires destroying parts of america, as if climate change is somehow a red vs. blue issue. it's no secret i'm from a deeply conservative family in the sticks of florida and i still grew up hearing "i fought the law and the law won". the healthcare system has fucked each and every member of my family in a different way at one point or another, as is the case with pretty much every family in this scorched earth nation. remember when country music, the genre currently associated the heaviest with the most conservative faction of america, used to be staunchly anti-government and about sticking it to the man? remember when the coal miners, grandfathers to the "trump-er hillbillies" of appalachia that everyone loves to write off as ignorant, fought tooth and nail for unionization because the companies that were built off their labor didn't give a shit if they lived or died? since when has "upholding traditional values" gone hand in hand with... defending lawmakers and oil tycoons. my family and i complain about the same issues at the dinner table. the men in charge better hope they can keep their digital smokescreens running as long as they can because the moment the rednecks and the hippies lay down their swords long enough to realize they have the same enemy, all hell is gonna break loose.

[vqtkufi]

”I will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in”

@mothercain

[vane-camarillo]

i love that hayden included a part of AM's monologue, i can not describe how i felt when i heard it. it was like i was transported to a cage while the low fan of AM's hard wear spun to keep him cool