painstate

ASPD, ADHD and anorexia i’m just so fucking bored art is mine, stop stealing it you assholes

[vanthyyxx]

in case anyone didnt know that im hot

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me not keeping track of calories ever, eating whatever i want whenever i want it, never exercising, barely thinking about food at all:

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new tattoo thoooo

[vanthyyxx]

damn i thought i was incapable of true romantic love and then i met my male counterpart fuck

he's even worse than i am but i'm addicted to the power play so i hope this never endssssss

it do be painful but it makes me feel alive omfg

[vanthyyxx]

genuinely about to kill myself over all the stranger things stans pretending that they LOVE metal.

alright girlies, see you in the turnstile/knocked loose/code orange/vein/one step closer/loathe/madball pits then ig???

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my friend sent me the EQ test for autism bc she’s been really into that stuff lately and i took it for shits… currently dying bc i scored a fucking 14/80 lmfao. i’m like 99% positive i don’t have autism tho sooo shoutout to my ASPD and basically nonexistent empathy ig??

[vanthyyxx]

to all of you who are willing to be shivved on the hill of self dxing cluster b’s:

if you truly believe that self dx is valid, then why do you avoid letting people know that you’re self dxed? why do you put ASPD, BPD, etc. in your bios with no further elaboration? if prof dx = self dx, you should have absolutely no issue adding that signifier. plus, why do you get so mad and refuse to answer when someone asks if you’re self dxed?

genuine questions. hate if you want, idc

[vanthyyxx]

okay so i saw this kid (16 i think? idk they blocked me ha) on twitter claiming their psychiatrist uses the terms “psychopath” and “sociopath” in diagnostic and clinical situations, and i was genuinely confused bc like… no? we’ve all been over the fact that literally no doctor does this? that’s actually one of the only things that everyone on here can agree on?? so i dmed them (NICELY!!!!!) and they fucking blocked me lmaooo. like bruh way to out yourself as a fucking loser that fakes mental illness for fun. yike yike

edit: i’m so annoyed bc i was being nice guys!! like i was genuinely curious and interested bc that doctor sounds like they suck ass and now i’m sitting here with questions and no answers >:( rudeeee

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster B culture is Seether by Veruca Salt

[vanthyyxx]

ok but like i fuck with this song hard and i love that i saw this post lmao

[ashstfu]

i don’t dress for men, i dress for whoever that finds my body rotting in the woods

[cephalophor]

If you claim to have aspd but don't own a trenchcoat you are faking it.

[aspdsupport]

op this is really ableist….

[cephalophor]

It looks like you don’t own a trench coat

[aspdneighbor-deactivated2022091]

Don’t lend any credence to those who diagnose themselves with anything. Failing to realize that confirmation bias will give you the answers you seek is a sign of someone who lacks awareness of the self. 

[vanthyyxx]

NGL i get so hype when someone reblogs my shit with bitterly angry rants in an attempt to self-soothe. i live for those replies, bc responding to them lets me be the gigantic dick that i wish i could be irl. thanks for your support guys 💕 making you go :( truly means the world to me and i couldn’t do it without you 🥰

[vanthyyxx]

i just really fucking love gatekeeping cluster bs from self diagnosers, it brings me so much joy

[andy-anarchist]

ah yes cus my therapist who misdiagnosed me and has only known me for less than 2 years is gonna know my own fucking brain better than my own.

life hack if youre anti-self diagnosing: 1) go get a plastic bag. 2) put plastic bag over head. 3) tie rope around neck & bottoms of plastic bag. 4) suffocate and make everyone around you 10x more happy!!!

hope this helps!😀

[vanthyyxx]

damn dude you sure showed me!! thank fuck i’ve finally seen the light. let me go rebrand my account real quick so i can fully embrace the heavy and selfless burden of aggressively hating on anything that makes me go :(

god i wish humans were able to live longer than we do- i’d looooove to be able to dedicate a good chunk of my scientific career to determining how, in this literal golden age of easily accessible peer-reviewed knowledge, HOW we somehow still manage to produce individuals who are (for lack of a better descriptor) so impressively and substantially braindead. a pipe dream for sure- but i guess since i only have this one life to live, i’m gonna have to spend it developing critical gene therapies and radiopharmaceuticals that help you dumbasses avoid illness and death.

you’re welcome, idiots.

FYI: this fun little edgelord has me blocked so that i can’t actually interact with a single word they say. it really is the ultimate got em! to post epic clapbacks that the other party can’t even respond to. why so scared buddy? if you were really that big and tough instead of (and this is just my personal theory) a massively insecure projection in a trench coat, you’d be able to engage with dissenting views. unless you actually do know, deep down, that you’re completely full of shit. but tbh i think believing that you’re capable of that level of introspection & self-awareness would be giving you far too much credit. either way- at the end of the day, one of us may be an asshole, but the other is a coward- and i’m happily the asshole.

if only i was able to see your future attempt to succeed in the world. you may think you’re superior now, but you have a big shock headed your way. good fucking luck my guy, you will absolutely need it.

ETA: i got carried away. my final, overall point: please, for the love of god, look up the definition of confirmation bias. at this point i am fucking begging you.

[primulaceas]

Hanif Kureishi, The Buddha of Suburbia

[vanthyyxx]

is it just me or is life a whole lot of pretending to be someone you’re not, occasionally punctuated with a bout of extreme suicidal ideation just to keep it spicy