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before you follow -> this is a side blog, a dump blog, and a vent blog as well. If you share interests with me and wish to follow me, just understand that this is a personal blog before all! (I always apply the proper tw / cw and all my personal posts r filtered under the tag ‘shenanigans’) this blog also occasionally features nudity / suggestive posts, sometimes artistic and other times not (all nudity is tagged nsfw), if those sorts of things make you uncomfy, this might not be the blog for you! I also reblog liminal images (tagged as unreality) and food (tagged as food). Do not follow if you know me irl!!!!!!

about me -> haiii :o I’m myr (pronounced meer)!! i like to read, write, and play games on my switch! (Add me on there teehee: SW-0467-6337-8208) :> i like chatting, my messages and asks r always open!! more about my interests on this post

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#shenanigans

saltsig

forgot to post this here :P

#ace attorney #I love him so muchhh

iam-not-really-here

accidentallyposted

#ace attorney

I wish I wasn’t in love with him, I keep bringing the mood down by being insecure and autistic. I’m always in need of constant validation and I keep saying “im sorry im too intense” and stuff. Ugh it pisses me off, he’s so detached and im so attached. But we’ll always have those moments like yesterday. In the ocean together, his eyes drifting downwards my lips and my chest, the feeling of his warm skin against mine, my lips so close to his skin. I made him a collage and wrote him a letter, I hope it’s not too much but I’ll give it to him anyway because it’s authentic, it’s me. I’ll give it to him and he can do with it whatever he pleases, keep it or throw it out. I even say so in the letter. It would upset me if he threw it out but I think he would be like that, im way too attached to stuff and he doesn’t seem that way at all. I spend all day thinking about him. I wish I could relive the feeling of the sun on my back and his eyes on my body, my heart hammering out of my chest because his attention is the only one I’ve been craving. I want him so bad

#shenanigans

writing this down so I don’t forget it but we went to the beach together and he told me he was thinking impure thoughts and called me beautiful and when I pulled my camera out he took a picture of me after I said that I never looked good, I gave him a hard on and the way he kept checking me out was everything to me. I had to tell him a gross story to get him soft so we could stand up and go in the water, we hugged for a long time in the water but I could tell he wanted to kiss me - he said “the consequences are more permanent than the fleeting pleasure” and I agreed, because I do, but god damn I want a piece of that. He also rubbed sunscreen on my back when I had tried to do it myself and the way he man handled me and squeezed and prodded me, I knew he wanted me. When I was on my front he said “you don’t wanna burn on your butt” because he wanted to rub sunscreen on my ass but I had already done so, so I said I already did and I think that was for the best. I can’t handle him touching me too much, knowing that it won’t lead anywhere

#shenanigans #needed this written down im at a bar watching my brother play jazz lmao

2000srotting

#home

segamascott

rivelyubi

day 2 : nmweek i can draw again since i finish my intership LETS GOOOO we are now back for nm week chat !!!

#ace attorney

all I think about is him, he’s on my mind and I pick up my phone every two minutes to see if he might’ve texted me - I take any inaction as concrete evidence he doesn’t like me, which he doesn’t, he can’t. We’re friends. We’re friends but I want him so bad it hurts.

#shenanigans #it was two days but I already got attached to the smell of it

baby’s first mouthwash at the ripe age of 23 and oh my god that was intense. whole mouth burned??? crazy feeling. I’ll talk about it more for sure

#shenanigans #just sleepy so I can’t say much but let’s just say the medical trauma my mom instilled on me is being worked on