Veil

[about-that-teenie-girl2]

skin picking disorder isn’t for the weak, but luckily there’s a cure: a bullet through my head

[veil-839]

oh look my exams are finally over...

took only like the first 6 months of this year

like ive been giving exams non stop

jan- school practicals

feb and march- fkin boards (they sucked so bad man) + tuberculosis meds was taking my life man (i cant believe i survived that shi ngl)

may - entrance exam nightmare

june- entrance exam nightmare 2.0 (this one sucked ahh)

but war is fkin over. im officially out of school. college search is gonna be a whole new nightmare but it cant be worser than giving back to back exams man

oh wait results are gonna take me out.

aah fuck

[veil-839]

the guy i used to like last year (and am still hung on) came back... im scared.

[veil-839]

well this post aged well.....

7 months in the drain... welp!

[veil-839]

remember that guy who came back? He broke my heart and left....

I was right to be scared.... them boys are cruel.

[veil-839]

I have to remind myself again and again that i have survived worser odds every time life hits me with another roadblock.

[veil-839]

It's so horrible how I tell people it doesn't matter And still, when my expectations fail, I shatter I ask myself why I care while pretending I do not I claim to love life, and still expect to get shot I understand that to be human is sometimes to forget Yet, I unravel each time you break promises you should've kept.

[veil-839]

It's my birthday guys.

Happy birthday to me!

[backonmyvampirebullshit]

March 2026 be like

[sizzlingsandwichperfection-blog]

[collective-not-found]

if a financially challenged person coughs,

you can easily diagnose them with toobrokeulosis.

[maxismusprime]

tuberculosis is horrible but yk it probably feels good as fuck to cough in a napkin, reaveal blood only to the camera then nonchalantly stuff the napkin away in a scene serving as set up for dramatic irony/Chekov’s gun for the rest of the story

[veil-839]

Immaterial and unimportant I feel barely sentient. Accidentally detrimental Do u feel the sentiment?

I try to convey Give word to my thought My voice breaks The train screeches to a stop 

Ash in my lungs “Cat got your tongue?” I can't even breathe

My brain hasn't stopped running  but I can't bring myself to speak

[voidedwords]

Look good, you look angry, I'm smiling above you.

I'm hateful, I'm horrible, I love you.

[veil-839]

I'm Hateful, I'm Horrible, I Love You

[veil-839]

The hate I'm fed Things left unsaid I feel the gloom spread Anxiety is bred.

I question, I judge, I wonder  What if they don't want me? Like I don't want myself

[veil-839]

A quiet claim A flickering flame You whisper my name I can't help but play the game.

A soft heart An unsteady start To yearn is a delicate art I can't help but play the part.

[tootoonz]

I was NOT ready for more emotional damage 😭

[randomhuman45]