pretty hate machine

i like to say that if you’re seeing me you’re having the worst day of your life

[venacaava]

⛧ luka/lou ⛧ agender, all pronouns (they/them preferred) ⛧ italian ⛧ aspiring filmmaker ⛧ lover of weird and freaky stuff ⛧ occasional writer ⛧ blog with occasional fandom content

> fandoms/interests

cinema, fashion, vampires, cannibalism, nightcrawler (2014) (#📹), saw, heathers (1989), the pitt, midnight mass, mr. robot, the creep franchise, devil may cry, silent hill, resident evil, no i’m not a human, pikmin, sally face, postal + others

> celebrities i’m very normal about

jake gyllenhaal, josh o’connor, winona ryder, christian slater, mike faist, trent reznor, gregg araki, david cronenberg, ethel cain

> music

nine inch nails, static-x, the neighbourhood, ethel cain, depeche mode, genitorturers, kmfdm, death grips, jeff buckley, massive attack, lords of acid, combichrist, cold + others

(this for hyperfixations/fave interests and this for current interests)

> some other miscellaneous things:

i have bpd (only diagnosis i currently have) and possibly other disorders. i vent on here, but i always put a warning beforehand. sometimes it might take me a while to get to dms because of my mental state

i am taken, so please (unless you’re not close and i know you're joking) don’t flirt with me even if it’s a joke.

i dont really have a DNI. just dont be a horrible person or an asshole and i’ll pretty much interact with ALMOST everyone. i’m simply gonna block you if i dont like your vibes

some posts on this blog might contain gore and/or suggestive content, and talk about adult themes in general. if you don’t feel comfortable with that don’t interact.

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[sm64mario]

I met every single creepy pasta and they wre all nice to me

[princessdigi]

dick from a guy who is sobbing and scared

[hollow-toy]

mutuals can always dm me but be warned i talk like your coworker who is trying too hard to get to know you and my response times are akin to the response times you might get if we were communicating by letter

[venacaava]

I think Amanda’s probably the first one that comes to mind. Your icon’s an influence

referred to this post

omg!! i love her so much i wouldn’t be against it tbh i love her so bad <3. also she’s one of the characters i relate the most to in media. no i’m not okay

[venacaava]

👀👀👀hi guys👀👀im curious

[bonivers]

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

[secondbeatsongs]

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

[venacaava]

for the ask game u reblogged a couple of weeks ago (the one dubbed 'unusual asks': 4, 10, 41, 70, 94 ^_^

OMG thank you so much for sending me this!! i really appreciate it :3

here’s the link in case anybody wants to send me something!

4. do you like your name? why?

(talking about the name i use the most which is luka) i do enjoy it very much! i always liked the name luca and when i thought i was transmasc like 5 years ago it was the first name i chose. then i decided to use a slight variation of it cause it was used as a gender neutral name in other countries and i felt like it suited me most (also because with the first spelling it’s only known as a male name in italy so it did feel like a big change to me)

10. how would you describe your style?

that’s a very difficult question honestly. i really like to experiment with my style so there’s not really a label i could put on it, but most of the time i like to mix elements of different styles i really enjoy. it does lean a lot towards goth and rivethead though

41. top 10 favorite songs

ohhhh fuck. in no particular order:

wish - nine inch nails

sun bleached flies - ethel cain

stripped - depeche mode

risingson - massive attack

everything means nothing to me - elliott smith

bloodhail - have a nice life

rotten apple - alice in chains

just got wicked - cold

touch myself - genitorturers

honorable mention to:

la mer - nine inch nails (this one could’ve easily got in the top 10 but i didn’t want any artist to repeat)

mayonaise - smashing pumpkins

i’ve seen footage - death grips

dagger - slowdive

every you every me - placebo

70. what was the last concert you saw? 

the neighbourhood (may)!! they used to be my favorite band ages ago so i decided to heal little 13 year old luka and go. had a lot of fun!!

94. favorite lyrics right now

[toxictranny]

ccan we play autopsy

[eeeurydiceee]

Haha Jonathan, gas leak

[revolted-nycto]

me n who

[venacaava]

i hate when i lowkey fixate on a celebrity that’s currently very popular and i see them everywhere and i genuinely act insane because i’m not used to have so much content and i just. giggle and kick my feet while staring at my phone screen like an idiot

[punkedupfae]

Alright ive seen enough

Someone put a blanket over my cage.

[loveridden1999]

[aloneandforsakenbyfateandbyman]

Videodrome (1983)

[venacaava]

everytime i hear yellow submarine by the beatles i think about this fucking photo and i can’t stop laughing my sense of humor is absolute shit

[venacaava]

how life feels after 2 drinks and 1 shot