Itâs been a long time Tumblr. So long in fact I had a baby! Meet Aiyana Spring, 3 weeks old tomorrow. Born at home in water on the first day of spring. My heart explodesÂ

oozey mess
Cosmic Funnies

if i look back, i am lost
Jules of Nature
NASA

izzy's playlists!
I'd rather be in outer space đ¸
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YOU ARE THE REASON
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
almost home

romaâ
sheepfilms
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
Claire Keane
noise dept.
occasionally subtle
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
DEAR READER

Origami Around
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Itâs been a long time Tumblr. So long in fact I had a baby! Meet Aiyana Spring, 3 weeks old tomorrow. Born at home in water on the first day of spring. My heart explodesÂ
David Darling - Up Side Down
they called her witch because she knew how to heal herself.
Here We Are, Reflections of A God Gone Mad (2nd edition)
Week 12. belly comes and goes but today its here! It's also my birthday tomorrow and I'm eating Tibetan tonight to celebrate so my party dress is on  (âĄâżâĄâż)Â
My body at 6 weeks pregnant⌠vs my body today at 11 weeks pregnant. Never thought I'd be doing this alone (as of now), so I'm sharing with the Tumblr community to be my newfound lovers.Â
When your pregnant and you(r) (cat) knows it clap your hands! *clapclap*
When the blood of your veins returns to the sea and the dust of your bones returns to the ground, maybe then will you remember that this earth does not belong to you, you belong to this earth.
(via atmosfare)
Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you donât belong.
Mandy Hale (via exiie)
"A few years ago, I was overwhelmed by deep anxiety, a fundamental, intense anxiety with no storyline attached. I felt very vulnerable, very afraid and raw. While I sat and breathed with it, relaxed into it, stayed with it, the terror did not abate. It was unrelenting after many days, and I didnât know what to do. I went to see my teacher Dzigar KongtrĂźl, and he said, âOh, I know that place.â That was reassuring. He told me about times in his life when he had been caught in the same way. He said it had been an important part of his journey and had been a great teacher for him. Then he did something that shifted how I practice. He asked me to describe what I was experiencing. He asked me where I felt it. He asked me if it hurt physically and if it was hot or cold. He asked me to describe the quality of the sensation, as precisely as I could. This detailed exploration continued for a while, and then he brightened up and said âAni Pema, thatâs the Dakiniâs Bliss. Thatâs a high-level of spiritual bliss.â I almost fell out of my chair. I thought, âWow, this is great!â And I couldnât wait to feel that intensity again. And do you know what happened? When I eagerly sat down to practice, of course, since the resistance was gone, so was the anxiety. I now know that at a nonverbal level the aversion to my experience had been very strong. I had been making the sensation bad. Basically, I just wanted it to go away. But when my teacher said âDakiniâs bliss,â it completely changed the way I looked at it. So thatâs what I learned: take an interest in your pain and your fear. Move closer, lean in, get curious; even for a moment, experience the feelings without labels, beyond being good or bad. Welcome them. Invite them. Do anything that helps melt the resistance. Then the next time you lose heart and you canât bear to experience what you are feeling, you might recall this instruction: change the way you see it and lean in. Thatâs basically the instruction that Dzigar KongtrĂźl gave me. And now I pass it on to you. Instead of blaming our discomfort on outer circumstances or on our own weakness, we can choose to stay present and awake to our experience, not rejecting it, not grasping it, not buying the stories that we relentlessly tell ourselves. This is priceless advice that addresses the true cause of suffering - yours, mine, and that of all living beings.â
Scrappy Challenge
I make ~$800 a month working part time. I am a 24 year old female with no kids. I don't get food stamps or gov't assistance (actually I have medicaid, but don't have any health issues so I never use it).Â
My monthly bills include rent, utilities, food, gas. No loans, credit card bills, or cell phone bill (I'm on a family plan and it's basically free because I have a flip phone with no data). I pay my car insurance 2x a year, so it's not 'monthly.'
My challenge for the next 3 months is to pay all my bills and save $200 a month. While still eating organic. If it feels unreasonable I will lower it to $165. I really want to save at least $500 by the end of August. I'm moving back to the East coast from New Mexico and that's how much I believe I can save on my monthly earning, between $500-600.Â
Seem scrappy?! You bet! Thankfully I don't have many bills but it still aint easy to pay your rent and eat organic, local food and save money each month on $800 bucks! I'm making a prosperity can tomorrow where I am going to start the saving fund. It will be a vision board on a can and I will share a photo :)
I think this will be fun because I love being scrappy. The goal is to SAVE and show the beauty of self-reliance and simplicity. While I can, and because I can -- I'm blessed to have no debt and for that I can do this.Â
Food will be the biggest challenge because I live in a small town with only one natural food store so I can't shop around that well.. Wish me love and luck!
And finally, how do you save??
Home By Now, Bombay Bicycle Club
David Darling - Up Side Down
Genuine love is rarely an emotional space where needs are instantly gratified. To know love we have to invest time and commitment. Dreaming that love will save us, solve all our problems or provide a steady state of bliss or security only keeps us stuck in wishful fantasy, undermining the real power of love, which is to transform us.
bell hooks (via queerfatfemme)
A humming bird drinking from the mouth of a person in Wyoming during an extreme drought in 2012