Wilted And Scorned

I possess no voice for which to speak my mind | He/Him | BPD/ADHD | Gynesexual/Finsexual | 22

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If anyone likes weird stuff please consider checking out my TikTok. I don't care about going viral, I just want more people to see and judge my work. Checkout squidworm_ on TikTok for more. This is my most recent project

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One of the best parts of recovery as an artistically inclined individual is finding new ways to express myself

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I wish I could star in my own isekai show in my own world but I want to be the scourge upon the world

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Living with my parents again is going to teach me how to be an amazing actor again. At least now I'll know how to fake caring about people again

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Today has been better than the last many I've endured. I think losing my FP was the best thing to happen in a while

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Well now I am truly alone without the only person who made me feel alive

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I was not enough (if anyone would wanna talk I could use a sympathetic ear)

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Another long night alone, thinking about why I'm alone

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I feel so drained

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As a guy with BPD perhaps I should date a gal with BPD

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I’m obsessed with Muse Dash can’t get enough of that tapping motion

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Mfw my psychiatrist told me I exhibit 9 out of 9 symptoms for BPD (I vehemently denied the screeners)

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I am a man.

I will still say I have Beautiful Princess Disorder.

It makes me feel special.

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Was I ever enough?

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Turbo charged BPD

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Me: I have no luck with women ever

Every man on earth: JUST WORK OUT BRO JUST READ BOOKS BRO JUST LEARN TO BE HAPPY BRO

Normalmutts love discounting any ounce of possible mental deviance outside of minor depressive episodes that come with the winter

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I wish she would love me again