The Abyss

Hi, I'm Ver! *waves* Early 30's, college student (yes, it took me a long time to get my shit together), writer, fangirl, gamer, gay/queer, Virgo, INTP, Enneagram 6 with a 7 wing if I remember correctly. You'll mostly find a mishmash of things that I like here, from video games to porn to books/reading to anime to feminist and queer theory to shows I'm watching to whatever else I find shiny at the moment.

[verloren1983]

A guess the writer challenge for the Hikaru no Go fandom.

Speaking of blind_go, is that a signup post I see? :O

Go check it out! You know you want to~

[verloren1983]

boy! i hope u know that the hikago BB post was not in any way meant to cast aspersions on y'all who run BG and you guys have absolutely NOTHING to be guilty for. i can't even imagine what an undertaking keeping it going is and i totally salute/appreciate the work you guys do. in fact i was thinking 'good for them, taking a break!' as i wrote that post up. there's just been all quiet on that front. anyway i'm just gauging interest in a BB for now and can plan accordingly if people wanna do it :))

Oh, don’t worry about it, the post didn’t come off that way at all! The guilt was completely 100% on my end. I’m just that kind of person. XD I just wanted to make it clear what’s going on with BG if there’s enough interest to do a big bang so things didn’t get complicated, you know? Always best to have all the information you can in front of you, after all. :D Thanks for the message- I promise I wasn’t even a little bit offended.

(Also I’m sorry it took me so long to get back to you on this. Nothing personal, it’s just that my sleep has been super fucked up lately so I’ve been kind of a zombie. Also my laptop keeps threatening to die off and on. Yeah.)

[fuckyeahhikago]

hey hikago fandom: gauging interest here

SO i am eternally bummed at how itsy bitsy this fandom is since the mid 2000s boom (like it was never big!!! but you could usually count on like 2-3 new fics a week and stuff)

and now that blind_go seems to be on something of a hiatus i feel like it might be fun to like. try something new? since there’s a bit of a lull right now.

i’m not even sure if there are enough artists or writers left for this but i kinda just want to throw this out there just to see if this is something people might be interested in:

if i was to, say, collaborate with some other people and try to organize a Hikago Big Bang Challenge, how many of you feel like you MIGHT participate?

PM me or reblog this. i just wanna see if there are even the numbers to justify exploring this more

(it could be very fun and revitalizing though!! imagine the possibilities!)

[verloren1983]

Er, yeah, blind_go was not supposed to go on hiatus. That was a complete fail on the part of the mods. Not that this is an excuse at all, but I just wanted to explain that we have NOT forgotten about BG and it’s not done.

I told Trixie when we took over that we were going to totally fail at this. XD

That being said, I’ve been fully aware that it’s getting toward BG time and I’ve had every intention of putting up a sign up this week. I mention this, obviously, because I would LOVE to see a Hikago Big Bang, but it might be better for everyone to plan that for after BG? Though that’s obviously up to you. Good luck with your planning!

[littlebluecaboose]

but what was your /least/ favorite book in high school? reblog and put it in the tags! start a fight with your friends! ill start it off: mine was the bluest eye.

[kaijufluffs]

We believe in you. <3

[sandandglass]

Castle s07e23

[dukeofbookingham-deactivated202]

HERE EVERYONE HAVE SOME GREAT ADVICE FROM RICHARD CASTLE

[verloren1983]

Reblog if you are a fanfiction author and would like your readers to put one of your fic titles in your ask + questions about it

1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?

2: What scene did you first put down?

3: What's your favorite line of narration?

4: What's your favorite line of dialogue?

5: What part was hardest to write?

6: What makes this fic special or different from all your other fics?

7: Where did the title come from?

8: Did any real people or events inspire any part of it?

9: Were there any alternate versions of this fic?

10: Why did you choose this pairing for this particular story?

11: What do you like best about this fic?

12: What do you like least about this fic?

13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn't listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?

14: Is there anything you wanted readers to learn from reading this fic?

15: What did you learn from writing this fic?

[rattlecat]

PSA: Save Your Underwear

Alright so listen up girls and boys with bleeding nether regions:

Buy Always Infinity with Flexfoam. Buy nothing else. Buy Always Infinite with Flexfoam.

This sexy beast. There’s a bunch of versions. But so long as it says Infinity and Flexfoam, fucking GET IT.

So I’ve always been a fan of Always pads. Can’t stand tampons because of all the horror stories and in general, they’re uncomfortable. Always just seems to be the brand that’s always there so we always got it.

Every since Always released their Infinity brand, we’ve literally hated everything else. Even the regular versions of Always. Infinity is the way to go. It is the ONLY way to go.

Infinity is like the only way we can keep our damn bedsheets and clothes bloodless. The first night I got my period I woke up with my boxers just soaked. Completely soaked. Blood. Everywhere.

So I just pop into the bathroom and thus far we’ve only got regular Always pads. Put one on. It’s about as miserable as you’d expect. The pad shifts as you sit and move and when you change pads you’re probably changing underwear too because of the blood just seeping out the sides and getting everywhere.

But then we have Always Infinity. With the Flexfoam. You know that bullshit on the side of the box brands spew where they’re like THIS SUPER INGENIOUS INVENTION WITH A FANCY NAME IS GOING TO GIVE YOU PRISTINE CLEANLINESS AND ULTIMATE PROTECTION AND THATS WHY WE USE FLEXFOAM.

They’re not fucking kidding guys. This isn’t a fucking game. These pads are relentless. No blood gets by. You’d probably have to unhygenically use one pad 24 hours+ before the blood will actually leave the pad and get anywhere.

In addition to that? It’s invisible.

Okay look, guys. I’m trans. I’m a transman. I’m a fucking dude. I don’t suffer from dysphoria but nothing annoys and irritates me more than knowing I am wearing a fucking diaper because I can feel it everytime I move and stand and sit down.

Not these bitches. No fucking way. They’re thin, they’re super big and they’re completely inmovable. I don’t have to keep grabbing at my crotch or my ass to readjust the pad lest blood be splashing everywhere. It stays in one fucking place and it doesn’t leave until you rip it out yourself.

THIS SHIT IS SO NICE. GO GET YOURSELF SOME. PLEASE SAVE YOURSELVES. SAVE YOUR UNDERWEAR. SAVE YOUR QUILTS. SAVE YOUR BED. HERE’S SOME COUPONS.

[rattlecat]

Rebloggin’ by request of the moum

[42nights]

I can say the same. These things are the shit and its beautiful. Whoever figured it out how to make them I’d very much like to thank, and I’m pretty sure my underwear would too.

[why-zerd-deactivated20171012]

A long time ago I read that Always pads make ur hingy itch but this person seems to really like them so I guess that problem was fixed. The thing i read was at least a year ago, probably more.

[blueteapot-blog]

HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS when I was in Toronto (one night in a nice hotel downtown and of course I got my fucking period) and the mini mart had these on sale so I took the risk and THESE ARE INCREDIBLE

THIN! No leaks! No blood down the ass crack! FLEX FOAM FOR LIFE!!

[astroprojection]

Always Infinity and Always Radiant are the same exact product. Both have the flex foam but Radiant just has a fragrance to it + more colorful packaging. When one is on sale, the other one generally isn’t so buy the one on sale! Also, once you finish, the boxes can have coupons on the inside so use those on your next purchase!

[raelasoull]

You had me at no blood down the ass crack.

[djjvmz]

definitely recommend these! feels like nothing is there

[superhappygenki]

Before I switched to a menstrual cup, I used these. As a larger girl with a heavier flow, I hated regular pads and tampons sooo much because blood was always getting everywhere. I basically had to use overnight pads all the time and still be careful about how I sat and moved. Now, the reason you get blood in your ass crack is that there’s nothing there to stop it from flowing. But with the Infinity pads? You can actually kind of just pinch together a section toward the back to stop any backflow and it’s not super uncomfortable. (The bigger your ass, the more likely you might need to consider doing this.) The pads being thinner also means that you can shove more in your purse or pocket or whatever, And they last a while, too! Have a long day at work or school where it’s inconvenient to change pads for like 10 hours? You’re still going to be fine unless you have the kind of heavy flow you should probably see a doctor about stat.

[verloren1983]

Of course, if you’re allergic to the chemicals and stuff companies put in the pads- and in my experience, Always brand is typically the WORST for this- the minuses may outweigh the pluses. I suffered for literally TWENTY YEARS before I couldn’t fucking take it anymore. I couldn’t deal with being an itchy rashy miserable mess every single period (and by the time I recovered, it would be just about time for it to start all over again). So for those humans who have that issue, but you’re not ready/not wanting to use a menstrual cup (though I rec it highly)? There’s a brand called Organyc that makes disposable pads that I think are wonderful. They’re just cotton basically, so they just feel like a part of your underwear. Super comfortable. They’re not super thick, unlike other natural pads I’ve tried, so they don’t feel like a diaper. They have WINGS which is super important for me. There’s just three caveats, at least for me: 1) They’re kinda short- the regular ones are DEFINITELY shorter than Stayfree/Always/Kotex regulars, so be aware. I can BARELY squeak by with the regular ones, but I think if I got them again, I’d get the overnights for the extra length. 2) They’re pretty expensive. I think it was like... 8 bucks for a box of 10? Which is A LOT. The only reason I paid that much is because I got them at the same time that I got my cup, and the pads were just to keep around while I was learning the cup. 3) The absorbency is not that great. It works for somebody like me who has a light/normal flow, but if you’re a heavy flow human, uh... good luck. But minus those things, they’re great if you have allergies to traditional pads.

That being said, if none of that is an option and you have to suffer with pads that make you itchy- witch hazel helps? ^_^;;;

[arbyswitch-deactivated20160710]

A Personality Test

WHICH children’s book series with ten million books in it did YOU favor as a child?

A - Goosebumps B - The Babysitter’s Club C - The Animorphs

IF you answered A: Fear is a foreign concept to you. Congratulations.

IF you answered B: You are a lesbian.

IF you answered C: You have a fursona & you are a furry. There is no escaping this fate.

[dylanohcryin]

fuck personality types u wanna know a lot about a person? present them w a plate of brownies and see if they take a corner, side, or middle piece

[wrathbite-deactivated20171105]

tag this with the type of brownie piece you would take

[gayushistory-blog]

social experiment i guess

put yr sign and whether you like tea or coffee more in the tags

[verloren1983]

Which Sign Is Dragging You To Hell With Them?

Aries: Sagittarius

Taurus: Scorpio

Gemini: LIBRA

Cancer: Gemini

Leo: Aries

Virgo: Capricorn

Libra: Aquarius

Scorpio: Nobody ur the St.Peter of Hell

Sagittarius: Virgo

Capricorn: Pisces

Aquarius: No1 bc ur already Satan

Pisces: Cancer

This is completely true. I am indeed Satan.- Caelarose

[z-e-r-o-friends]

reblog this if you started worrying about your weight before you were 16

[sagittariusastrology]

Put your sign and your Harry Potter house

[confidentpoison]

Scorpio Slytherin (predictable right?)

[mikitiale]

Scorpio Ravenclaw

[cattatoniic]

Capricorn, Slytherin.

[aquaburst3]

Scorpio, Gryffindor

[emberglows]

Aries, Hufflepuff!

[rawren-deactivated20180428]

Pisces, hufflepuff lol

[extravierge]

Pisces hufflepuff!!!!!!

[123456886532876234586]

Virgo slyTHERIN

[asgardian--angels]

Taurus, Ravenclaw

[telltale-widower-deactivated201]

Capricorn, Hufflepuff ~

[freyjalynn814-deactivated201607]

Cancer, Hufflepuff 💛

[gemini--cricket-deactivated2017]

Gemini, slytherin 🐍👌🏻

[divinecrossroads-deactivated201]

Virgo, Ravenclaw.

[confessionsofagreywitch-arc-blog]

Pisces, slytherin

[bibliophilicwitch-archive]

Pisces, Ravenclaw/Hufflepuff

[the-bookie-monster]

Gemini, Ravenclaw

[wingardium-levigoaway-deactivat]

Gemini, Ravenclaw

[sleepy-bookworm]

Scorpio, Gryffindor

[littleoldbookblog]

Pisces, Hufflepuff

[her-last-bow]

Pisces, Hufflepuff

[mchw1115]

Scorpio, Ravenclaw

[ginacx]

Pisces ravenclaw

[thereadfox]

Sagittarius, Ravenclaw/Hufflepuff

[toireasaalison-blog]

Aquarius, Ravenclaw

[threehoursfromlondon]

Aquarius, Ravenclaw

[englishproblems]

Aires, Hufflepuff af

[verloren1983]

Virgo, Ravenclaw (though Pottermore put me in Slytherin, so maybe you want that one? It’s not totally wrong, but I’m definitely more of a Ravenclaw)

[verloren1983]

Okay, so you live in an apartment with other (adult) people. You notice that the oven is on. Do you: a) Open the oven a crack to see if anybody’s using it b) Ask your roommate(s) if they’re using the oven c) Just turn off the oven without checking if there’s anything in it, because OBVIOUSLY somebody just left it on for no reason

...yeah, apparently if you’re this one particular roommate, the answer is C. I didn’t even know it was off until I went to go pull my food from the oven. Who the fuck even does that? Seriously? UGGGGGGH.

[verloren1983]

Me: Yay, I have hours next week! :D

Me: ...fuck, I have hours next week. -_-

[shirostrology]

The Signs

Hopeless romantics: Taurus, Libra, Pisces

Romantics: Leo, Aries, Cancer

Hopeless: Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius

Fufjvkcy: Scorpio, Capricorn, Aquarius