ari / blue 🩺🏨

18 | hazbinpilled, helluvapilled, rhythm gamepilled, pittpilled, all the pills taken responsibly

[verysleepyari]

tadc the last spoiler under the cut

‼️ YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ‼️

I HAVE ISN'T SHE LOVELY STUCK IN MY HEAD AND I KEEP SINGING IT AND HUMMING IT AND I'M HUMMING IT AS I'M TYPING THIS MAKE IT STOP

but also she is lovely jax you didn't deserve to die

[verysleepyari]

the 11pm urge to go on a walk in the dark in my pyjamas because i have free will

[verysleepyari]

oh my god i don't need this much energy AT 1AM ARE YOU JOKING

maybe my parents were right and that napping after school isn't a good idea

[verysleepyari]

obsessing over your passions is so weird because why am i pacing around my kitchen to get all my energy out because i locked in and searched for a bunch of online courses that could benefit me in an apprenticeship i'm too scared to even apply for 💔🥀

[mochiiniko]

i voted for wheatley in the tumblr sexyman contest

the question is........

did you vote for edega?

well you see i uhhh

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[verysleepyari]

love being hit by a random burst of energy at nearly 1am when i should be trying to get some sleep

who needs sleep when i can do literally anything else

that reminds me i should probably try and work on my online course a bit more because once that's done i can focus on a new course

there's a lot of courses on the website i use for many different job sectors and so now my plan to try and do a few courses revolving around children in hope that i can boost my likelihood of actually getting a job / apprenticeship in childcare

i'm currently working on one revolving around special educational needs and disabilities (SEND as it's known as in the uk) which is actually really interesting, it explains what they actually are, the legislations surrounding send and how they positively impact others, how SEND such as down's syndrome, cerebral palsy, dyslexia, adhd, and autism affect children and young people, and supports that can be put in place to make things more tolerable for them in educational settings and at home

i also started on a course about children's communication a few months back that i forgot about so i should probably finish that

and then after THAT i'm planning on doing a course on understanding autism because autism is something i find really interesting and i enjoy researching it and looking into the insights of autistic people and then once that's done i'll just have to see what i end up doing afterwards

[verysleepyari]

love searching for my husk plushie before i go to bed. gotta make sure everyone is present and accounted for yk

[liro-art]

Yeah the entire TADC fandom is gonna end up like this when the finale drops 😭

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Round 1 Part 29

Gabriel Edega (Rhythm Doctor)

Goofy (A Goofy Movie)

Remaining time: 1 day 6 hours

[verysleepyari]

EDEGAAAAAAA OH MY GOD YES HI EDEGAAAAAA

[fr1sb3e]

Vox suffering week 1-7 June Day 1: sick/ ignored/ broken demon form Day 2: hungover/ wasted/ high Day 3: sad/ forgetful/ tummy ache Day

[verysleepyari]

oh i'm so ready for this

[verysleepyari]

things i have allegations towards from my friends that are simply not true

lesbian (i'm aroace and have identified as such for over 4 years)

autism (i just really like rhythm games and the pitt or really anything medicine related and hazbin hotel and collecting merch of my favourite character and wearing noise cancelling headphones for comfort and willingly zoning out sometimes when things are overwhelming and i'm also a sensitive and emotional person but that's something i'm working on and also autism is really interesting so that's something i enjoy learning about)

adhd (don't have adhd, just have a lot of energy especially when people bring up my interests)

[verysleepyari]

idk why but yesterday i started taking an online course on special educational needs and disabilities because why the hell not

it's meant to be a 4 week course but i'm genuinely intrigued to see how long it takes for me to finish it (if i actually finish it)

[verysleepyari]

i hate that i can't explain that i don't want to go into the real adult world without feeling like it sounds like i'm saying "i'm too lazy to get a job and be an adult" because that's not the case at all.

i really want to get a job, especially in childcare, but i already know that i can't deal with an interview and if i fuck it up then i'm not going to be able to get a job

and getting a job is difficult in this day and age, so even if i find a job i'd want i might not even get an interview or anything

long story short, trying to get a job is shit especially when you're too nervous to not fuck up an interview (or even just apply in the first place. i'm also way too scared to just apply for jobs because what if i get an interview. it's a really shit loop to be in)

[verysleepyari]

lowkey considering being an angel dust copinglink to help with the stress of adulthood

like how cool is that like oh i have to go out into the real world and get a job? that's lowkey scary so how about i get angel dust from hazbin hotel to help me

[verysleepyari]

guys is it just me or is the concept of being an adult terrifying?

like i'm 18, i finish exams and therefore finish school in 2 weeks, and after this i'm gonna have to go out into the real world and that TERRIFIES ME

mostly because everything in adulthood involves some kind of socialising or just talking in general and idk if i'll be able to do that

like i'm either gonna have to go to university (which is a lot of money and a lot of studying that idk if i'll be able to do)

or i'm gonna have to get a job or apprenticeship or SOMETHING which 99% of the time will involve an interview which i'm almost certain i would not be able to do 😭

i hate new situations that i'm not fully prepared for, they stress me out and i genuinely don't believe that i'll be able to handle an interview since that's LITERALLY THE DEFINITION OF MY WORST NIGHTMARE

new situation that i can't fully prepare for because interview questions aren't all set in stone in one specific order

socialising with new people

being able to form a coherent sentence (which is even more difficult in unprepared social situations)

and it's not even that i don't want to do anything interesting in my life and become a proper member of society, it's just gonna be so fucking difficult to get there

guys i'm genuinely cooked with life i need to go home (i am home it's just an exaggeration) 💔🥀

[verysleepyari]

i'm so funny because what do you mean the concept of me having to get a train in 2 hours is actually terrifying but once i get to the excel with a bunch of nerds i'm happy

i get to wear my huskerdust t shirt and my hellaverse pins and i put huskerdust colour scheme kandi beads on my converse and i'm wearing my husk colour scheme inspired kandi cuff (it's literally just red and black) and my hellaverse bracelets and i'm bringing my husk ears and my husk plushy and i'm GOING TO THE HELLAVERSE PANEL TO SEE ERIKA HENNINGSEN AND RICHARD HORVITZ AND VIVIAN NIXON WILLIAMS

[blookyouterspace]

Wanted to get some pride accessories recently cause, why not? I always want to wear a ring... Though pretty sure people around me would just take it as "ooh colors" since they only know homosexuality, but that's besides the point.

If I wear an Aromantic or Asexual ring on my ring finger, do the effects (?) cancel out each other (/hj)

Jokes aside, I do need some advices on which finger I should wear the ring on... Preferably on the left hand.

[blookyouterspace]

My parents have the "let people be themselves, who are we to decide and limit who they want marry or be" mindset.

Back when Taiwan (where I'm from) is debating on legalizing same-sex marriage. I wanted to know what they think, so I asked them "What would you do if I told you I'm dating a girl?", their answer was "As long as your happy."

(I believe they might have taken that as me telling them I'm a lesbian, not that I'm complaining... They somehow already know I'm not interested in guys, is it really that obvious???)

I doubt that they'll ever understand transgender, nonbinary, pansexual... all these different identities (heck even I don't fully understand them myself, hope I can blame it on language barrier (/j) ) in their life. Pretty sure they're taking my aroace label as "You don't want to date anyone or get married? Alright, kids these days do be like that."

It's still better than these... Hateful people in my opinion. I never knew homophobia is a real thing before going on the internet, heh.

Makes me wonder why some people can't see others happy...

Don't know why I'm writing all this in midnight when it's not even Pride Month yet, I guess I just want to record some thoughts that are keeping me awake as a person who's part of the circle but is not in the circle. Not like I need/want to hide, I'm simply not the type to join big communities.

And hey, no word limit here, I can talk as much as I want to (:3). Really sorry for anyone who follows, or knows me from a silly indie pixelated one button rhythm game though... I'll post more art soon I promise.

If you've read this til the end, go play the silly indie pixelated one button rhythm game called Rhythm Doctor, and vote Dr. Gabriel Edega for Tumblr Sexyman 2026. He is the better choice than a humanoid dog from Disney, trust me.

[verysleepyari]

edega for tumblr sexyman 2026!!!!

featuring my low poly black cat oc