How I feel when I try to copy an artist I like in every way possible:
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How I feel when I try to copy an artist I like in every way possible:
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, totally... "
Their fictional character kin list:
lol
Redid the design of an old character of mine:
`Bianca`
It was kinda fun to work on... idk, I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I didn't even finish it properly, but I had zero patience left and wanted to post it anyway...
Only now, after all these years, I realized that her old design looked like Hello Kitty if she were human, lmaooo.
Anyways... I wasn't really happy with the composition, but at least she turned out cute.
 ཻཻུུ۪۪۪⸙͎°.~🧺🥬
(dividers created by: @v6que)
Guys... today I officially declare that I'm leaving the Gatobob fandom and content behind 😠(me saying this like it's some kind of historical event akakakak)
I realized I was developing a pretty toxic relationship with her works, and what was supposed to be a place to explore curiosities and have fun ended up becoming something that was hurting me.
Anyway... I'm grateful for all the experiences I had, but I'm going to leave the rest behind. I'll only be taking Ren with me, my favorite fox boy ðŸ˜ðŸ’–💖💖
I can't believe this is my last year as a teen...🫩
I drew a random fairy, lol.
(I hate drawing backgroundsðŸ˜)
Do you even care?
It's wild how people use the fact that they like murder sims as a justification to be horrible human beings... God forbid. This is why I don't like to interact much with fandoms of these types of games...
I've met a few nice people, but the MAJORITY are clearly individuals who urgently need psychological help.
Like... I deal with my own mental health struggles too, but I don't let it consume me and destroy me.
Seriously... I feel genuine pity for these people. At least... some of them.
They seem... so lost. Desperately trying to cling to something that makes them feel alive and understood...
It's sad.
Just admit you’re a pedophile and you want Ren to look like a little boy because you like kids lol
Oh, sure... that's the exact reason, anon. You're so right. Dude... tf is this? lol. I left anonymous asks on for the shy folks to ask me questions, but it seems it only serves for people like you to talk shit online. Sheesh...
Guys, i was thinking about posting my art here, what do you think?
(Me asking this like i'm famous or something)
Do you guys prefer gatobob old artstyle too?
First of all... I’m not here to attack or judge anyone, I just want to share my personal opinion.
I deeply admire Gatobob as an artist, she has clearly evolved so much over the years and her art really inspires me.
However, after seeing YKMET... I’ve been thinking on a few things. While I love the game, the writing, and the art itself, I can’t help but feel a little... conflicted.
Compared to Gatobob’s older style in Boyfriend to Death, for example, everything used to feel... rawer, you know? More intimidating. You could look at the art and actually feel chills, you could tell something was "off" just by looking at them.
Now, the new art feels too... "polished" for me.
While I think the new design works perfectly for Strade because it fits his character, I’m not a fan of the redesigns for Ren and Lawrence.
About Ren:
There’s an obvious technical evolution, but I feel his design no longer matches who he is. Ren looks way too confident and physically sturdy for someone who supposedly spends all day in his room watching anime. His posture is almost imposing. You can also tell that most of Ren's scars are gone, only a few are left, and they look too "subtle", It doesn't even look like Strade actually toyed with his body.
I know some people like that he finally "looks his age" now, but that’s actually one of the reasons I dislike it too.
People who don't look their age exist in real life, and keeping that trait would have felt more realistic and immersive for his character archetype.
About Lawrence: Even though the game isn't out and we only have some design tests (i think), he’s the one that bothers me the most... Now, Law just has a "generic tired white guy" aesthetic that I’m honestly kind of tired of seeing.
Before, Law actually looked like some weirdo you'd run into in a random alleyway... now he looks almost like... a model? I don't know. His body doesn't look tense anymore, his eyes don't look constantly on alert anymore.
He doesn't look anxious... he just looks exhausted. Plus, for a guy who isn't supposed to care about fashion, he’s strangely well-dressed now. Not a "heartthrob" (of course) but his clothes match way more than they used to.
(Or maybe I just miss his plaid shirt, lol).
Also... they feel too... attractive? Their faces look too "chiseled" for me... if that makes sense.
I mean... I guess it makes sense for Strade to be attractive. He uses his physical appeal (ya know, the "halo effect") and charisma to manipulate the player. But for Ren and Law? Being that pretty feels unnecessary.
I understand that YKMET is not just survival horror, but also horrorporn, and it feels like Gato is leaning more into that aspect.
Well... sex sells, and if she’s focusing on a higher financial return and showing off her technical growth, I don't judge her for it.
People who are there for the "porn" more than the "horror" want pretty characters to project their fantasies onto, and that’s fine.
I just think those of us who fell in love with that raw, gritty aesthetic of the early games might have to stick to the old art and fanart for now (but we can still enjoy the new games, of course).
When I see a profile with a thousand mental health diagnoses, "yandere" in the bio, a massive DNI list, trying to be edgy/kawaii and using neurodivergence as an excuse to be an asshole:
Hehe... yeah, BYE.
People preach that AO3 culture is all about freedom of expression... but when you actually try to express yourself, they ban you or give you backlash.
If you want to talk to others about your personal limits, your squicks, what makes you feel bad... they automatically think you want to CENSOR everything. No, guys... for God's sake. Do you even know what the word "personal" means???
It's as if I don't have the right to feel nauseated by something I saw or read. Then they say: "Don't like, don't read." Well... that's not always the case. Sometimes I'm reading a really good fanfic that... happens to have one specific theme that makes me feel sick. I just like to talk and share with people who have similar experiences to mine. That’s it, it’s literally just that!
I don't want to paint myself as a "victim" or anything... but sometimes I feel like an excited, curious kitten approaching a stranger, hoping for a connection, only to get kicked in the face.
Sigh...
Honestly... I hate feeling like I’m the only one putting in the effort to understand strangers, while they couldn’t care less about me. I literally stopped eating and drinking water once because I was trying to force someone else's logic into my own head, and I suffered so much in the process.
Seriously... I don't want that anymore. I don't want to feel this way again. I’m done wasting my mental energy on people whose names I don't even know, living on the other side of the planet. I can acknowledge and understand them, but I don't want to think like them.
I like angst and dark content, but I prefer fluff. I feel immature and childish for it, but real life is such a mess... If I wanted something dark, I’d just be alone with my own thoughts.
(Imagine getting schooled by a fictional-torture-lover platypus profile because I lacked the "academic vocabulary" for my squicks... give me a break. Bleeeeh)
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