Void. 20's. It/Its/They. DID Sys. Side account, follows/likes from my main.
Coiner of Temperance Duo, Absolution Trio, Holy Wound as well as a few other names. Korean v!Abolish Veylocke truther /lh. Mainly posting POWCreations, Whitepine, and Hermitcraft, dabbling in Lifesteal and other SMPs.
🫣🙏 if you have any xBWels, Welsuma, Welsno, Hypxb, or any combination of them feel free to show me please!
My AU's
A New Vein - Starter vampires Legundo and Abolish with Pyro being Abolish's first fledgling. Starter vampire Legundo follows the same characterization cc!Legs has stated, but in this AU, Abolish fulfills more of a combination of Owen and Louis's roles.
In The White Pine - Vampires crossover with Whitepine with a heavy focus on the ship Firelocke. Abolish is sent on a mission posing as a potential client for the Hemlocke family. As he stays at the estate he must find out who Mysti's killer is, what keeps making people disappear in the woods, and how he feels about this reincarnated version of Pyro.
Matchstick - Me projecting my plurality onto v!Pyro and giving him a system
Doglike Devotion - Abolish and his coworkers: Legs, Pyro and Owen all having a no good bad time and also learning how to cohabitate and coexist.
Dead Scholars - Literally Vampires SMP but in a Dead Poets Society type university, my take on the VSMP College AU
honestly one of my favorite things about fanfic is when you can see the canon influences come out in really subtle ways. like a canon line thats mentioned once as a throwaway is suddenly the entire premise for a fic or it influences the characterization or something. its just so cool to see how people weave their ideas around a source material, especially if its not a detail i'd thought about before
Wowie. More The Fighter Still Remains AU (cw suicidal ideation mention)
"Wels," Hypno said, thumb rubbing against his cheek so tenderly it made him bite back a sob. "There are things that you are and are not responsible for. Taking care of yourself is your responsibility. Not taking every problem in the world on your back. Not fixing everyone's life for them. Not self flagellating as punishment for something people never even asked you to do in the first place."
"I - that last one, it's not -"
Hypno's grip became more firm but no less gentle as they lifted his face to look him in the eyes. "You really are gonna try and give me that crap? Dude, you live in a terrible apartment. You have necessities, sure, but you have no comforts, no luxuries. Your sleep schedule - if you can even call it that - is fucking terrible, we've barely ever seen you eat aside a full meal aside from the stuff from Jevin's or what Beef forces you to take and your fridge is almost always empty. You work yourself to the bone and beyond, the bags under your eyes and the way you carry yourself gives away how exhausted you are. And the worst part is is that you choose to live like this. Barely scraping by, barely allowing yourself the right to take up space or even breathe."
Hypno looked him directly in his eyes, thumbing away stray tears that slipped down Wels' cheek as it was all spelled out so plainly. "Does this sound like the kind of life of someone who is living a life? Man, you're driving yourself into the dirt living like this dude. You got all these secrets and all this baggage and we get it; but when you run yourself ragged like this you start freaking us out and we're all worried about you.
Wels bit the inside of his cheek hard and clenched his eyes closed, the taste of iron heavy on his tongue. "Wels?" XB asked, taking a knee by Hypno's side and his face grim but kind. "You got to be honest with us. Do you even want to live? Are you - Wels, do you want to kill yourself?"
Being a Welsknight fan makes you feel kinda crazy. Non fans will be like "he's so mid" and you're like damn wtf. But fans of Wels whenever he does anything are like "THAT'S MY FUCKING KNIGHT 🍾🍾🍾🍾 MY KNIGHT 🎉🎉 I LOVE THAT GUY!" Like ya you think my knight is mid and maybe I am reacting a disproportionate amount and you think I'm weird as fuck for this; but also he's a knight and you aren't and anytime he uploads I get a burst of serotonin you're just jealous of so 🎉🎊🍾
Thinking abt TFSR Wels with his TBI and his physiotherapy and the hardships of overcoming his physical injuries and having to get healthy again, but he's emotional and he's angry and he feels so out of control and it makes him lash out at his friends. Thinking about the way he becomes so scared of who he's becoming he decides to quit and just run. How later when Xisuma comes back into his life he gets talked back into finally allowing himself to go finish treatments he never let himself complete and to finally let himself heal from so many things. How he finally makes one of the last big leaps into learning to be ok with himself again, how he no longer is using his suffering and neglect as a form of divine punishment for something he never did wrong in the first place.
the state of my Obsidian vault. my wips are becoming my own shulker monster lol
this is the xBeefralisuma Dungeons & Hermits playlist:
and below the cut is sort of an overview/outline of the general plot of the AU, and how that lines up with the playlist. spoilers for whenever i end up finishing and publishing it, of course, but this is i suppose a sneak peek, an appetite whetter if you will
Whoa! My nothingburger self indulgent AU is gaining substance, yippie.
Also, this is a super duper rough draft just getting the gist of this scene and I am not super chuffed about it but it's just the basic idea.
"X, c'mon man, you really don't need to see that." Cub sounded concerned as he gently tried to pry the phone from Xisuma's hands.
"Can you three just leave it fucking alone?" Xisuma spat out. The other three all froze with wide eyes, all of them taken aback at Xisuma's sudden venom. "You all were there! You all saw him! You all got to see him before he went in and I can't and, and now -"
Xisuma's voice became choked as everything felt like it wanted to come out. The stress, the anger, the fear, the tears, the bile, all of it gurgled to the surface and a sob fought its way to the forefront. Cub let go of the phone and his hands slipped around Xisuma's head, pulling him to his chest and cradling it softly. Tears slipped their way down his cheeks and into Cub's shirt. "You all saw him all bloody and throwing up and crying. Wels doesn't cry! And now I hear he was looking for me after and I wasn't even there."
"But that's not your fault, Suma," Ren murmured, voice so low and sad. "You got there as fast as you could when Scar called. It just all happened so fast."
"I know," X cried, pressing his face harder against Cub's side and gripping his shirt with white knuckles. "I know but you three saw. You all had to see how horrible it was and I didn't. Everyone else got to see it and now there's clips of it online." The idea made bile burn at the back of his throat, the idea that clips of his best friend laying sprawled out and spitting blood and weeping were being replayed by someone else's entertainment. Maybe for Hels. "I have to see for myself, I have to see it so I know what things Wels will eventually see when he wakes up."
Xisuma looked up to his friends through the tears in his vision, the three of them all looking back just the same. "Please."
Super duper rough draft since I'm just trying to get a gist of this scene. I swear it won't be this rough after editing lol.
'Stop, please stop.' Wels thought. 'You shouldn't be telling me any of this.'
But Etho continued on as if interpreting the other man's silence for permission, or maybe it was his nerves rearing up and making him feel as if he had to fill the quiet air between them. "I was in and out of it for days cause of the meds. Bdubs said them having to wire my jaw was pretty freaky but my whole eye thing probably was the grossest in his opinion.
The older man's rambling came to a stop as he must have looked back to see Wels no longer by his side, his footsteps growing in volume as he circled back and rushed to Wels. "Wels?" Wels pressed the palms of his hands more firmly into his eyes, the pressure behind his lids feeling almost like a dam.
"Why -" he choked out, swallowing thickly. "Would you tell me that? I don't - we don't know one another like that, why would you - you don't owe me that."
He heard Etho sigh before a hand pressed lightly against his shoulder, squeezing softly despite the flinch. "I know that. I did it cause I wanted to." Wels could feel Etho lean forward slightly, the other man's hair tickling his cheek as he gave Wels' shoulder another squeeze. "I said it cause I get it if your hand thing is like my eye thing. Like I really get it man."
'No. I don't think you do.'
Saw a racist politician ad from Tennessee and my first thought was Welsknight you're in Tennessee, you gotta do something man and get her outta there 😭😭.
Idk why I called upon my minecrafter like a patron saint who can do anything abt the problem, and also I dont even live in Tennessee.
With the combined forces of Patron Saints Joe Hills of Nashville Tennessee and Welsknight Games formerly of Wisconsin now of Tennessee, we can defeat Marsha Blackburn if we pray hard enough.
Saw a racist politician ad from Tennessee and my first thought was Welsknight you're in Tennessee, you gotta do something man and get her outta there 😭😭.
Idk why I called upon my minecrafter like a patron saint who can do anything abt the problem, and also I dont even live in Tennessee.