Void. 20's. It/Its/They. DID Sys. Side account, follows/likes from my main.
Coiner of Temperance Duo, Absolution Trio, Holy Wound as well as a few other names. Korean v!Abolish Veylocke truther /lh. Mainly posting POWCreations, Whitepine, and Hermitcraft, dabbling in Lifesteal and other SMPs.
🫣🙏 if you have any xBWels, Welsuma, Welsno, Hypxb, or any combination of them feel free to show me please!
My AU's
A New Vein - Starter vampires Legundo and Abolish with Pyro being Abolish's first fledgling. Starter vampire Legundo follows the same characterization cc!Legs has stated, but in this AU, Abolish fulfills more of a combination of Owen and Louis's roles.
In The White Pine - Vampires crossover with Whitepine with a heavy focus on the ship Firelocke. Abolish is sent on a mission posing as a potential client for the Hemlocke family. As he stays at the estate he must find out who Mysti's killer is, what keeps making people disappear in the woods, and how he feels about this reincarnated version of Pyro.
Matchstick - Me projecting my plurality onto v!Pyro and giving him a system
Doglike Devotion - Abolish and his coworkers: Legs, Pyro and Owen all having a no good bad time and also learning how to cohabitate and coexist.
Dead Scholars - Literally Vampires SMP but in a Dead Poets Society type university, my take on the VSMP College AU
i think people really under sell the physical side effects of mental health disorders sometimes. like sure the depression and anxiety may be 'just in your head' but when what's in your head happens to disrupts your sleep schedule and prevent you from going outside regularly and eating consistent meals and exercising and generally taking care of your body. well it sure takes its toll huh.
getting characters into world-endingly intense codependent queerplatonic relationships is literally what life is all about. it is literally what we were put here on this earth to do
Looking at any youtube comment on another Hermits vid and seeing anyone ever mention Wels in a comment always sets me on edge like an on guard dog before I even read it fully because people are either 1. Extremely nice and are genuinely thrilled to have seen Wels make an appearance to which I relax and thumbsup their comment or 2. They're complaining about his upload schedule and saying they wish he would quit Hermitcraft bc he's clearly not committed. It's always crazy to me too those same people in the latter category always admit they never even watched him in the first place aside from a video or two so it doesn't even affect them but they still get mad and say he's using mental health as an excuse. The thing that makes it hard to be alive and stuff makes it hard for him to do things and be alive, what a shocker. It's just like shut the fuck up oh my goddd. I need to throw rocks at ppl.
Thought again about the guys who also were on XB's case and said "I think you haven't found your voice/confidence though... You have immense potential but watch this back especially compared to your peers and tell me you can't do better." Like brother who do you think you are??
XB getting shat on bc he likes to talk people through his build and do environmental storytelling and chat as if the watchers are in the room with him rather than him script a fake as fuck persona and dialogue and being told he doesn't ever actually show he has a personality 🤝 Wels getting shat on because he has disabilities that through time are starting to disable him more and make it harder for him to do his job of making content ppl can watch for free so they get mad as if he's withholding a service they paid for rather than a free service. Like be so forreal and let's all get a grip or else I'm gonna start throwing rocks at ppl biblical style.
“This is too self-indulgent” “this isn’t interesting” “this is unappealing to the masses” WRONG!!! I love you and want to see you make bullshit for yourself and also me
This is targeted at every single person here. Creating things you like and thinking about things you find interesting is literally the most magical experience on earth. Joy in personal tastes and creation is wonderful. Make whatever you want because I will always want you to make whatever you want. If you need permission this is it.
Looking at any youtube comment on another Hermits vid and seeing anyone ever mention Wels in a comment always sets me on edge like an on guard dog before I even read it fully because people are either 1. Extremely nice and are genuinely thrilled to have seen Wels make an appearance to which I relax and thumbsup their comment or 2. They're complaining about his upload schedule and saying they wish he would quit Hermitcraft bc he's clearly not committed. It's always crazy to me too those same people in the latter category always admit they never even watched him in the first place aside from a video or two so it doesn't even affect them but they still get mad and say he's using mental health as an excuse. The thing that makes it hard to be alive and stuff makes it hard for him to do things and be alive, what a shocker. It's just like shut the fuck up oh my goddd. I need to throw rocks at ppl.
So one of the plot points in my Boxer!Wels AU is this one scene where he and Etho are finishing their night run - whenever the two can't sleep (chronic insomniacs) they basically message the other to come work out with them and they push one another to the point of almost pass out exhaustion by the end so they can crash - and Etho brings up the way he notices Wels' hand tremor or the way he squints his right eye like his head hurts. And Wels feels FUCKED.
He is scared in a way he is so ashamed at becoming so familiar with, this prey animal type fear that wants to morph to a survivalistic anger because why the hell is Etho asking why his hands shake? And he wants to be so mad but Etho asks it so quietly and so casually, like he knows this is untrodden territory between the two and by being casual he can give Wels a potential out. And Etho, bless him, tells Wels when he got into his car wreck and it sliced up his lower jaw and the impact nearly blew out his left eye, he was left bandaged up and delirious for days high off pain meds and barely able to see. Bdubs had to hold his hand through a lot of nights and even now with the bandages removed and years of recovery, he still can't fully see out of his eye and also why he wears his mask. Like just offers that up semi-freely.
And Wels can't just not say something in return. Can't let Etho who is maybe even more private than him just offer something so personal to Wels of all people who by all accounts barely should even he considered his friend. But it's hard, and it's scary, and it still feels so fresh and raw and new. He thinks about the videos still circulating online of his blood splattered across the canvas floor and the zoom in of the camera as he vomited from the concussion and cried looking for Xisuma's face in the crowd. He cannot share that. So all he can tell Etho was "I got a pretty bad TBI a couple years back. It really - I think it really messed me up." And Etho asks "you think it did?" And Wels says, "no. I know it did. It really, really messed me up."