Pretty Sad Girl

lesbian, she/her, Ao3: videogames18

[jeniferprince]

san junipero (2016) dir. owen harris

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[beyourghost]

i think more final girls should be forty and kind of weird and off-putting

[belleeebelleee]

going from “it’ll never be me.” to “please tell me it’s really you.” was crazy work and I don't think I'll ever recover

[tattooedlane]

I think the sweetest thing about the Leviticus fandom is that none of us are speaking sadness into existence.

We’re all thinking it.

We’re all having The Thoughts.

But none of us are saying the words out loud.

“What if Ryan le—“ SSSHHHHHHH! Naim found him just in time.

“What if Naim di—“ SSSHHHHHHH! He survived.

“What if Ryan was de—“ SSSHHHHHHH! He’s alive.

“What if one of them stops lo—“ SSSHHHHHHH! They will love each other forever and ever.

We watched that movie and all agreed:

BONDED PAIR. DO NOT SEPARATE.

[lmmunitys]

#needthat

[uncoolfemme]

i was born to pull a butch by their belt loop

[desi-tumblllr-dot-com-deactivat]

Girls w glasses are so cute. Like wow you have beautiful eyes I’m glad you got them framed

[apcqlypse]

leviticus resonates more with me the longer i sit and think about it like oh... the fear and the guilt and the shame is always going to follow you in one way or another because the thing you've been made to fear is who you are. in a way though this aspect of the film represents what being queer means to me— being brave enough to love someone (!!!) even when everyone else has taught you to be scared

[hereith]

Travel far enough, you meet yourself.

David Mitchell / Cloud Atlas

[frasermintensglasses]

leviticus book adaptation from Ryan's POV but you barely notice it's a horror because it's just 500+ pages of him waxing poetic about Naim

[chubby-cry-baby]

ilya jokingly complains to yuna and david about shane doing something (“david!!! help!! shane is pinching me!!!”) and they reply with a version of “sorry no returns” “you married him” “he’s yours now” and he loooooves to hear that!!!

[gnawu]

"i want it to look like you."

"it will never be me."

"please tell me it's really you."

[ilyannarozanova]

Ilya looking thee Yuna Hollander dead in the eyes and saying "yeah I'd leave Boston for your son" while wearing his Raiders t-shirt is so iconic. Who is doing it like him

[hystericalend]

joe bird in every q&a bringing up that technically naim and ryan aren't even together bc they've never had the conversation. Brother . they're being tormented by a demonic entity that takes the other's form bc it's who they most desire and at the end of they film choose to leave behind everything they know and set forward with only eachother. You rlly think ryan is gonna pause the music and go "wait, are we boyfriends??" ..

[roz-in-the-box]

ok ive put some thought into it and i wouldnt change a thing about leviticus’ ending. the entity never really being defeated shows that homophobia will never truly die, but if you make the choice to no longer live in fear then that fear loses all power over you. i know some people wish they gave us a clear ending but personally i like that its up to interpretation, all we know is that they have a happy ending together

[hystericalend]

naim getting pulled out of his first kiss with ryan because he sees his reflection. getting to see what the two of them would look like to someone else, if they happened to see. ryan draped on top of him, kissing him, touching him where nobody has ever touched him before. naim kissing back with his hands in ryan's hair, body arching up to meet him. seeing himself be touched and kissed by a boy and eagerly kissing back. seeing his own want clearly on display being what makes him push ryan away and tell him they should stop. someone shoot me with a gun

[lost-to-the-sea]

guys the cure by olivia rodrigo but it's a queer girl in denial trying to find "the cure" for homosexuality in a guy