I think a lot

And sometimes i write my thoughts here.

[juansendizon]

“She’s a present from the universe that’s made of stars, love and magic dust and I am thankful to receive my darling for in all of space and time, it is known that she’s the one, my soulmate, my everything.”

— j.d

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

“In my darkest moment where even the Sun is afraid to show me his rays of shine, you come to me with stars in your hand and pull me out, to show me the better side of the world. Even when I have given up on myself, you, with restless hands, keep holding me high. You are always there, to keep the world around me from falling apart and words are never enough to express how grateful I am to have you in my life.”

— Lukas W. // My Valentine

[zoereadss]

Some of you haven’t stayed up reading until 4 am because you literally couldn’t put down your book until it was finished even though you needed to be up early the next day and it shows

[viktoriastel]

17/07-19

You’re out there experiencing, adventuring, meeting new people

I’m trying to do the same, and I am. But I can’t help leaving lights on in case you feel like coming back to somewhere safe. A home. But maybe you’ll find a home in someone else and I’ll be stuck here. Alone with these hopeless lights and an empty seat.

[viktoriastel]

Be kind.

Some may think it’s a weakness that I give and give without expecting anything back. But I believe it’s my strength. It’s a strength that I can do that every day and still stand up. Kindness is a strength, taking advantage of the kind is the real weakness. I may be used, but I can take it.

[silent-insanities]

Every night, I share my thoughts with the moon in hopes you’re listening too.

[thegoodvybe]

[thegoodvybe]

[viktoriastel]

Why I’m not enough

You seek comfort, warmth, someone to talk to, someone to trust. Everything that I’m ready to offer for you.

But in the end, you also seek the feeling of love for someone, which I couldn’t make you feel for me. Here I am, ready to give you everything but you would like everything from anyone but me.

I see that you’re lonely, and it hurts knowing the one good thing I can do for you is staying away. I don’t want you to be lonely, but you’re rather lonely than being with me and I will respect your wishes. 

[viktoriastel]

July 7th, 2019

I don’t care if you kick me down and keep punching. When you’re done I will stand up anyways. I won't punch you back, because your scratches won’t mean anything to me.

I will still be kind. I’m not letting you take away my ability to trust, to laugh.

I know I will get kicked down again. But it will still mean nothing. Do whatever you’d like. I’m still strong. 

[viktoriastel]

I’m messed up

Not that I think anyone would read this but I want t just want to get this out somewhere. Don’t care if anyone notices this.

Why am I missing the one who doesn’t want me?

There are so many people out there who would appreciate me, my hard work and my love. So many people who would love to receive my dedication to life. But the only one who I want to offer this for is the one who doesn’t want it.

I see how the one I want to give everything for, is daily asking anyone but me for love, attention, and help. I just don’t understand why I got stuck in this mess. 

Everyone wants my heart but one, and I want to give my heart to the one who wants any heart but mine. The irony makes me realize how messed up life sometimes is.

[viktoriastel]

YA books worth reading

Red Queen: If you’re searching for a villain to fall in love with, here yo go. If you’re into revolutions and strong female characters it’s also something for you, there are lots of critics to these books but I loved it.

Throne of glass: YES YES YES! I personally love this series actually. It started off pretty basic and predictable but as it goes on not only the characters develop great but also the author. Suddenly you are in a world with game-changing plot twists and characters with stories and personalities even if it’s a side character. WARNING, it’s very graphic both sexually and bloody.

A court of thorns and roses: If you’ve read throne of glass I definitely think you should move to this, but I think that the world is to complex and misses some answers. I loved it anyways tho.

Delirium: It’s a simple story, very interesting anyway. It’s like a cliche but good cliche. Contains love, revolution and lots of character development and strong characters, both male and female.

Percy Jackson: It’s very easy to read and contains lots of actions, plot twists, strong relationships and a ton of jokes and sarcasm which makes the books very enjoyable.

Magnus Chase: The same author and the same concept as Percy Jackson, but I felt like putting it in here anyway to tell ya there are more LGBT characters, disabled and even Muslims in this story. If you’re searching for stories with these kinds of people this is something for you. 

The maze runner: These books are what made me into reading, there is lots of action and questions you want to be answered. There are not so many female characters and the majority of them is hated which is a bit sad but the books are still good tho.

Odinschild: By Siri Pettersen. A book I think deserves much more credit. It is very magical and you really just fall into the story, I enjoyed it a lot.

This is just my own opinions and I only named books I liked. Feel free to add read worthy books :)

[hotsenator]

me whenever i have a cold: i can’t remember the last time i could breathe out of my left nostril…it must have been 14 years ago when i was a child on the farm..life was simpler back then….. i remember the sound of the creek over by that big rock.. when papa came home from the town bearing fresh yeast for ma to make bread with, i breathed in the crisp fall air through both nostrils before heading into the kitchen, where i could smell all of our spices 

[scatteredblueberries]

I wanna look hot and sexy but I’m just hot and sweaty

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

Stop. Normaling. Bath Bombs. they’re training people not to recognize the inherent dangers of magical vortexes

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

thousands of years of evolutionary instincts gone just like that. you dumbasses are gonna stick your feet in the first glowing portal you stumble across and get kidnapped by the fucking fae

[isis-]

you say this like most people on this website wouldn’t want exactly that to happen, myself included

[cassianandfenrysaremyboyos]

Me preparing for Kingdom of Ash

[just-shower-thoughts]

Having anxiety is like having a broken spider-sense that is constantly warning you of non-existent danger.