🌿 welcome to vine & verse 🌿
a space for craft, devotion, and the dissolution of boundaries between the two
who's here 🖤
Name: Gowanii
Age: 24
Pronouns: He/They/It
Identity: Transmasc non-binary | Cupioromantic Bisexual | mixed race (afro-indigenous & white, white-passing)
Practice: Hellenist. Devotee of Dionysus. Writer for seventeen years.
My main is @moonsand79. My proship blog is @proship-gowanii. This is the writing blog—the craft blog, the theory blog, the place where I think out loud about what stories are and what they do to us.
on Dionysus, and why it matters here 🍇
My patron is Dionysus, and I don't think that's incidental to how I write. I think it's everything.
Dionysus is not just the god of wine—he is the god of ἔκστασις, ecstasy in its original sense: the standing outside of oneself. He is the god of theater, of masks, of transformation, of the boundary dissolving between self and other. He is the god of what happens when you stop being entirely yourself and become, briefly, something else. And that is what writing is. Every character is a mask I put on. Every story is a ritual act of becoming. When the words are flowing and I've lost track of time and the boundary between writer and character goes thin—that is not a metaphor for devotion. That is devotion. That's my practice.
I started writing at seven years old on a farm in West Virginia with limited internet access and a lot of empty space to fill. I didn't have the language for it then, but I understand now what I was doing: I was practicing ekstasis before I knew the word. Stepping outside myself into other lives, other voices, other worlds. I've been doing it for seventeen years. I don't know how to stop.
Writing, for me, is inseparable from spirituality—not in a vague, abstract way, but in a very concrete one. Dionysus is the god of theater because the Greeks understood drama as a religious act. To embody a character is a Dionysian act. To let yourself be overtaken by a story is a Dionysian act. This blog exists inside that framework. Craft and devotion are not two different things here. They are the same thing, approached from different angles.
Ευοι.
on fanfiction and original work 📖
I write both, and I refuse to treat them as different categories of legitimacy.
Fanfiction taught me how to write. It taught me structure, pacing, characterization, how to work within constraints, how to receive feedback, how to finish things. It taught me that writing is communal—that stories exist in conversation with the stories that came before them, that transformation and remix are not lesser acts of creation but sacred ones. The idea that fanfiction is somehow less serious than original work is a capitalist notion that measures the value of art by its monetizability. I reject it completely.
Transformation is Dionysian. Remix is sacred. Every story ever told is in conversation with every story that came before it, whether it acknowledges that or not. Homer was working from oral tradition. Shakespeare lifted plots wholesale. The entire history of literature is an act of collaborative transformation across time. Fanfiction just makes that process visible and honest.
I write primarily M/M and M/F romance, though I've written across the spectrum. My work centers trans and POC protagonists because these are the stories I want to exist in the world, and because representation is not a nice-to-have—it is a structural necessity, and its absence has real consequences for real people.
All fic is on AO3 at moonsand79.
what you'll find here 📌
Writing guides, craft theory, book reviews, writing advice, fanfic and writing discourse, prompts, personal excerpts, and the occasional long post about what storytelling actually is and why it matters. Practical and theoretical in equal measure. I am interested in writing as both technical skill and ecstatic practice, and this blog reflects that.
a note on craft 🕯️
I believe in taking writing seriously without taking yourself too seriously. I believe in finishing things even when they're imperfect. I believe that reading widely and voraciously is non-negotiable, that the best writing advice is almost always "go read more," and that the worst thing you can do to a developing writer is convince them their instincts are wrong before they've had the chance to find out what those instincts actually are.
Fanfic writers are real writers. Genre fiction is real fiction. The most important question you can ask about any piece of writing is not "is this good?" but "what is it doing, and does it do that thing well?"
I've been writing for seventeen years. I'm still learning. I expect to be still learning for the rest of my life. That's not a caveat—that's the point.
get fucked 🚫
Antis of any variety
Pro-contacts
Radqueers
Xenosatanists
Truscum
Racists & Xenophobes
Transphobes & TERFs
Homophobes & Biphobes
Acephobes & Arophobes
Zionists
People who use TME/TMA (reducing transness to a binary of "trans women and non-trans women" erases trans men, transmascs, and nonbinary people. we exist.)
Bigots of any flavor, variety, or artisanal small-batch craft
“Read, read, read. Read everything – trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the master. Read! You’ll absorb it. Then write. If it’s good, you’ll find out. If it’s not, throw it out of the window.”
—William Faulkner
🌿 craft is devotion. devotion is practice. practice is the whole thing. 🌿














