Adrian

I am just sitting here | Angry rat alien | 16 years old | All pronouns, they/them preferred | Y'all are valid af | Terfs/Swerfs, exclusionists, and bigots DNI. I will kick your ass. | If you're over 20, get the fuck off my page

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“BuT DiDn't yOuR ExPeRiEnCe wItH YoUr gRoOmErS MaKe yOu a wIsEr pErSoN??!?!! D:“ Well I learned to hate adults and distrust authority figures, but I didn’t become a better or smarter person if that’s what you’re trying to get me to say

[vipersnakeass]

Writing gets really difficult when your characters are all vent characters or are reflections of your environment and you’re trying to not get really sad or upset while writing so you put shit off for a while but it’s also a personal project you want to complete so your brain is just ajdklfhgjkhd

[vipersnakeass]

God watching things like The Owl House and OK KO and Infinity Train absolutely destroys me as a gay enby like I’m so fuckin glad that I have something I can relate to when things get lonely irl

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Things in IT Book 3 that emotionally destroyed me because I’m still not over it

-The last words Tuba saying to Hazel being the lyrics of her lullaby to calm her down before she passed. 

-Grace being confronted by herself and Hazel in her memories. 

-Simon desperately kicking his legs to get the gohm off of him. 

-Everything about Simon + Samantha, specifically the part where Simon starts crying in front of her for leaving him. 

-Grace connecting with Hazel in the 3rd episode over them both enjoying dance and both of them being really lonely. 

-The little hints and clues dropped behind what happened to Tuba's children. 

-The snowball fight, specifically because that's when things were much more simple and the characters weren't at each other's throats. 

-The Apex kids dragging Grace away reluctantly so they could wheel her under Simon's command. 

-Grace's hopeful little look at the origami bird and the Apex in the last few seconds.

[vipersnakeass]

“Who the fuck is Adrian and how does he know me?”

-My aunt prior to today because I forgot to tell her that I’m genderqueer and going by a different name now and my mom + brother both referred to me as Adrian when talking to her so she thought she was hearing things at first but then she was concerned about whoever this Adrian person was and how he knew her/my family so she called me and I had to explain it to her like a month after I originally planned to do so

[vipersnakeass]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT