Vi

Her/she. 22.

[vivgst]

She hates monotony and loves the new challenge she finds in you, so she won't rest until she gets her way, as always.

Pinning this so new folks will know I write.

Part two here

Her eyes wandered curiously around the bar and she rolled her eyes. It was more of the same and she was already tired of spending her money on sex she didn't find really good in the first place.

The same women, the same uniforms that were uncomfortable to even look at, the same playful glances that didn't provoke anything and she wanted to leave, but her men were drooling all over the place and she didn't want to be a killjoy, more than she already was.

Men are so easy to satisfy…

Her eyes landed on a table in the back and she saw you, with an icy gaze as you judged everything that was happening around you and she wondered if you worked there, which was a little obvious considering you were collecting used glasses from that table.

But you didn't match the place, you weren't wearing a uniform, you had a black dress that hugged your body and was full of rhinestones that looked excessively expensive and she raised an eyebrow curiously. You weren't the owner, she knew that.

“That dress looks too expensive to wear it in this place.” She spoke in a low voice, you turned to look at her and to her surprise, you kept her gaze, impassively and blankly.

“That way, only men who can pay for me will approach me.” You responded, walking towards the bar to wash the glasses and she followed you, snickering. You were a brat, she liked that.

“You are not a stripper.”

"No".

"Why?"

“I don’t need to do that crap to get customers’ attention.” You said in a monotone voice and narrowed your eyes at her, looking her up and down but that didn't offend her, it amused her, it intrigued her. “As you can see.” You added in a mutter.

“Ah, cabrón…” She raised her eyebrows and let out a chuckle, shaking her head. “Me salió mamona la gringa”.

“No soy gringa.”

“Pareces.”

"But I’m not. And you’re wasting my time, if you’re not going to pay for me then you can leave.” You were bratty, pedantic and she liked that, it would be more fun to watch you beg and she would do it, she promised herself.

Maybe it wasn’t going to be easy, but she was used to it, working hard was something she had to do on a daily basis.

“I bought you the moment I saw you, chula.”

You weren't in the mood to do this, but it was never something you could decide for yourself, so you guided her towards the back of the club, to the largest room, because although you had never spoken to her you knew she was El Sin Nombre, and that she always spent too much money.

Valeria looked all over the room, it suited you, it didn't match the rest of the place either, it was very luxurious.

Her gaze returned to you and she gave you a look up and down, the mocking tinge in her eyes was obvious but that didn't faze you, accepting humiliation was part of the job and no one was important enough to offend you anyway.

“You look frigid, even though you are beautiful.”

"I am". You muttered nonchalantly. She hummed thoughtfully and sat on the couch, pouring herself a glass of whiskey. Valeria was smart, she knew you wouldn't do anything beyond serving her sexually, however she was curious about you, which was quite noticeable and made you want to roll your eyes.

“A pretty face is not enough to sell as much as you claim.”

“Yet here you are.” She gave you a warning look that you almost missed, because you weren't interested in being afraid of her, despite everything that was said about her. "Men like to know that I'm hating what they're doing to me and that I can't do anything about it, it makes them feel they have power, power that they don't possess outside of this room."

You had a point, and it made sense, which made Valeria feel sick.

She wanted to mold you, take away that mask of coldness, she didn't want you to hate her hands, she wanted to make you addicted to them. However, she knew she should be patient with you, and she didn't care.

Since she had gained power, no one had refuted anything and although at first that filled her ego, it had become boring and she had found a new challenge in you.

"And what do you know to do?" She asked, you knelt in front of her, reaching her pants, which took her by surprise, but she grinned and leaned back on the couch.

“I'm good with my tongue.” You said nonchalantly as you nimbly got rid of her pants and underwear. She gently grabbed your chin and pulled your face up so you were looking into her eyes, which made you feel vulnerable for a moment.

“Then show me.” Valeria murmured, drinking from her glass but not taking her eyes off you.

[vivgst]

To love is to sin?

Uh... hi I've been awfully inactive here but i thought i could drop this stuff i made some months ago btw i'm sorry for all the wip i just left here, i don't think i have the ability to write anymore :/ and this is not proofread

My knees were resting on the kneeler and my hands remained together in a prayer position despite pausing when I heard footsteps approaching. Feeling uncomfortable at the familiar presence now hovering behind me, I stood up, looking at the large statue of Jesus that loomed over the entire holy place. It made me feel small, and the eyes filled with love that had once brought me comfort now rested on me, filled with judgment and reproach. 

“How long has it been since your last confession?” His hoarse voice seemed to come from the ground and rose through my body, enveloping it in a thick layer of guilt that almost made me feel suffocated, and I had to avert my gaze from the statue to respond. 

“Quite a while, however, my forgetfulness does not question my faith.” I spoke calmly; I was in the church, the place that had been introduced to me as safe, here I should not fear.

“Have you followed the commandments? Have you not desired anyone?” She looked at me; I couldn’t know for sure, but I felt it, I felt her gaze burning into my body, and I sensed that she drew closer, she, like the statue, judging me, but she had no right.

Of course, I had been a victim of lust, the worst evil that surrounded us and tainted our souls, and although I felt incapable of admitting it aloud, I could not lie in the house of God; He had received me with open arms to heal my heart, and I owed Him, as we all did.

“I am devout and a good woman; that does not make me any less human.” I spoke calmly, turning to look into her dark eyes that shone brighter today than ever, the light from the altar candles I had lit for my comfort illuminating her clothing.

“You need to admit something else.” Her voice came out broken, filled with emotions that I did not stop to evaluate because it was not my place to do so; instead, my gaze left her face, and I turned away again.

“I am a good woman, devoted and virgin.” The words slipped from my lips with insecurity and discouragement, and I closed my eyes wishing to fall asleep and wake up somewhere else when I felt her hands on my hips, her lips hovering over my ear, the warmth of her breath sending shivers down my skin. 

“No, you’re not.” 

I was. I was telling the truth, which is why my lips parted slightly when she touched me so gently, why I felt the heat of sin burning between my legs with the promise of tormenting me, why it was so easy to feel tempted to run into the arms of the devil and melt into her warmth, because I had been in heaven for too long, freezing. 

“I am. I have not been touched by a man.” I murmured, the mere thought causing a sense of discomfort to settle in my stomach, threatening to make me feel sick. 

“You were touched by me.” My eyes filled with tears at her desperate words full of anger, at the reminder that my heart had been cursed with something sacrilegious. “And I swore you eternal love before him.” She continued, her hand grabbing my chin to make me look at him, his gaze now seemed harsh, that of an angry brother, the statue seemed to grow as I disappointed his father, our father.

 "Our love is tainted, it is forbidden." I tried, I murmured in a pathetic voice as the tears continued to slide down my cheeks while guilt consumed me alive, my mind trying to forget the memories of that day, the greatest act of love and rebellion I had ever committed. "I will get marry, I will have children with someone who can give them to me naturally, and I will be happy." I paused in a futile attempt to convince myself of my own lie. "And when I look back, I will no longer see you there, because you should never have been." And I was grateful, grateful that her hands no longer touched my skin and that I could no longer feel her breath caressing my hair, I was grateful that she was gone because I could not turn around to witness how I was losing her.

[askuemki]

Cool poster thing below tbh i could of put her logo patches but i was lazy 🤧

ok bye see you all in a month or two pls credit me if you decide to repost this or something :,3 Edit: Saw a video where the game is seen without filters, wanted to edit it a lil for more accuracy

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it's failed lesbian situationship fall

[vivgst]

Yup

[prettypydei-deactivated20250719]

"Loneliness is when you sit on a bench for four hours but no one knows you're there."

A. "Urielle"

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Byeeeee

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[julaibib]

may people with pure intentions find people with pure intentions

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♡

[askuemki]

@vivgst new thread <3 (I have the cut so it won't be a pain to scroll lol)

I've never watched Death Note, but I guess Ill just say L is my favorite since we share a name (technically) Honestly? my answer is simple w/ what animal Id be Almost ANY cat (not the flatfaced or folded ear ones though they can have some bad health issues :( ) Like if you're a domestic cat, you have the stuff to survive both in the wild, or in someone's house. You have super scenes of smell, night vision, claws, sharp teeth, AND probably enough smarts to not get eaten by dogs or smth. On the other hand with humans, at least 70% of the population would adore you, and maybe even take you in to pamper you. It would be very easy to get them to do your bidding since you'd be just some animal, and perhaps put above your caretaker's needs. Pets? Affection? Just act all adorable and stuff and they'll give it to you, cling on to them and they'll say they're your human now. On the other hand (or paw) there's the wild cats!! Still very cute. Still very cool. Now your defenses are upped by a ton, and people still find you cute. Though with how shitty environmental conditions are, and with the bigger cats slowly going to extinction :( , I may or may not just stick to domestic cats But hypothetically.. It would be neat to be either a snow leopard, tiger, or a jaguar. I love snow leopards for their big fluffy tails, and it would be cool to be able to roam through snow and stuff, but that seems to get a little boring from time to time. Love tigers for their stripes, I don't think they can roar..?? But that doesn't change anything. Think Tigers and Jaguars are both pretty efficient in survival, but I'd pick Jaguar just for their athletics and HUGE bite force (least from my 1st search). Or maybe, maybe not because there's an outfit/skin or two of Valeria's that are based on jaguars.. (or leopards, but ill go w/ jaguars) im obsessed w/ this woman man hdwhadwjadawnk OH ALSO ON THE TOPIC OF BIRDS??? AS FUN AS IT WOULD BE TO BE A MALE BIRD AND SHAKE YOUR COLORFUL BUM AROUND, THERE WAS A WHOLE ASS WAR W/ EMUS AND AUSTRALIA Honestly who wouldn't wanna be a relative of a dinosaur, but smaller and just as fucking scary Also for vacation.... I don't like going on vacation. I just like being in my sad little room, on the internet or drawing my ass off But, Id love to visit Japan and see their Ghibli Studio museum, it's so cool... Or even just go to a few hotels or smth here and there, I love their stellar technology, I love how everything is so cute or neat there, oh and I especially LOVE the social rules there, I'm a goody-two-shoes at heart and perfectly agree with being "nice"... Like yeah sure I may not like you or the opposite, but at least we can co-exist without biting our heads off (unlike the fucking us) and japan seems open to their culture being explored by others, so I'd totally love to (respectfully) participate in some traditions here and there OR I could visit Europe. Like not even a specific country? Just Europe. Cuz the US is like really fucking big, and a country like France is apparently as big as Texas. And it would be cool to take a week trip just exploring cultures and stuff (well everything except food, I'm a terrible picky eater ugh) Vacation in the US scares me tho, I'm fine where I'm at rn Maybe id be a little open to going to canada.. but bc of how they're treating the Palestine genoside rn maybe like later in life if they redeem themselves, but like the us? Fuck them too I think crocodiles r cute, but I wouldn't wanna go near one :3 Most of my relatives are either in the Philippines or Maryland, I barely know abt them now Never thought I'd be the one to be the gay cousin, ngl

[vivgst]

Omg you're right, I'll do the same

Being a pet and having everything at home sounds appealing, not gonna lie, but letting random people pet me whenever they feel like it makes me angry, I would probably be one of the cats that slap people

I would be scared of being a stray cat and having to fight with other cats or run away from dogs

Well, but that already scares me, a few days ago I saw a tiktok of one of those big cats in a woman's yard and the door that separated them was made of GLASS and I SUFFERED watching the damn video because she was recording it instead of panicking or running to lock herself in a room or call animal protection or leave the house to the fucking animal so that it can live there, I don't know

I really don't understand how people react in such normal ways, I don't know if they're not aware of how dangerous some animals are

That reminds me of a documentary I saw years ago about a man who lived in a village and said that he loved nature but sometimes tigers (or lions, can't remember) got into the village when everyone was sleeping and they had to be taken out ??????????????? My brother in Christ, how the hell are you still alive?

I didn't find out about the emus vs Australia thing, Imma look it up

Do you draw every day?

Oh btw I was wondering if you had like a favorite drawing or something? Made by yourself ofc

Omfg there's a Ghibli studio museum??? didn't know

I loved howl's moving castle even though I was barely paying attention to the movie when I watched it

Ugh sameeee, I hate traveling because of that, I'm terrified of trying new foods because I know I'll hate most of them

What is your favorite food?

It's sad that there are several genocides and generally horrible shit going on in many places at the same time and nothing seems to be close to being fixed

Were you born and raised there in the US?

Maryland seems to be nice, is it nice? I remember that it was mentioned a lot on one of those channels like H&H or Id

I didn't even know there was a gay cousin in my family until well… I realized it was me.

[askuemki]

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I JUST REALIZED I CUT OUT MY OTHER RESPONCES FROM THE OTHER THREAD ARGHHHH aight time to pretend I knew what i was saying

this hoe looks sad girlie needs a grave to lay in atp Yeah!! the Jaiden Animation video is on yt, she's a lovely creator with fun videos Idk abt voice recordings? I mean I could send the other animatic my team did for the competition (if not through post then maybe dms), it has my voice acing there The Toucan sings the Girl from Ipanema when he's dallying w/ his wife (she sings it horribly though) Think I either heard it from TikTok or just some random video, but idk i liked the song either way I've heard there was a whole group wanting to kill animals out there, just for the sake of entertainment... It doesn't seem as bad as where I'm at I'd hope? Worst I see is roadkill.. Biggest thing Ive ever seen dead is the front half of a deer left on the road, while the backside of it is absolutely mutilated :( The silent letter thing can happen in English, but the only example I can personally think of is Pterodactyl I have watched 18 hrs of tlou cutscenes. NO REGRETS, THAT SHIT WAS GOLDEN. If anything I live laugh Dina, like sure, Ellie + Abby are cool, nice, neat but I'd be more willing to try and talk to Dina than the both of them (she and her voice/face actor? are so pretty omg) As a cat, idk just be chill w/ me and ill let you pet me all you want maybe id be an asshole and hog all of their attention and affection Me neither man.. Think I saw smth of gorillas or monkeys breaking glass, and people don't seem to have much of a reaction than to like, back away or record the situation Damn?? That's a life Im not willing to live There were these families who had whole ass tigers or lions as family pets in their homes, idk how they managed to keep a bond with such life-threatening cats I don't exactly draw every day, but just enough to keep my skills up from time to time Favorite drawing is hard tbh, there's alot of stuff I made that i like I guess my favorite ones is where they invoked some kinda feeling while I was making them, like some demon possesed me somehow The valeria drawing below was one of em, 1st time I had somewhat less harsh lighting

There is!! I remember seeing a video of some ghibli zoetrope from the museum, it was so badass Howls moving castle is my FAVORITE, I could froth over the mouth at Howl's character designs, and all of the silly little side characters But the music/soundtrack of the movie is my absolute favorite If I ever have a wedding I wanna dance to it in some fancy ass ballgown giggling and kicking at my feet I remember having my 1st proper sleepover, I couldn't really eat what they served bc I hated the texture sm and I felt so guilty Favorite food is hard tbh, I mean I could say icecream but eventually I'd need a break from favorite foods Agreed, least I can do as just some person in the world is to try and boycott stuff, or just share fundraisers and stuff I hate those scams that try and guilt trip you into sharing their shit, there was like 9 or so asks with the same pfp of a man in a neon yellow shirt, telling their really tragic story and begging people to donate to them.. WHEN THEIR ACCOUNT WAS MADE AN HOUR AGO Born and raised indeed 🦅 When I lived there it wasn't bad, apparently my parents were in some financial shit, and accidentally lived in a black community But unlike them, I didn't really care abt it, I had a fun time just living my life and interacting w/ my next door neighbors There was an old lady w/ a dog named Chico, I think? They were both rlly sweet, I hope they're okay nowadays <3 And there was a family who lived next to us, me and my brother had fun hanging out w/ em Nothing stood out to me more when we brought these sticky ball things, and one of them broke I drank the water out of it and it tasted like ass Man maybe like a few months ago I came out to my dad abt it, and he knew already... Im guessing my mother does too I think I have a relative in my family whose also lesbian, think she's an aunt or smth, but I only remember meeting her when I was tiny

[vivgst]

No wonder the answer had been so short

JAJSSJSJSJSJKSSKJASAJJA I mean it looks kinda ugly but it scared me, still fucking does

Oh yessss, do it. I think I've seen people post audios but I have no idea how the hell they do it

Ohhh I remember, I've always loved that scene and it's funny but I think it's beautiful that he was so happy to do anything with his wife that her horrible voice faded into the background

Oh, I remember seeing a dead animal on the road when I was a child but it was whole, I can't see those kind of things because it makes me sick, I can't tolerate it

Honor, honest are the ones I usually remember

Omg should I watch it? Dina is Ellie's gf right?

Monkeys are too messy for the fucking love of God, they also become obsessed with their owners and don't let other people get close to them

No no no, I definitely don't understand either, I either love it or fear it, I can't feel both for an animal and I KNOW I wouldn't be able to sleep just thinking abt the animal eating me alive, no ma'am

Aww I love that you like your art and can't choose

I love that drawing and I love the one where she's looking from behind? like with wounds I think, I love it

I LOVE THE SOUNDTRACK TOOOO FUCK, I love merry-go-round of life, always listen to it while I'm writing

I've gotten too many of these messages and I hate them because it makes me feel guilty for ignoring them but I refuse to be scammed and taken advantage of.

How cute and how nice it is that the dog was called chico jajaj (Chico means boy but also small)

Dammit I almost woke up the whole house because I laughed so loud, why would you drink that water?????!!!!!

what did he say? everything went smoothly for you? I hope so

So you look gay? I wish man... I look too straight for my own good, men flirt with me thinking I like emmm nooOOOoooOOooo

And she's out of the closet?

Man I love the word tiny makes me giggle

[askuemki]

Maybe i shouldnt of insulted it, realizing it it kinda looked like one of the tiny dinosaurs i have.. or gave out

Mann to have what they have tbh Good you aren't where I am then, it happens often here, to which I'd assume more newer drivers (or younger) would hit them tbh never thought of those, don't think i can think of any other ones If you have time to watch it, I'd say totally watch it!! Yeah Dina is Ellie's gf, love their chemistry together They can be interesting, but wouldn't want one as a pet or companion It's kinda nice to have smth to make stuff for myself, least most-ish of the time I'm content w/ the final product Glad you like it !! ugh I wanna go back to the idea some time and do a full scene w/ it (maybe w/ a few other ideas, I'd love to see people using my stuff as banners for their fanficion or smth) I FORGOT MY PHONE (app center thing) IS THEMED AFTER THE MOVIE AAAAAA yes ugh i love that song sm, I can never stop imagining two people (me and who) dancing and twirling around to that song Usually Im not a dog person.. but if I meet a dog that calm and friendly, I'd probably be willing to ask to pet it tbh yolo He said smth like the signs were obviously there (when i asked abt it i think), how i look at women, how i dress and stuff I was really giggly at the time since most of the time I do like hearing what other people think abt me, or notice I think I do...?? shorthair cut w/ earrings seems pretty gay to me When I had longer hair, I guess I didn't really look like I was gay, usually my hair was tied up in a clawclip someone did call me a mean lunch lady once, Im kinda bitter abt it thinking over it Jesus I hope men stop assuming people want them, and actually look for signs ugh.. I remember hearing stories abt how people were working at their retail jobs, and men kept unnecessarily flirting with them poor gals She does have a wife, so I'd assume so, wonder if I could get in contact with her but at the same time its a bit frightening... would teeny one-up it? Or would it just be better as a teeny tiny duo And abt the audio thing, did figure out how to upload it! There's just another voice there, and I wanna make sure the other gal is fine w/ me sharing it

[vivgst]

Aww but that one must be cute

In fact, I would love to have tiny dinosaurs, the size of a Polly Pocket

No, I definitely couldn't, I'm a crybaby, especially when it comes to animals

I saw one of the cutscenes where she tried to tell Dina that she is immune but Dina didn't believe her, they were together like in Ellie's room I guess and it was cute

I saaaAaaaAaaw a tiktok from an account that I follow and they post one of your fanarts<333 they were like showing drawings of Valeria, I have also seen them on Pinterest

By the way, making animations must be quite complicated and a long process, right?

OMGG??? and how do you do that? Is it like an option that phones come with? I'm sorry, I have the soul of an 88-year-old lady and I don't know how the hell technology works

It's beautiful, it's what I like most about the movie, plus the food looks too good

I really like dogs but I would never have one again, they need too much attention.

This is my lil dog, her name's Honey and she hates living (she's 12)

She hates photos

And my dad, HATES him with all her might

Awww how nice jajaja, good he didn't say anything out of place

Yeah that's pretty gay lol

My mom owns a business and sometimes I'm there and men want to talk to me, man it's so annoying, the worst thing is that they make me waste time that I can use on something else and I don't know if they don't realize I'm there because mom pays me and not because I enjoy talking with their crusty asses

Oh let's fucking go, I love when gay ppl marry each other, hope she's having a wonderful life

Teeny sounds good but I love tiny man, it's so good idk why

Okay I'll wait patiently <3

[askuemki]

I chose the cooler ones with stripes and stuff lol

Omg Polly pockets sound sm fun, I know someone who carries around a monster high set I remember always wanting something like a polly pocket when i was younger, where its an "on-the-go" thing where I could just mess around and daydream physically(??) I guess there are apps that does that, but it doesnt feel the same

I think they just ran through a room of spores before she admitted it, it would be a whole different world if it was Ellie's room There was this one thing on Pintrest I saw, where it was an unreleased alternative audio of the cigarette scene, it made me squeal

Wait really?? I’m dreadfully curious to see the video, I barely go on TikTok nowadays

And I’ve seen them in Pinterest too, I have a terrible guilty pleasure sneaking onto there and reading the comments

I think it would depend on the model of the phone, I have absolutely no clue abt androids, but if you have a modern enough iPhone you can use the shortcut app to get those custom app icons!

Here’s my thing that I have below ^^

Tbh I’d probably need to update the apps here, since I don’t play genshin anymore but I’ve been too lazy to do that (don’t mind the reminders either I forget literally everything)

She may hate the world but I love her, she so adorable <3

If only there was some way to brainwash people into respecting others, wouldn’t that be nice

Maybe there could be some icon like Andrew Tate delivery-wise, but they’re like chaotically good if you get what I’m saying

Me too! She seems content (hopefully she’s still now) Since I don't exactly feel like recording my voice, here's like two voiceacting takes from that one competition thing where we did two animatics (id upload the video but tumblr doesn't seem to have that feature w/ reblogs ugh) Basically for context the characters me and another were playing got away from some villains, 1st voice/Bloom (got permission from em, yippe!!) was outed to be an android (which is a little risque in that story), while my voice/Nara is just asking wtf happened back there

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Hoping that made sense ajwakesmkseflslkm Theres another one but there were a few fuckups, added it cuz it made me giggle

[vivgst]

Oh I understand, and you still have them?

Omg reallyy??? I loved creating weird ass stories and barbie was a lesbian in all of them

I didn't even know there was a president barbie, she must be beautiful

JSJSJASAJSJSJSJAJSAKJKSAJSA WTFFF MAN??? That's hilarious and weird

Lagoona? she's the only one that i remember being kinda based on a dragon, maybe i'm wrong

Omg my mom used to say the same but I didn't care, they were just like cool teenagers, nothing too vulgar that I remember but I guess it was the way of dressing

Oh fucking god you just unlocked a memory for me!!! Sadly I haven't seen much mlp but I have Polly Pocket versions of the ponies, I have a cafe or pastry in the shape of a milkshake (size of a real milkshake) and I love it so much, I remember that there was one of the ponies (it was blue) that was called Sueño de mar (Sea Dream) and I was obsessed with that name

I'm going to see if I can get all the stuff and show youuuu omg

What was your favorite character?

I think it must be some arcane or avatar character, or some movie, no wait… I think it's from a Laika movie, wait, I'll go watch it

I could deduce that you speak softly and quietly, I can't imagine you yelling like super loud

Oh but that's good, I don't know if it has happened to you that dreaming leaves you tired? I hate it

I can't imagine bees talking jajaja, were they like... real? or animated idk

[askuemki]

Yeah they’re kinda just collecting dust and stuff

I love that sm tho, instead of playing with toys I’d just imagine music videos and stuff to my Emo ass characters at the time

But when I did discover that lesbians existed god damn my world changed

But I think I did play with my brother with stuffed animals, some family thing usually

Nah the character I’m talking about isn’t one of the main ones, she was (maybe inaccurately) representing some Asian culture/heritage

I enjoy watching those videos where people pinned bratz up against Barbie movies, the insults were fun to watch

Thank god I was never into those lol dolls tho, Those actually seem really inappropriate at times

Awhh that seems really cute

Hope you do find them!!

I can’t see my other response so I’ll assume it’s mlp…

My favorite used to be rain rainbow dash, but man I love sunset shimmer, nightmare moon was really badass, but tempest from the mlp movie had a lovely design too !!

There was also Zecora? Whatever her name was, but she was a zebra

I hated pinky pie for the longest time tho, all of those fan horror films scared the shit out of me

Hbu? Any favorites? Hated?

On the topic of arcane.. I wonder if season 2 came out.. I might try and get Netflix again just to watch it

I had to be inches away from the mic so it didn’t sound too quiet, but I didn’t mind if with everyone giggling abt it while recording

Idk if waking up tired counts, but I think I’m a bit more fulfilled with my sleep if I dream

Nah they were like animated

The humans were real tho, like one of those animation+actual filming movies

[vivgst]

Hiii again<33 I missed our lil chat

I haven't been able to be as active because I haven't had much energy but I'm back

Oh but that sounds fun too, you played music while you did it I guess??

Lmaoooo mine too

I don't remember, I have to look it up. Is it one of the new characters? Or from the new series that is like in 3D or something like that

I didn't remember why they were inappropriate so I googled them …………. I regret it

and they kinda look like babies too but those outfits???? Outrageous

I legit hated rd bc she was blue ???????? I was such a weird kid

OMG she's gorgeous!!! and her dolls are perfect

Didn't know about Zecora but she looks like she knows what she's doing

OMG NOOOOO, I LOVED PINKY PIE SHE'S PINKKKKK

my fav was the one with the purple hair, she's white. Found her lmao, Rarity, apple pie and the yellow one, fluttershy

I haven't finished watching it and I'm really looking forward to it. I've also seen a lot of people talking about the second season but I don't know if it's out yet

Oh really? I am the opposite, I love when I sleep and I don't dream because I feel like I rest better

I remember them, I loved them but they confused me a lot when I was a child, I thought there was some way to make animated characters come to our world, it broke my heart when my mom told me they were just drawings lol

[askuemki]

Me too!! It’s all good, hope you’re doing okay <3

Crazy dubstep music played in the background watching a fight scene in my head or smth I had a terrible phase of putting every female character I had together (well almost all of them) But im surprised I found my younger self preventing her self insert from getting any of the glory, she just dies a terrible death She's in one of the 3d movies? Searched her up and her name is Jinafire Long Yeah I don't know why they put little baby dolls in those kinda outfits?? Maybe a prediction of what parents are dressing their kids now ugh I loved rainbowdash man... I had a plush of her, and I had a hoodie with cute little wings and ears!! I never really wore it though, I was afraid it would get dirty (or worse, people would tease me for it ) Whats funny is that I had a relative give me a big pinky pie plush, apparently I wasn't' scared that she would come a live and murder me I love rarity too!! I enjoy seeing how people would redesign her I think I had these drawings years ago when id follow those drawing tutorials of sunset shimmer, and two or one of the sirens from the equestia girls movie

Surprisingly I had like two dreams I remembered?? (I woke up with a headache smh) I typed them down and I'll copy them here (2nd dream the rusty storage unit wasn’t actually my first house, just what the dream made me have)

1st dream: So there’s this island thing where apparently a race called Scandinavians live there, and a really small modernist village lives there And when you die you respond?? So there’s a few notable characters in surprised Tessa some black woman T-rex some male doctor Hot Asian doctor Slick black haired Clothes/fabric shopkeeper Ginger Bargain items shopkeeper Me (playing as myself Ugh I remember there was this really disturbing thing where lava was thrown onto Tessa and she kinda just burned, and there was a graphic warning beforehand so I was just avoiding the site THEN AOOAREBTLY SIME BLANKET OR TOWEL I HAD THRNED OUT TO BE REALLY FUCKING CREEPY from my little pony to some grotesque my little bronies Maybe one of the characters names was cynia I’ll go with cynia for the Asian doctor And I kept leaving and coming back to the island thing (it was a raised mountain hill thing and the people there kept getting friendlier with me there And Dr T-rex apparently was taking care of my sick brother or something

2nd dream: Weird ass dream 2.0 where me my brother and mother were driving home, but she ended up driving past home, after I had an out break, we began driving home

But it wasn’t our actual home, but a rusty storage unit in Maryland, our first home

There were a few interesting things, like a rollercoaster cart with yoshi and Luigi Sun glasses, some stuff from childhood

Ended up falling asleep there, but my sleep was barely that good

We (just me and my brother) then went into the side rooms, finding other people that livr here, the side room I went into expanded into a whole lit up industrial attic, with some water drainage system on the side

We ended up liking these people and joining them??

So we had to get a job but our mother was nowhere to be seen

But weird dream dream sequence where I was in some glass containers with white lazers, brainwashing me to yearn for the newest iPhone lol

So now we’re awake, going out into this cartoony town

My brother joined some people and I went to go to some bookstore to find my mother

(And apparently we’re animorphic animals now)

So I was looking at the books But it was more like one of those reading apps of how I saw the books

Idk it was weird

There was this one that I remember was some grey cat and white cat

Very childhood like style, elegant even

About some tragic love story between them

And ig it was just me trying to live out a life in a rough environment and economy in Maryland on my own

But it’s more like a distyopian cityscape with narrow walkways

Oh and the storage unit we were in had some splashes of paint (yellow green and pink) with some open booths of hello kitty merch besides us

Never really fell for the animated to real world thing, but I did hope I'd fall into a dream of my favorite fictional worlds (it ended up being random anyways) There's lucid dreaming but tbh I don't know if I have that much dedication to fall into a specific dream

[vivgst]

I'm better now I think

and thank u<33

That's good, a lot of people make the mistake of making ocs of themselves and making them invincible which is a bit boring tbh

I've never made an oc/self insert I think I'd hate it lol

Omg she's beautiful, hadn't seen her til now

Do you remember this pale girl I think she was related to... the snowman? Idk what he's called in english :( but she was beautiful and the dolls omg

Ayyy, how pretty it must be and it has ears?!?!? I'd wear it every day

That reminds me that my dad gave my sister a fucking big ass rag doll for her 15th birthday and she looks just like Annabelle (the "real" one) and that fucking thing terrified the absolute crap out of us and didn't let either of us sleep, now it was left forgotten on the second floor and I HATE going upstairs

Woke up once to see her sat on the fucking floor bc she had fell from the closet

I also love seeing people's drawings, they always make Rarity look beautiful, I remember seeing some Jojo's version of her and pinky pie and it was so funny

Girl but that's a whole ass plot SJSKAAJSJSSJSJ WHAT???!!!! AND THE LAVA??? FUCKING TRAUMATIZING

I'm invested in the rollercoaster, not gonna lie

You still want the newest Iphone? lol

Oh noooOoooO I hate tragic love stories pls:((( did it have a god ending at least?

I have lucid dreams but I hate them because I have no power over my environment or the people I dream about so basically it's like being alive and I hate it because they are nightmares and I FEEL the pain when something is done to me and someone always does something to me, the most physically painful dream was when I could be reincarnated every time someone killed me but I stayed conscious until I was "reborn" AND A DAMN GUY SHOT ME IN THE HEAD MANY TIMES, and I was conscious without being able to open my eyes or move because I was already "dead." It was so traumatic

I also dreamed once that serial killers were kidnapping people to take them to a laboratory where they tortured them and it was horrible because although I was not kidnapped nor was I one of the scientists, I could see everything.

and they had super weird rules where the people they tortured couldn't make noise and they looked desperate because of the pain and having to be silent

Or when I dreamed that someone committed suicide in a mall here, they jumped from the terrace and broke the glass from the ceiling, the worst thing was that when they fell they got tangled in some cables and the electrical service collapsed, there were pieces of glass falling from the ceiling and there was no light and there was a lot of blood and we were all desperate to get out of there

That was one of the worst because it was very realistic and I couldn't wake up

Shit, I told you the most horrible dreams I remember, I'm sorry, they're all horrible or super bizarre

[askuemki]

Yippee!! Welcome back <3

Yep, dunno if you know the term for it, “Mary (or Gary?) sue”

Self inserts don’t seem too bad, if it can be handled correctly

There’s this show called the Velma show, where it’s a terrible scooby do reboot with a black-washed Velma being some self insert of the director.. like really? The main character out of all things??

Yeah!! She looks really badass, if she was real, I’d maybe try and be friends with her

The abominable snowman? Think her name is Abby, she’s cute

And it had some silly rainbow hair on top of that, such a jacket is a luxury nowadays ngl

I remember seeing a toothless themed jacket (with ears wings and a tail) and I wanted one so bad (I still do now ngl)

I HATED those realistic dolls, I had an aunt give me one when I was maybe 7? Or 5? And it scared the ever living shit out of me, I thought those things were haunted or something

It’s like elf on the shelf… but worse

I saw smth with pinkie pie being like a friendly cat (head butting lovingly) and I stand with that notion

The lava thing was more of a cartoonish gore? I can’t exactly remember but it didn’t scare me, what scared me was the weird mlp towel

I’m fine with the iPhone I have, think my dream within the dream was trying to brainwash me or something lol

I don’t think jt had a happy ending? It was a bit vague in my memory but I think the white cat ended up alone with their kids

No need to say sorry!! It surprises me how realistic dreams can be; if anything I’d hope there aren’t any more dreams of yours in the future like that

I think the most realistic nightmare I had is almost anything with bees, for some reason they always got into where I was, and a good few encounters they wanted to sting me

[vivgst]

Oh yes, I know them although I haven't seen the movie where the character appears, but yes, that's exactly what I was referring to

I must have seen self inserts more than once but I never notice it unless it's in fanfics or something, never in movies

Aaahh yes, I saw that everyone was talking horrors about the series and that they hate the girl who is an actress too, I think, but I didn't get to watch it. I did see Velma tho (the character)

Omg yesss, Abby!!! I loved her to death mainly bc of her hair

Okay I forgot about the "abominable" part, and it's the same in spanish, same word

That's exactly what I was thinking, clothes like that with so much detail must be very expensive now, especially if they are original. Well I don't know if it happens there but here ppl make cheap copies of everything

When the country was going to fucking hell (around 2018) there were almost no toys (of good quality), in fact there were no toy stores with toys that were worth it and the government made dolls of the president and his wife in superhero costumes and they gave it to the children for christmas

It's funny for me but wtf, poor kids

Omggg I love toothless, I can't explain how much I loved the movie the first time I watched it

Yeah, they look diabolical. I would love to go upstairs and take a photo of it to show you but the terror it gives me is indescribable and Honey ​​HATES it which makes it 10 times more terrifying, she keeps barking at the damn thing every time we go there

funny enough her name's Annabelle lol

And you still have it? How did it look like?

Awww yeah, I love her, that's exactly how I imagine her

And do you like the brand in general? Or would you like to have a cell phone from another brand?

Oh noooo whyy:((( hate sad endings

Jajsjsjs but are u scared of them?? I think bees are so pretty I love them

[askuemki]

I remember seeing a Valeria x you fic where the author had themselves in the story (looks + background wise), it was kinda cute

There's no way I'm wasting my own time watching the show, but I do enjoy people making fun out of the ever-living hell out of it I just really liked abby for her voice, she was fun to listen to As sad as it is, it's kind of beneficial? Sure, it's cheap, but you can still look as nice if you aren't worried about how real it is If I had the ability to make my own clothes, I'd love to lean into more old styles w/ a modern twist Maybe make costumes/cosplays here and here Poor kids indeed, it sounds like a funny joke gift to give to a family member but if it was something genuine? I'd maybe cry man (or well realistically never play w/ it) There was this really old How to Train Your Dragon mobile game, and I was in LOVE with flying my nightmare wyvern dragon thing, it was so fun to run around and stuff I doubt that it's still active now, and it's kinda sad but things happen No need to take a photo of it then!! I'm convinced it might be haunted or something I guess it kinda like one of those girl dolls that were dressed in those old 1920 clothes..? Or peasant clothes I can't remember Think it had brown curly hair (shoulder length) tho I think I might still have it for some reason?? But I'm never opening it, if I did maybe it would be like pandora's box or smth The Iphone brand has some shit going behind it (so if I were to get another from that company, I'd rather buy a resell or a quality used one), but for the phone I have from them? It does it's job, the customization is nice If they come near me? Yeah Im hella terrified of bees, both honey bees and the native ones... But they have a job to do, so as long as they stay away from me im fine w/ their existence I have a really vivid memory of a bee getting into the car when i was little, I don't know if it was real or a dream it sat on my lap or something and few near me and my parents did absolutely nothing to help me ugh the only bees I wouldn't mind are those minecraft bees, those are cute

[vivgst]

Yeah, well... I think that if they don't exaggerate their characters then it would be good

Now I kinda wanna watch Velma

Shit, the reviews are kinda bad, everyone hated it lol

Ah, really? Now I want to watch it in English but I never fucking find it:(

Yes, the only really bad thing about it is the number of people who are exploited at work to make those cheap clothes

That's why I hate buying things in general, I don't know what the hell is behind it and it makes me go insane

The government is a fucking joke, look at that shit JSJAJAJJAAJSJSJ man... At least it's not that bad now but yeah, I would have cried if someone gave me that as a child and worse if it was from the previous president who was even uglier.

Oh that sounds SO fun?????!!!

By the way, what was toothless? I mean yeah a dragon but what kind? I only know the name in spanish which is furia nocturna

I have become a little skeptical about ghosts and demons as time has gone by BUT I am still afraid of everything, that doll included

If you're talking about the dolls I'm thinking then it makes sense that you're terrified of them and I would have burned that shit

Oh that's very nice and thoughtful of you omg <33 but yes, I love iPhones and it's sad that there is so much behind the brand

And have you ever been stung by a bee? That would explain your fear, according to people who have been stung that hurts like hell

Yesterday I saw a tiktok of a girl (I think?) playing an instrument that I don't know how is called and she was playing a song from Howl's Moving Castle and I thought about youuuuuuuu, I'm gonna search it up to show u

[askuemki]

Tbh I don't remember if I responded or not, or I opted out to save for later, feels like a weird fever dream

I'd watch it just for the sake of clowning on it, but I'd have to force myself to sit down and watch it (Been borrowing a few books from a friend, had to do the same thing :,) Tlou? Or the Velma show? If it's the Velma show it would probably be due to regional differences, but maybe there's EN subtitles Indeed!! Especially buying things that are really unnecessary My mother bought like 5 of those amazon alexas for "security" I barely use the one she put in my room Glita? Or Clita? Tbh I'd actually be willing to own one of those if the name was Clita lmao It IS. I think there's places where you have obstacle courses to fly around in, as well as dragon + base customization If the graphics were updated, it would be my dream game ngl Toothless' offical breed is called NightFury in English, but appearance wise? I'd call him an oversized melanistic axolotl Maybe in the future I'd get a priest to crucify the shit out of the dolls, not religious by any means but if it can get over my own superstitions? maybe.. Indeed, same w/ microsoft too, they've had a lot of shitty things going on But I guess one positive abt them is that they did save minecraft (heard Notch/founder of mc turned out to be a terrible person) Nah not yet (thankfully), I was stung by a jellyfish though fun times I remember there was this one guy who stung the shit out of himself to make a pain scale of wasps + bees awhh tyyyy can't wait to see it when you do!!

[vivgst]

That happens to me all the time lol

Ugh, that happens to me a lot every time I want to watch a movie everyone loves but I don't find it entertaining, I can't do it with books tho because reading requires more concentration and I get lost, I end up re reading the same lines

Do you know what book I'm obsessed with and I'm ASHAMED to admit it? Twilight, the entire saga, I hated every second because i think they're not all that but I couldn't stop reading

To be honest I no longer remember if I was talking about tlou or velma hahaha I'm sorry, but in general it is very difficult to get things in English, especially because I don't have VPNs or anything like that

Alexa is like a Siri, right? five sounds like an excess, indeed

The c is supposed to have an "i" (which cannot be seen) so it is "Cilita" because her name is Cilia (that is the president's wife by the way) but it does seem like it was Clita lol

In fact, it sounds like a super good game, it's a shame that it's old and it's for cell phones :( I honestly prefer games on PC

Oh so the name is basically the same, I don't know why I thought it would change a little in English

OMG RIGHT? Hadn't thought about it but he looks like an oversized axolotl (I love them btw)

I don't blame you, I would do the same, especially if they are old dolls

Oh I didn't know about microsoft??? I never understood minecraft:( tried it when I was like 12? never played again bc man I need instructions

You told me that omgggg, I'm scared of those

People love to suffer just because...

[askuemki]

The books (or well manga) wasn't bad at all, I just don't exactly like reading all that much One of the series my buddy gave me to read was called "Run Away With Me, Girl" and it was such a lovely story Basically there's this engaged woman who runs away w/ her former girlfriend, 10/10 recommend I never really had a twilight phase, but I did (still do) enjoy the concept of werewolves and vampires Nothing wrong w/ liking the book/movies!! I can see the appeal There was this one other book I read some time ago by Stephany Meyers (same author as Twilight), the Host I remember not getting the story, but I ended up enjoying it Wondering why you would want to watch a movie in English over Spanish? Is it something about the language or performance you'd wanna experience? Or does it seem less bothersome to process things Yeah, Alexa is like Siri... My mother just uses it when everyone is out of the house and has something playing, just so there could be an allusion that someone is there or as a timer Think my dad uses it to try and find answers to questions, but most of the time it fucks up and tells him smth else Personally I don't have an urge to talk out loud, Id perfer just picking up my phone to check the time/weather, but when I do try and ask Alexa things it just doesn't answer and I have to yell at it (even though it was advertised as being able to hear you if you talk normally..) Lokey bad logo design, mann honestly disappointed Games on PC is really nice, can't deny that My personal problem is that I can't keep up with games, or i can't access or buy them There was this one game called Facade (with the c having a squiggle under it) where it's basically a couple bickering and stuff, while you, the guest just stand there awkwardly or trying to intervene Seen a few gameplays and it's really funny at times Me too!! Axolotls are adorable <3 In minecraft you don't really have any objecives Personally I had (or well have, but it's been awhile since ive opened it up) really fun spawning in animals and making a whole empire of cats or dogs Or just building stuff, thinking i can get a big project done when im just sitting there instead, having fun flying through the building(s) You kinda just build stuff, survive, or even go on servers/download mods for uniquer minigames and experiences (I do recomend trying to play w/ friends or other people, it can kinda get boring being alone from time to time) Besides basic controls, there isn't much that's needed to be learned? (that's important anyways) Unless you wanna specifically improve in something like building Really? I don't remember lol I have a close pal of mine obsessed w/ jellyfish (maybe just drawing them or both in general too) The whole performance of the song was really pretty!! Think ive seen that instrument somewhere before, but I can't remember where I'd love to see it paired up w/ other instruments but the others might drown out its sound :(

[vivgst]

I haven't even thought about comics or manga for a long time, but I already saw the cover and it looks nice, I might read it

I love the concept of vampires and wolves too but I feel like very few people manage to execute it without making them look like horny teenagers

I remember reading a very good manwha about vampires but I think it was canceled:(

Oh really? I was totally unaware that she had other books, I only knew her bc of twilight

It's not the language per se, it's just the dubbing that bothers me, I like to watch movies with the original audio also because you can feel the emotions of the characters better, especially with movies about real people, not animated ones

And the dubbing in Spanish is horrible, I hate it, since the accent is "neutral" it sounds fakeeee asf even when they try to put emotion into it, dubbing is not the same as, for example, watching a movie that is originally in Spanish (from some country, with a accent), is more realistic

Oh but your mom is smart, it's much better than just leaving the lights on or something

That'd be me tbh

It makes me laugh to imagine you yelling at the thing, but I have heard that many people complain about the same thing, that it doesn't listen to them or that it hears something totally random

Which one? Microsoft or Minecraft? I don't see the problem with either of them but it's because I'm not creative at all

Shit, I'm in shock because I was just going to tell you that I downloaded Facade and that I can't stop playing it

I'm obsessedddd asf, it's so funny and concerning and scary at the same time, oh man...

I love making Trip leave the room to try to tell Grace that I'm in love with her and that I'm gay

Okay, good to know because I thought I was playing it wrong somehow. I won't be able to try to play it anymore, not on my PC because the poor thing is fighting to survive but maybe I'll steal my best friend's PC to play it, he has it downloaded and doesn't use it (yes, steal his whole damn PC)

Do you like open world games? I love them, they make me feel free tbh

Yup, you told me in one of our first reblogs, that's probably why you forgot

And you're not afraid of them? that would be understandable

It's beautiful, I love that song sm<3333. In the comments people were arguing over the name of the instrument lol

Do you have a favorite instrument?

[askuemki]

Yeah.. I saw a movie review abt a terrible movie where a family of werewolves have a son, instead of a werewolf he turns into a poodle.. and his weird spiky hair thing is dyed pink and it looks so out of place Like I can't even feel for this dude when he's going in and save the day.. It looks so goofy Hate when things get canceled :( I think Twilight is her main series, but she has a few one-shot books here and there Ooh.. there was this one anime called Ghost Stories, where they had the EN dub voice actors do whatever they want since the anime was failing it was funny as fuck But I can see that, i dont know if that sub vs dub war is going on nowadays, but id perfer dub to be able to listen to the show in the background the alexa feels like me sometimes, it doesnt wanna listen i kinda curse at it (especially to shut it up) , and it kinda works minecraft! microsoft is just the computer/tech company that maintains minecraft you read my mind lol, i was always wanting to do that but pissed when my software couldnt allow me to open the game wow?? hope that pc isn't so heavy think minecraft has a mobile version too, but i think it costs money now... it used to be free back in the day ugh im conflicted on open world games, one one hand i do like them, having freedom to make and explore on the other hand im too overwhelmed to explore, or i get bored Im not afraid of jellyfish itself, i just rather not get stung by them, they can be rather cute! (i think moon jelly is a type of tiny jellyfish in some lake, love them ) pfft, i didnt read the comments tbh if i do ever get married, love to have that song to dance to at my wedding honestly i dont think i do? instruments have their own benifits and sounds, and they just sound really neat together.. I do kinda like those modern pianos, it feels most versatile in what you can play and it can just sound goofy or elegant depending on the settings but drawback is that ive never learned to play the piano (+ possibly expensive), so i just stick with this cigar box guitar with only three strings after getting over the tension of the strings, it isnt too hard to play.. but there arent tutorials on songs for that insturment, so i kinda listen by ear and mimic more modern-day songs (it isnt too bad? only when the notes go out of range tho) hbu? any preferred instruments that you like or play?

[vivgst]

Ok here I am again and I feel like we haven't talked for years lol

I'm a little traumatized to turn on the PC because everything is collapsing in this shit AGAIN, from Saturday to Sunday I spent like a little more than 12 hours with no electricity because of a damn utility pole that fell and today was THE SAMEEEE HELP ME???? and it's so fucking hot rn I was dying

But now I'm good<33333

I love watching bad movies to laugh at them, especially the ones that look super cheap and with meaningless dialogue, that movie you tell me sounds like that

And she still writes books? I remember that I laughed a lot at the description of the outfit that Bella wore for her first meeting with the Cullens, not because of the outfit itself but because I think Edward said that she looked too sexy and well… I doubt it

Wait, I think that also happened with the Spanish dubbing? but I don't remember which series/anime

True, you're right about that… that's what my mom does when she's cooking, she puts on movies so she could listen to them

Why's that? My PC is super old and the game works fine for me, sometimes the dialogue seems to get stuck and the characters stay silent and stare at me which is a lil creepy but otherwise it works fine

When I played it for the first time I wanted to die of happiness, I love games like those, it's a shame I don't know too many

I always take my friends' consoles home with me and return them a few weeks later hahaha, I just have nowhere to play :( and there's no way I'm buying a play or something, too expensive

Have you played gta? I loved vice city, the open world of that game specifically is my favoriteee

Yeah they cute but seeing them irl? girl I can't even imagine, I'm too much of a chicken lol, I'm scared of everything

It's so beautiful and sounds perfect for a wedding I love it

Oh they cuteeeee, I like guitars in general, used to play an electric one but I kinda got bored so I sold it

I also really like the piano but yes, they are expensive as hell and I have no patience, i HATE learning new things I fucking can't

Ok but can you get the songs just by ear? That shit is hard asffff

[askuemki]

Indeed pfft, i have alot more free time on my hands now and it kinda prolongs things

But you're back now!! yippee ^^ Hopefully it won't happen again, or it won't happen in a good while if it's inevitable For some reason I still like my room warm despite (boiling) outside temperatures, i think I should be concerned It's EXACTLY like that, one of my favorites is Joshua and the Promised Land, it's so terrible that it's somehow good in it's own silly way But the movie I mentioned before has okay animation, it's just the plot that's weird Her most recent book (from a quick search, take it w/ a grain of salt) was back in 2020, so technically she does? Don't remember the books well, but i think her outfit during the movie scene was casual asf, so that's a silly thought As im writing rn, listening to some tragedy abt some rollercoaster in Britian My own mother listens to alot of audiobooks while driving (or if not audiobooks, music) Or if she's not driving, probably looking at tiktoks with the same 5-7 obnoxious audios, it drives me crazy sometimes... no i don't think the family wants to hear the annoying cries of children, mom My laptop restricts any downloads of zip files that aren't in the microsoft store lol, I can be kinda stupid sometimes so that safety measure is there for me I do plan on maybe working to save up for a proper pc or a laptop that can handle alot more w/ reasonable safety software, that way i can have my current as a backup or smth There's someone on youtube where I watched their playthroughs, they made me giggle a lot trying to achieve (but failing until the end) the ending they wanted That's reasonable, guess there's a difference of wanting to experience or own a game No I don't think I've ever played any version of gta, but the memes that come from it is really enjoyable (I don't think I could either, both my sibling and father hogs the tv all the time) Maybe just on the topic of being scared, I could NEVER handle haunted houses, I'd be fine with mildly scary games but physically being there?? Nty <3 There was this one horror-ish game i stumbled on roblox, where it's based on a whole story someone made abt a cave system made out of meat I watched a whole lore video on it and it's really interesting (but it kinda made me squeamish at times ngl) The game itself isnt too scary, unless you run into creatures there guitars in general are too large for me, I could never properly hold them lol Ugh it's such a struggle to commit to learning things when you want to be good at it, but failing is necessary Maybe if failing is fun, it wouldn't be too bad I don't know music theory (or how to read sheet music) well enough, nor do I have the motivation to learn So I'm chill w/ just messing around till I get smth that sounds close enough The most i do tho is try and mimic the main vocal's melody anything else in the song just sounds more boring to do I remember trying a digital piano on my phone and i hated it sm, everything is so enclosed together and you have to manually slide things around to get to other notes

[vivgst]

I'm fucking sick, feeling like a corpse rn

And i don't even know wtf it's wrong with my body now

right? having free time is fun until it's not, hate it sometimes

oh baby it's happening, the whole electric system is collapsing and I'm SCAREDDD ASFFF bc last time this happende we had a blackout that lasted five days and the whole country was in crisis

but it's not that bad i'm being dramatic lol

don't u sweat for having your room like that even when it's hot? but i kinda get it, i don't think ure crazy lmaooo

oh so she's still writing...

well it was like a loooong skirt and basically and outfit a religious girl (she) would use, no hate tho it's just funny how she wrote about edward being all hungry bc of the outfit

haven't heard about joshua and the promised land but JSJSJSDJSJSJJSSAJ WTF???? seems hilarious i'm watching it

and the white thing is supposed to be a tiger??? lmaoooo i can't

ugh i hate tragedies about rollercoasters, do u like them btw???

omg we have the same mom bc sameee, it's always the same 5 audios too like stoppppp they're so loudddd

that's such a necessity, my pc was able to do that but i cracked the system, 14yo me needed to play games and i ruined the pc at the end:) don't do that elle

Yes, that seems like a good idea, have you already looked for a model that you like?

I think it's the first open world game I played and that's why I love it so much but it has a lot of blood and weird shit

no wait but you like tlou so i think you'd be fine, tlou has so much fucking blood i was speechless

SJAJKAKSJJSAJSJSJ i'm totally the opposite??? like i hate playing scary games but demons irl???????!!!! c'mere mf i dare u, i'm so noisy and curious, i love to go to scary places it's such a fucking terrible experience tho

yeah I agree, it could be kinda fun but i'm always in a rush so i barely enjoy learning (which sucks tbh)

omg so you tiny tiny??? bc i'm small but i can play guitar like they're not that big f me

yeah darling but that's actually a talent, not a lot of ppl can get a song just by ear it's so impressive <33333 omg

AGREEEEEE, they're uncomfy to use

[askuemki]

Maybe it's dehydration or hunger? hope it isn't anything bad

There's like so much I wanna do, but I don't have the motivation or I just don't know how to do it (or it feels like a 5 page essay) Personally it kinda does seem terrifying, no lights or whatever in the dark where bad people lurk Praying tell it'll get fixed eventually I do sweat sometimes... but idk I like the warmth more than the cold Maybe Edward has those Victorian (or maybe it was 1900's) preferences of ankles and knees lmao A tiger?? It looked like some bear to me lol Rollercoasters are kind of scary for me.. I wouldn't go on anything w/ a loop or a really steep drop, but maybe those safe roller coasters for families, I wouldn't mind Irk, I don't see why they both could just get headphones?? Or I dunno lower the volume?? Or if it HAS to be that loud for whatever reason, don't play it around people (coughs me) who could be annoyed by it I wouldn't know how to crack the system even if i wanted to lol Think im satisfied enough w/ the stuff i have (for now) i have a terrible habit of saying I want to change or get things, but not really doing the research for it.. so nope not at all I was going to say genshin was my first open world, but nah it's probably minecraft honestly, I don't think tlou's gore is too bad You're still in third person when fighting people, and besides implications of wounds you don't really see any terrible mangled humans (less you'd count the clickers) But what's worse? Those mlp animations with the tiny screaming puffle(?) creatures, poor things always get tortured for some reason I'd recommend staying naive to it, but search at your own risk Even now I rush to my room when everything is completely dark, I don't wanna find out what's lurking there I guess so?? Think 5'2 is a bit small for the average person, from what i keep hearing Maybe it's just the guitar my dad has, but it's so uncomfortable to hold it and trying to strum all the strings I can't do something where it's a first try kind of thing, but i appreciate it tho !!

[vivgst]

It's like a cold I think, I feel better now tho

do you have a way to motivate yourself? I do things faster when they are obligations, for example when I had to do homework for the university or when I was working and had a boss, now that I work for myself it is difficult for me to feel like it

Oh then it makes a lot of sense that you would prefer your room to be warm

And have you experienced winter? I guess you don't like it so much if you prefer the warmth

That's exactly what I thought lmaooo, and in fact I think he was from the last century or something like that, he's kinda old

Oh shit, really? looks like a tiger for me lol, a lion maybe idk

IKR??!!! fuck it disturbs my peace every time she's watching shit on tiktok

your mom hates headphones too? mine hates them with all her might, think her ears are sensitive

I think what I did was download a pirated version of the software, but that's my old self, my current self can barely use a phone

Ugh sameeee

I was looking at the realistic Minecraft mod a few days ago and shit… it's beautiful but I can't imagine how heavy it must be and how much it must heat up the PCs

And genshin is heavy? I don't know but because it's so pretty, I feel like it takes up a lot of space

omg i watched a couple scenes and was almost crying??? when Ellie is seeking revenge and she's trying to find Abby, i can't really watch blood it makes me feel like shit lol

ok i'll stay naive even though i'm curios bc i KNOW i'll end up crying

yeah i get u but at the same time it's like i need to know what's there, you know? I need to know what kind of demon is about to eat my soul

we're the same height!!!! i'm 5'2 too and yeah, ppl always say i'm short

It could be… there are guitars that are quite heavy and uncomfortable to use

My teacher had a very nice one, maybe the prettiest I've ever seen, but it was horrible to use, too heavy for me

[askuemki]

Glad you’re okay now!!

If it’s something having to do with actual valid deadlines, then yeah I’m the same way

But if there isn’t reproductions that I’d care about (or big enough) it kinda falls flat

I personally would prefer fall or spring (more windy weather + it’s prettier where I’m at), but I’d go with winter if I had to choose

It’s hella cold, but there’s something more comforting about warmth from blankets or clothes than from burning heat from the sun

Tbh brings up the question of moral age stuff.. like sure he looks young, but legally he’s an adult

And Rebecca is still in high school (when they first met)??? Feels kinda weird

Or maybe vampires are classified as adults via behavior or if they seem mature enough for difficult matters, then maybe I can kinda see it… or they go by the age they’re bitten at??

Vampires are weird man

Or could just say it’s some weird albino hybrid of animals lol

She used to wear them all the time but then I think something happened, dunno what tho

She wore ear buds back then but idk why she couldn’t of just tried headphones

I’m no phone expert but if there’s some problem or something you need help with, I’d be happy to try and help

There’s like abbreviations of stuff I keep forgetting

Like icl or igl?? A friend uses jt all the time but can’t remember what it means, nor can I be bothered enough to ask

Indeed, it freaks me out a little, though wish I could have those shaders, it might make Minecraft a little less rough

Genshin on my phone is 23.5 gb, so yeah…

Though I heard you can minimize it a little by changing to Chinese voice lines

Think I’m really desensitized to those kinds of things then…love tlou but I don’t think it can really make me cry

I can kinda see it, curiosity kills the cat

Do you ever look into the dark and find any bugs? Whenever that happens it always freaks me out

There’s these two people I knew, who are around 5’7, they kept comparing heights, always made me giggle when they compared everyone else’s heights with them bc I was always the shortest one there

Being short is a little nicer, you get to hide and curl up in small places, maybe fit into those pop-up tents for children

What do you think about those glass/see through (acoustic or electric) guitars? Those look really badass

[vivgst]

I regret my decision of watching tlou because I'm invested and now that's the only thing in my mind

i mean i completely disappeared bc i'm always watching shit about tlou i need HELPPP

and feels kinda good to get my head out of it for a minute

sameeeeee

so not a big fan of summer??? btw all this time i was thinking a jellyfish was a stingray lmaooo, now i know the difference

It seems strange to me because of that, how is a creature of 100 years old going to fall in love with a girl of 17? would hardly be able to have anything in common with a 50-year-old woman.

I think the book mentions that they don't bite children because they never grow up and are infantile (which means that Edward stayed eternally at 17) and I don't feel like that makes much sense either, you know? idk man, i kinda hate the lore

Maybe they made her uncomfortable. My mom used ear buds too but she didn't last long because she said the noise was intense and shit

and i kinda agree, theyre invasive

btw i bought cat ears headphones and i'm totally in love w them<3333

okay thank uuu i'll keep that in mind

Oh really? I always felt a little bad about forgetting abbreviations but now that I know you do it I feel a little better jajsjsjs

wtfff???!!! 23 gb for a game is crazy for meeee

and my poor phone's capacity is 16 gb so...

I do, yeah. I hate bugs sm but i just leave them alone, especially when they're small, I feel bad lol

I have cried a lot watching some things in the game

And it made me feel strange that there are many things from the "apocalyptic world" that I can say happen in the town where I live and it's sad bc wtf man

For example, how empty and abandoned everything is

And when ellie was happy because she got gas jajsjasjs imma laugh to keep from freakin out

People say 5.7 is average but I feel like 5.7 people are fucking tall wtf

do your friends walk fucking fast? that happens a lot with my tall friends and im left behind cause ive got short legs

They are beautiful, I love them, but I feel like I couldn't have one, I would be afraid to use it, you know? they seem so fuckin fragile, i can't. Wbu? you like them?

[askuemki]

The netflix show? or gameplay

If you have seen the netflix show, what do you perfer? Think both versions are pretty solid (from someone who only watches clips/reviews lmao) Nah not really, only thing nice about it is not having to do things during the summer Have you heard abt that one stingray that apparently gotten pregnant without a male?? I watched a deep dive (pun intended) on the situation and it was wild... that aquarium should be accessed for animal abuse Since there are more vampires out there, I'd assume they'd eventually have to crack down on ages and limits to abide by laws in the US? making their own rulebook of some kind w/ the whole "not biting children bc they're infantile" I get that, personally I wouldn't wanna remain a child if i was immortal Would be nice if it was around my 20's if I were personally bitten, still young to look good but also having the freedom to do whatever I want I can see that! The one ear I have muffled pops once in a blue moon in the most random places And once in an auditorium it happened and it spooked me w/ how clear things were Oh and most earbuds can't stay in my ears lmao, Gotta have a pair w/ some ear attatchment to it Yoo that's really neat, do the ears light up or anything?? Not headphones but i remember seeing these ears that can move, I found it so fascinating Sometimes I gotta ask if this or that is an abbreviation or something, but nah! it's just some misspelling Awh man... I'd need to look up the storage but there's a knockoff genshin game called "silly wisher" Where basically all the character models look silly and you can roll the gacha as many times as you want There's a lot of spider webs on my front porch, less if they're trying to go inside the house, my family (hopefully) mostly leaves them alone Honestly there's something charming abt abandoned places, the fact nobody is there (unless you're exploring it), and its something where time can technically "pause" Maybe related but unrelated?? There's a lot of things in these fictional stories that are slowly coming to life, and shit its terrifying... I don't wanna live through history but it seems like I have no choice Ellie is so real for that.. gas is getting expensive :,) Agreed, everyone's tall if you're tiny I kinda call myself the medium for height bc I still see people wayy shorter than me I gotta sprint to catch up to them, slow down man :( I can see that; they might be heavier for my own good too I don't see myself owning one at any point of time, but I'd love to see ppl play em at concerts or wherever

[vivgst]

The gameplays, tho I really wanna watch the series (maybe after I finish Arcane)

I'm loving it, it's so fucking good even tho I wanna throw up every time I see the infected

same lmao, seen a few clips and reviews and Bella seems really good and cute

omg wtf, no, hadn't heard about it

the one with a rare disease? man I just read about it and it's so weird and sad:(((

for me it'd be in my mid 20s (around 25 could be) because I look like a child lol and I hate it, but yeah agree, I feel kinda scared when I think about getting old tbh

SAME???!!! hate airpods bc of that, they can't stay where they fucking belong

yeah they light up!!! I'd show u tomorrow, I love them sm

I've seen them too and i can't quite understand how the fuck they work???? enlighten me if u know

I keep forgetting what smh is and it drives me nuts, same with alas or some shit like that, makes me mad fr

Spiders are very cute if they're not tryna kill u, I have a lot at home and they're pretty

and yesterday a big ass butterfly was on our porch, I was freaking out bc it was really big but so pretty

I love abandoned places but this shit's starting to look like a ghost town and it's kinda scary bc we're losing shit we need to live, like water

today there was a fire somewhere close and the guys from the fire department were like "oohh yeah, that sucks but we have no water so..." and we were fighting to breathe lmaooooo

I'm fine now btw:)

Ikr?? everything's going to hell... it's honestly scary and we can't do shit about it, which is worse

Is it? Man and here I thought it was cheap in the us, idk why i thought that

SJSJAJASJSAJSAJSAJSA ME TOOOOO, the're going slowly and I need to jog, so unfair

that'd be fun, they're pretty asf but I feel I'd be worried as hell bc they be looking fragile

[askuemki]

What do you think of Arcane so far? Gonna refrain from saying anything bc I don't wanna accidentally spoil smth

That's reasonable, I HATE that one rat king monster.. it's so fugly and I wanna stay 1000 miles away, but at the same time its a really intresting concept for a creature I have terrible tryphobia w/ any kind of skin and shit.. so I feel all itchy and uncomfortable if I see that on any of the infected Apparently everyone hated the casting for Bella, but I think she's neat she grew on me a little Yeah.. I hope that stringray will be okay, or if not go out in peace if things get worse Everyone says I look older than my actual age lmao, someone said I thought I was older because of the way I dress, when we were the same age Man when I get old.. I hope I don't get dementia or arthritis (or however you spell it) I have a brand called jaylabs with the earhook, they're bluetooth and stay on, but yeah never got the hype over airpods bc of it Ayyy looking forward to it!! Think there's some kind of censor built into the ear, so you can probably change the movement pattern with an app? The robotics are probably small enough to fit inside (maybe a stick on a rotating thingy), as well as the materials made for the appearance of the ear being light enough to move There might also be touch sensors, but that would probably rack up the price a good bit Hope that isn't a mouthful to read lol, that's just my general guess Don't know what alas means but smh is engraved in my mind The whole skibiti toilet trend made me snicker for a little but that shit got annoying!! You don't need to be mentioning gyatt every single second in some conversation :,) Omg recently there's been an ant infestation in my kitchen, and i keep freaking out when i see those larger ants (as long as my thumb kinda?? they're fucking supersized) Like man gtfo I wanna go get my food in peace I saw a moth, it was tiny but it looked so cute Somewhere close?? I don't know how you guys managed to be so laid back abt it.. Hopefully nobody got injured I saw a video abt how these big old empires got destroyed after remaining for a hell of a long time... Im guaranteeing that will happen to the US or the more modern countries eventually Nah... inflation is rising and people are struggling to afford literally anything, all of the US companies are becoming shit, politics are becoming out of control, and jobs are becoming harder to get arnjrgndgkjdrkjk I mean least we're both short enough to kick their knees, give them a taste of their own medicine, hah Could be made out of some kind of plastic or resin instead of glass, have a little laugh by spooking people with trying to destroy the guitar

[vivgst]

Loving it so far, I'm in love with Vi

my only problem is when this old ass man gets too close to Jinx, man... EVERY FUCKING TIME HE GETS CLOSE TO HER I THINK THEY'LL KISS AND I HATE IT, such a jumpscare

but at the end they won't kiss so

they won't kiss right?

but yeah I love it

AAAAAA AJSJSJKAJSAJSA ME TOO, love the concept but wtf is that thing ew

I think bella's really cute, ppl wanted someone like Megan Fox so they could thirst over the character and I find that disgusting tbh, esp bc of all the hate she endured

man I'm sorry lol, I can't imagine how disgusting that experience must be for ya

I kinda like the infected, I love zombies even tho I'm fucking terrified of that shit becoming real, they kinda cool

well that happens lol, there's ppl who really dress like they're older, idk how to explain it but it's a thing at least for me

arthritis sounds painful asf wtfff??? I'm with u on that

I had to read that multiple times but yeah, makes sense lol. I haven't seen that ears in ages btw, they were all over tiktok years back

It was funny at first but now I hate it, I can't fucking hear somenthing about it cause ugh

wtf, didn't know there were ants that big lmao, they probably sting hard

The good thing about ants is that they are quite calm, the bad thing is they are always in a big ass group

Have you seen those butterflies that look like they have blue wings? They are beautiful, I love seeing drawings of them

We are all fine! Thank the universe that it did not spread throughout the grass and did not reach any cables or anything flammable. I was calm because we had nowhere to go anyway jsjsjsajsa, so stressing out wasn't gonna do any good

That breaks my heart a little, because for example I have lived in this shitty country since I was born, I don't know what it's like to have a quality of life outside of the little we have, so I can't miss something I don't know.

But first world countries are entering a crisis and people who have lived fairly well are freaking out and it's so sad

I kick their kneecaps sometimes, it's my fucking guilty pleasure, esp bc they don't feel shit and they just keep walking

It would work on me and I would have a heart attack, I hate it when ppl break guitars, things in general, I don't know why jajssjjs:(

[askuemki]

Vi!! Love her too but Im more of a Catlyn (I can't remember if it was a K or a C) girl myself

I forgot his name, but he's supposed to be some kind of "father" to Jinx, but bc both of them were fucked up already, their dynamic is weird asf... Spoilers, but I promise they won't kiss (hopefully it won't happen in the 2nd season either!! No clue if it's out or not now) Have you ever seen the normal rat, rat king? Least from the video's I've seen, it's kind of silly, but sad and creepy all in one Megan Fox??? She looks NOTHING like Ellie :,) I can reason w/ people wanting an Ellie that's a look-a-like but geez that is filthy It's weird.. It's like I hate it but I can't exactly look away from it There was a thing that idk if it's popular now? But there was a disease in deers where they become zombie like, I remember how ppl kept joking it'll become tlou But honestly I think it would be a really intresting au for tlou, where everyone is just a deer I have some outfits that lokey make me look like a mom lol that sad beige aesthetic + a big old cardigan (that i actually rlly like) Dont think ill ever actually be a mom though, too expensive: emotionally, financially, and physically :,) I don't know if I seen those on tiktok, but I remember seeing yt shorts abt it and thinking it was neat + those robotic tailsl Sometimes it's just mentioned so randomly and im like, how did that even relate to what you were talking abt?? Gyatt gyatta go man As long as they stay outside, I wouldn't mind them as much.. But they don't :,) They are really pretty!! Don't think I've ever seen one myself though (maybe besides in a museum w/ a butterfly exibit), I mainly see yellow butterflies around Thank god indeed I remember being in the car and driving pass a small patch of land being set on fire for whatever reason, the burnmark is still there for now There's a lot of things in history people can refer to maybe.. Not have it happen again?? I don't know if it was in Russia or Germany, but inflation was so bad to where it costed 1000 notes/cash to buy bread I find people putting the blame on a lot of things, and a lot of those things I can honestly agree with I don't really do that personally lol (since I couldn't do it physically anyways), but it happened a good few times to me a few years ago Walking up the stairs and getting kicked behind the knee is honestly terrifying There's these channels where they have glass bottles w/ drinks in them, and they roll it down the stairs As fun as it is it's a waste of beverage tbh.. I'll admit maybe I can guess why? Though I don't wanna freak you out or anything

[vivgst]

Caitlyn ? I think, she's soooo pretty

I like them all (the girls) they're all cute

Yeah, they have a weird ass relationship, glad to know they won't kiss bc that'd be kinda gross for me

Yeah I've see it, it's... interesting, kinda scary and gross lmao, seems smelly

I mean... not her especifically, but ppl wanted someone "femenine" and "sexy" and bella is more masculine I think (which makes sense bc Ellie's kinda masculine too)

I don't really get ppl being into characters like Ellie if they are gonna bitch about said characters not being all male gazed

Yesss, I hate it:) the idea of a fucking disease making ppl act like zombies makes me wanna die, it's so scary and not that impossible imo

Oh cardigans are so prettyyyy:( I can't wear shit bc of this shitty weather, I'm always wearing short dresses and things like that

Wait but you'd have them if you had all that? I personally love kids, have worked with them but I would NEVER. Too much work, money, energy and emotional regulation I DON'T have

That reminds of a girl who made a costume with robotic stuff and a helmet??? something like that, point is the thing trapped her and I was sweating while watching it was so stressing

I kinda love fire but the consequences of it tend to be pretty terrible

Yeah, I kinda relate bc inflation is pretty bad here right now, you can't buy shit with cash bc of how expensive everything is (well, you can buy things but with dollars)

the fact that someone kicked you behind the knee while walking up the stairs is VILE lmaoooo

I love them!!! and yeah, such a waste... I prefer the ones with this machine that smashes stuff lol, idk what is called

I'm curious, tell me!!! I love freaking out lol

[askuemki]

Tbh I forgot abt Mel(?) and Sivetka (I don't know if that's the right spelling arghhh) But yeah, they're really neat !!

Oh if that's the case, glad i never saw one in person lmao Well the show is playing the events of the first game, right? Ellie would be a child then, so I don't understand why people would want a 14/16 year old Ellie to be "sexy" :,) Indeed!! Same w/ Valeria too.. (Almost all) fanart of her isn't bad at all, but just sometimes the proportions people give her makes me feel off Got into resident evil (village) recently, and im suprised alot of the fanart ive seen so far of the female characters are very not male gazey?? Sure there's a few sore thumbs that stick out but.. it's the minority (i hope)!! woohoo If it does happen, I hope it won't happen in my lifetime lol, I don't need to live through history more than I already have My mother knits (I don't know if she's continuing to do it now) so the one I had she made, but I do have some other throw on sweaters here and there I like to wear (Even in hot weather..) I've always hated wearing dresses for whatever reason, maybe it's just me back then not styling them, but the waistline is always so oversized?? And it looks baggy and shit and its just ughhh Skirts are superior lmao, especially paired w/ fishnet stockings Even so I have no idea.. commitment is not my forte don't think I would want to be a single mother either if I did want to have a kid But like if a kid waved at me?? id wave back And there's younger kids on the games I play, and often not they might not know how to chat So once in awhile I have fun having an unspoken convo w/ them, following them around if they want me to Was it some bumblebee cosplay?? Or something with yellow on it? With a movable helmet head I bet in the comments they were making fnaf jokes left in right... hope that girl is okay in the end I remember going to some party with a big old bonfire.. Probably the closest to fire I've ever been besides candles Tbh I remember people saying "You don't get more money from other money, it's the same money" but like.. technically it's true?? Like in the US a soda might cost 3 bucks, while in europe its like 1 euros (probably not accurate lmao) So you have money left over to buy more things, since products are priced differently!! and maybe you might get more money from another country's cash.. benefiting from conversion rates If I could, I wouldn't mind starting some garden or something But i don't think i have a green thumb (Failed to keep most my plants alive :,) , nor do i think my family is willing to spend stuff on proper gardening tools, soil, fertilizer, etc... I was clutching that railing hard loll The hydraulic press? Yeah those can be satisfying w/ the right things being smashed Alright, don't know if my wording will come off as blunt or anything, just trying to word things objectively :,) My theory on why you're adverse to stuff being destroyed is because of your own country going to shit, and with mentions of inflation and stuff, you tend to cherish the stuff you already have Not really being able to have much in the first place results in being careful w/ the stuff you have, or even other peoples things Which is really sweet!! Don't get me wrong there

[vivgst]

I love mel, her desing, I hate the character lol

I thought Viktor and Jayce would be a thing and then Jayce says shit about Viktor being like a brother, fuck you meannnn????!!! I wanted them to be together so bad

Right? It's disgusting.

And Bella did an amazing work so I don't get why they're hating

Yeah, hate that sm, they could be all over Lara Croft or Ada Wong, they're very male gazey

I was shocked about that too, there's almost no male gaze in RE in general, which is good

If it happens I'm dying or siding with the zombies Idc, I don't wanna live through a fucking apocalypse, shit terrifies me

I watched world war Z yesterday and those kinda movies always make me feel paranoid? like a zombie would come into my house any minute, I regret watching it

Omg that's so cooooool, I wanna learn but I feel it'll be hard

HOW can u wear sweaters in hot weather my dear?? maybe your hot weather and my hot weather aren't the same lmao

Hell yeah, I love skirts and I would love to wear stockings but I'd faint, it's so fucking hot in here

is it? I haven't had this problem with my dresses or maybe I haven't noticed

That happens to me in counter all the time and I honestly love it, kids are always too good at playing or too bad lol

I personally think they're the coolest, I have a lil nephew and I love him to death but thinking about having one for me it's...

That's basically what we do here with dollars, when ppl wanna save money they save in dollars, wait for a couple months and do the conversion to our currency, they get more money that way

You need to train in order to get green thumbs lol, that's what my mom says, she has a lot of plants

I have a cactus:) I love it

YESSSS, that's the name, omg thank u

I hate whn they try to smash glass???? WHYYY

Yeah…

My family was absurdly, filthy rich, you know? So I grew up as a spoiled girl with no idea of ​​what things cost, or how much you had to pay to have the quality of life we ​​had

But my dad is a conscienceless fucker who ruined all the businesses we had and we basically went bankrupt.

Our money situation has been very strange since then (2012 or so), in 2020 we were absurdly good again.

But precisely because we lost everything many times, I'm now terrifed of stuff going to waste and money began to have value for me.

Now we are in a shitty situation again, which is funny because a year ago I was on vacation out of the country.

but yes… our situation has taught me to value the things I have, even more than I should because I keep clinging to my poor phone that can't handle it anymore lol

One of the things that has been most difficult for me is having to adapt, because the country has also been getting worse and no one can escape from it anymore

I feel like I made a whole essay about my family jajsjsjs sorry:)

[askuemki]

omg yeah, she's such a neat character but Viktor and Jayce didn't get together??? mann... :(

They judge a book by it's cover, I can only assume.. Indeed!! Probably the most two male gazey gals I can think of (from what I know abt the series) is ada and dimitrescus.. but think the girls (me, I'm one of them) still love them anyways If I had to die, I'd at least wanna go out not so brutally.. or have it be where there's a safe residence like Tlou's Jackson Never watched world war z, but I did search it up.. hoping it isn't going to be like some horror thing if zombies happen From what ive heard from other knitters/crochey-ers(?) it's best to learn through making stuffed animals, those granny squares would be hard since its too monotonous usually it's like mid 80s (F?) here, but sometimes it can be 90 or above In that case I just stay inside if I can lol I have a pair of stockings w/ insulation and then one without Or could also get fishnets w/ holes in them? They aren't that hot for me Maybe it's body type? Im not exactly paper thin, but not over the average either.. (but my hands are SOMEHOW small asf) Or the dresses I get are somehow weirdly boxy or too big.. Either way, I don't wanna wear them in any scenario, it's fancy dress suits for me Sometimes the kids i see troll, and it can be annoying asf And probably happens too much for the game I usually play the most, where lots of people use "void" as a term to ignore em That sounds genius, think a few countries are lowering the value of US currency in their nations, so maybe I can convince people to start doing that.. somehow Noted, don't think I have the patience to train myself much... I have a cactus from walmart a year or two ago.. I'm convinced the little yellow flower on it is glued on Think I named him ricky No worries abt it!! if it's a way to get things out or I'm someone to be able to rant to about whatever, I'm glad I can be that kind of space for you ^^ I don't mean to downplay anything, but if you're bitter (like me) about things, could think of it as some kind of karma..? For example, I had to move a few times and didn't really hear the reasons until much later and it's like.. it's your fault?? In retrospective I'm glad I moved. Sure it was a sad thing to go from a childhood home to an old random ass town, but like I wouldn't have the memories I had now if i didn't Thinking your parents were the smartest, greatest people on earth to being really off people.. its a weird transition where I do appreciate them, but I want them to get their heads out of their damn asses for once instead of being so fucking closed minded?? the value of money was weird to me when I was younger, and even now here and there like i remember seeing gas prices at like 1 dollar and something nine and thought it was to pay for the entire thing of gas.. not just per gallon lol and i thought houses would cost thousands of dollars (To which is true now), not just half a thousand dollars depending on the place.. In the end I kinda see money value from like, things that i use enough?? if you get what I mean When I was little and had a fuck ton of toys I barely used.. and I feel bad bc that money could of been saved up for something more, yknow? I barely have memories of these things, so there's some anger in me of where the money could be saved for things I remember when I'm older + I think I was an Ipad kid before Ipad kids existed 😭 i was on that thing almost all the time or drawing... (bc I could never get the tv or consoles without my brother hogging it) It was more or so being a kid while at the age of a kid was weird?? But unlike now the problem was less known

[vivgst]

HIIIII?????

I'M SORRY OKAYYYY???!!! I've been depressed asf but I promise I'm feeling better rn

And Idk if I told u I already watched the whole season of arcane

Man I loved it, such a good fucking show, I cried and laughed sm it's concerning

I love Adaaaa, she's very pretty

Omg sameee, I wouldn't be terrified of death itself but to die in a painful way

World War Z is the best, I would watch it more often if the zombies didn't leave me so traumatized hahaha, it also has a great soundtrack so it adds suspense to the scenes

Really? Thought stuffed animals were really complex to make

The temperature here is pretty much the same, and the heat is awful. It brings out the bugs, especially cockroaches, and I can't stand them

Could be... I often have to take my clothes to my seamstress to be adjusted to my size because my body is a bit... unusual, I don't know how to explain it lol. I have a like huge hips and I'm very thin in the rest of my body

Are suits comfortable? I don't usually wear pants, I always wear skirts or something like that

Ah, I understand… yes, kids can be a pain, I haven't had that experience though, thank goodness

Here is going up :( BUT at least it is not going up every week as it used to be before so ppl can still save money

Oh I haven't named mine and now I feel bad

Ricky reminds me of Ricky Martin

I feel you, tbh, I'm bad at taking care of any living being and I'm kinda lazy so I don't think I'm improving

You are<3 that's why I'm always telling you stuff lol

Oh, honey I AM bitter lmaaaaaaaaaaoooo

And it's definitely karma, not for my mom but for my dad who sucks and doesn't know how to run businesses, plus my grandfather was a horrible person when he was alive along with my grandma and my aunt and basically all of them

But has inflation been horrible there for years or is it just now? My aunt has lived almost all her life there in the US but I feel like I know nothing about the country

I get it! It's frustrating to see how many useless things people tend to buy, and I'm no exception. I'm now a little more aware of my own spending habits though

Wait how did u draw, like... with your fingers??? I know shit about Ipads, okay? I'm sorry lol

[askuemki]

YOUR BACK!! OMG

Glad you're feeling better, hope you're doing well <3 Arcane is so pretty and rahrhafjesefjfsekj Glad you enjoyed the show! She is really pretty, but her newer voice kinda makes me giggle.. her delivery is so goofy tho But out of the two i do personally like dimitrescu more, maybe out of the bias that i knew abt her first, or the wine-aunt manhating vampire concept is more funny to me If it had to be painful.. hopefully ill go out in an epic way Maybe when I have a pal willing, ill try and watch the film w/ em and see what i think Seems like a solid movie from what you told me They can be complex, but least from what i've heard the monotony of granny squares can become really sickening to some I've been getting so many ants in my home and I cant walk on the kitchen floor without wearing some kind of inside shoes Getting your clothes tailored here can honestly be so expensive, i just Diy it with belts and stuff to not look stupid I had a heart attack bc I THOUGHT I POSTED THIS BUT I DIDNT Honestly it can depend on the suit, but they do seem comfortable to an extent -- alot easier to use the bathroom than dresses for sure But sometimes its nice having a skirt to cover things up ngl Nah man the younger people I interact with are DOOMED, they don't look for answers themselves They might not even pay attention either, which sucks ass even more when you're answering their questions Plus certain brainrot jokes and stuff mentioned previously i think.. As long as it isn't fast, hopefully people will be alright!! Honestly never heard of Ricky Martin before, seems like a cool guy (based on the name at least) Somehow the geraniums I have are flourishing, which is all that i can ask for (everything else died or is dying :,) Good <3 Damn.. however you managed to handle that, I'm glad you're far away from that now!! Honestly the US stereotypes can be applied to a good general amount of people (least down in the south) Guns, burgers, corruption, more guns And the US is larger than europe, so I don't blame you if you don't know that many states by heart (I don't either)

I keep seeing commentary videos on stuff people buy.. like an umbrella for your phone, or accessories for some 2000 dollar cup It's a crazy capitalistic world unfortunately Usually id draw on paper w/ pencil, but when I was doing digital art on that ipad for the short amt of time that i did, drew with my finger but i hated it my hand got tired and burned up after some time (but now i draw /w a touchscreen laptop and stylus!!)

[vivgst]

I'm feeling better now<3

I loveee it and Cait is so funny lmao, can't wait for season two

Agreex2 I think Lady D is my favorite one so far, along with Mother Miranda I love her design

Btw Lady D is kinda gay, right? I like them all but I don't know shit about the game, I just watched a gameplay about RE village (I think???) and that's it

Okay what's an epic way to go? I'd just like to go while I sleep tbh

Let me know if you watch it. It's cool, the zombies are creepy and I really liked all the drama lol

I'm really bad at all that basically, so I just know I'd suck and my little stuffed animal would be terrifying

Oh still having trouble with ants? Is it because of the weather?

Really? Is quite the opposite here. Clothes are expensive though, hate that.

AND PPL OMGGG they fucking resell shein shirts in like 25$ ????? I hate it here

JSJSJSSJSJSJSJSJSAJ happens to me all the time, or I answer back and then I don't remember and I start doing it AGAIN????

I agree. There's nothing more frustrating than being in a dress and needing to use the restroom, especially with the longer ones, the shorter ones are usually easier

Tiktok has screwed up a lot of people's brains too, they want the answers right there without having to move their fingers.

I felt like an old lady saying that lol

Shit, really? I'm used to everyone knowing who he is because he's pretty famous, he was in American Crime Story with Edgar Ramírez

So it's true that every fucking one can get a gun? that sounds like a nightmare

I love burguers man...

Omg I feel kinda stupid rn, didn't know it was larger than europe

I know about a few states bc my aunt is always moving

I see that every day, people spend a lot of money on unnecessary crap and especially shit made of plastic, it pisses me off fr

Drawing with the finger seems to be quite uncomfortable, I guess it was difficult to make small details?

The stylus is an electric pen, isn't it?

And I've seen that a lot of people who draw in digital have like a glove or something, I don't know what it's called but it's so you don't touch the screen with your hand, right?

[askuemki]

woo!!! glad you are <3

Wonder when season two will come out, Ik its some time this year.. Out of the RE8 villans though, Donna Beneviento has my heart!! She's really tragic as a character and it makes me want to give her a fat hug Mother Miranda does have a really cool design (and Dimitrescu), the whole crow aesthetic is neat I don't think it's outwardly stated that she's a lesbian But there's definitely quite a few good hints here and there w/ her whole man-hating spiel, and castle full of statues w/ women (from what i've heard) So in my book? I'm calling her gay lmao An epic way to go would maybe to do something with explosions, or something actually heroic, if not than I agree, going to sleep would be best Noted <3 Terrifying stuffed animals has its charm, I remember seeing these people trying to make this one stuffed bear, but it looked like it was ripped out of a chainsaw -- it made me giggle Yeah it's probably because of the hot summer weather.. Plus there's tiny cracks in the back porch door where they can crawl in easily :( Honestly that way seems more helpful than buying new clothes, cheaper tailoring would probably have people keep their clothes more Man I remember donating stuff to goodwill (long, long ago) and saw some vintage tub full of barbie dolls were like 5-7 bucks.. Haven't been there since and I don't think ill return I remember sometimes starting to answer but then not feeling in the mood (bc I don't wanna have dry crappy answers) so i give up n start again later And the disgusting bathroom floor.. I hate when clothes touch the floors... And yeah w/ skirts you can just take them and its like the quickest in and out INDEED. Tiktok kinda fucked up my attention span too, I hate it I haven't been on there for a long, long while and idk if i'll return there.. old ladies are pretty neat though (least the sane ones) I'm the kind of person that doesn't keep up w/ more of the mainstream stuff, or my mainstream stuff is different than yours Not every person can get a gun, but the needed stuff doesn't seem much to deter people from getting a gun sighs you can have all of my burgers than, I never ate that patty meat and I don't think I'll ever trust it I think France can fit right inside texas, plus you can drive here for hours and remain in the same state, while in France you drive 60 minutes and you're in a whole different country I'm really nitpicky on what I get, so usually I get little to nothing new items like majority of the year Unless my mother walks in with a random product Small details weren't exactly hard, you just had to zoom in REALLY close, especially on the phone instead of an ipad Yeah the stylus is an electric pen! mine is battery powered I don't know if the glove has a name, but that's exactly what it's used for I have one that's a tad oversized for me, but I don't really use it

[vivgst]

Season two will come out in November, I'm dying to watch it

I watched tlou (the series) ................................ I can't explain how much I love it, Bella was a PERFECT Ellie omg, I'm excited for season 2

I cried and laughed sm and the infected are fucking ugly I loved them, they were kinda terrifying?? 10/10 def

I like Donna but I never see shit about her:( wish she was more popular

Yes!!!! I love crows and Miranda is cool, agree

Yeah bc the girls aren't really hers, right? I'm kinda lost in that part bc idk a lot about the game

Okay I kinda see it, I like ugly shit but I couldn't sleep with a terrifying stuffed bear, I'd piss my pants

still with ants in your home?:(

wait bc that rings a bell, I've heard something about barbies in a tub ...... I'll think about it, my memory is shit though

OMG SAMEEEE

Ewww I remeber I went clubbing like five years ago and some chick had peed on the fucking floor, thank god my heels were high enough, it was disgusting

Omg right? I hate it too but I'm obsessed w it so I can't stop, I love short videos sm

my brain is...

that sucks, is your city safe? I've been hearing about mass shootings everywhere there in the us and shit is terrifying

my dad has a gun, he worked in some investigation department and ppl freak out every time I tell them (my dad is like 70 now so it's funny, poor man can't even see shit)

Okay fair, I prefer eating chicken sandwiches bc I kinda hate meat but yeah I'll eat your burgers<3

I love that you're always telling me stuff I didn't know, I wasn't expecting the us to be that big

I'm guessing that in larger cities, the distances from one point to another are pretty long, right? that must be a pain

How random are the products your mom gets?

Omg so you need to charge it? that sounds so cool

I'm so easy to impress lol

Oh, I thought it was something you needed to use when drawing. I guess it depends on the sensitivity of the screen then???

[askuemki]

So soonish, smth to look forward to on my birthday month :)

I think (id say that I remember but i use that too often lmao) that I saw a scene where there was a whole ass explosion w/ the infected coming out and the behind the scenes And it was such an impressive thing to see w/ a whole big movie setup w/ a genuine fire explosion Her whole territory in the actual game is so short, and I wish there was some official dlc to get to know more about her And I heard that her voice actor never got credited in the game and it makes me so pissed?? But there was a few interviews and streams of her reacting to her character's boss arc and it was silly But there's plenty of fanart to go around on tumblr (or maybe twitter too) at least!! Crows (and ravens) would be my 2nd favorite animal to cats Assuming you're talking abt the Dimitrescu sisters, they're experiments that Alcina worked on w/ Miranda! But after they didn't suit Miranda's standards, Alcina took them in as her own So they'd be technically adopted I misread "I like ugly shit" so bad and it made me giggle for awhile when i realized But yeah I can agree with you on that standpoint I have a buildabear with those little sound effect things and it scared the shit out of me when I was little But the battery is dead now but I still have the little rabbit Yeah, but at least most of them have the decency to stay in the kitchen Those poor janitors though, always having to clean up the worst messes in the bathroom :( Youtube shorts is my new tiktok, but its silly cat videos, art stuff, or something weird I think it's safe, I haven't really heard any big crimes where I live But there's a few really wild car crashes I've seen in person before, like this one time this dude was wedged in these trees sideways.. I don't remember any exact shootings, but yeah there's been some wild shit in the us I just hope I'll never get into it :,) Tbh it seems kinda scary either way, thinking abt an almost blind man aimlessly shooting a gun Appreciated <3 I just might steal the bread though lmao If it's something like NYC? definitely But I live in the countryside and it takes a whole half an hour drive to get to a different city or just to get groceries For whatever reason she got stuff to make rugs, but never actually made any rugs Most recent thing she bought is a new laptop bag for me which is hella appreciated The old black one I had was old and crusty I have another (broken) one where you can charge it, but I just like the one w/ the battery where I can just connect and go Sort of? I'd say it just depends on the user's preference or software they have in the moment!

[vivgst]

Omg rightttt

Such a good bday gift

Btw do you like Jinx? A lot of ppl hate her

Think I know which scene you're talking about and it was fucking amazing. I really liked the infected, they were ugly and didn't seem fake, y'know? I was scared the whole time, they did a pretty good job

and Pedro Pascal is an amazing actor fr

That's so shitty wtf:(

I love when VA and face models react to their characters<333 it's always so funny

Yeah, just when I was complaining about not seeing anything about her tumblr started showing me fanarts lol

I just realised crows and ravens means the same in spanish, the same word for them both (cuervo), and yeah, love them sm

have you heard them talk? It's fucking creepy

Omfg thanksssss! I never undestood how they got to Alcina bc I was lazy and didn't wanna look it up, it makes sense now

I hateeeeee when plushies have those sound effects, sounds so unnerving

Hate that shit, they always had to put up with such messes and no one cares, especially in bathrooms

I tried youtube shorts but they were kinda weird, guess my algorithm is fucked up:) I might try again

wait but did you witness the whole thing or just the aftermath?

I remeber some years ago a woman was chasing her cheating husband and she fucked up our wall bc she crashed against it

AND SHE WAS FINE, mama offered her water and she was so fucking rude, she was yelling about her face (didn't have a scratch) ???? bitch your face???? my house????!!!!! thank god she didn't hurt my dogs but they were terrified

lmaooo yes, but he hid the gun, doesn't even use it anymore

lol okay, I'd let u take the bread

do you like pickles? I love em sm, now I wanna burger help

I can't imagine driving that long just to buy groceries man wtf

ah but that's cute lol, kinda like the idea of making rugs

Oh okay, sounds practical

out of nowhere but did you see the new skins?? I like them even though it was kinda weird seeing WWE characters there lol

[askuemki]

Jinx as a character, I like her for her plot and interesting gimmicks she has But I wouldn't exactly call her my favorite

I was rereading the sentence a few times and the whole "they were ugly" part made me giggle, the best weird complement ever Pascal is Joel in the TLOU series, right? He looks like a cuter version of Joel Donna has literally one line in the game, and it makes me sad because her voice is so pretty :,) I remember seeing the face model for Dina cry when she saw her character on screen, it was sweet to watch I don't know how Spanish always manages to make names for things so pretty, but then i don't know how to pronounce them.. (Ive been mispronouncing cuervo in my head this entire time until I searched it up, same w/ the french version) I don't think ive heard specifically crows or ravens talk before, but i remember seeing a video of a rescued magpie talking, it was cute! I know relatively everything related to re8, so I don't mind answering any more questions you have (Though don't ask me abt the other games, I'm not interested enough to dive into them lmao) It was a sweet birthday message or something, but a talking hand freaked me out as a kid But there was another build-a-bear plushie I had where it was a beating heart, that one was nice Even if a bathroom looks clean, there's still a shit ton of germs around :,) My mother avoids going to any public bathrooms, and ngl she's kinda understandable for that Maybe save yourself if it isn't too late, tiktok is already enough of an addiction lol For now, I've just witnessed the aftermaths of things, sad to see but hope those people will be okay I was about to say that I'd give that woman the benefit of the doubt till I read the next paragraph, fuck her honestly She better of paid for the wall damage given something in return But if anything did happen, it's there at least Woohoo!! I don't eat the pickles themselves, but if its cooked w/ the bread it just tastes so much better 30 minutes doesn't feel that long of a drive, it's kinda nice Even better as a passage princess I keep hearing abt people in Europe complain abt going to relatives' houses just bc of a 30 minute drive and it just feels so unreal to me The one thing that I'd be concerned abt is where to store the rugs once you're done, or where you'd even put them if they don't match your room :,) maybe off topic but Ive been trying to physically paint, and I haven't been procrastinating on it unlike my digital work for whatever reason The new skins for cod? I'd need to check it out, wonder if there's a new valeria skin or smth

[vivgst]

Okay I'm back pt 2

Omg I can't believe I'm finally here again jsjjsajas, this year has been... something

and idk if you saw somehing about it but my country is in shambles rn so I got depressed

and then two months ago i started talking to a girl and I think she love bombed me??? maybe idk, i told her to stop talking yesterday, point isssss i´m finally on meds, feeling kinda weird but I know i'll get better

man how I hate being heartbroken...

I was dreading watching the series bc I thought Pedro was too sweet looking to be Joel but oh how wrong I was, he's act perfect, I liked him a lot

BTW and outta nowhere but have u seen the stuff abt Arcane? I'm so excited!!!

okay now i gotta hear her voice

Lol i just watched that vid, she's so sweet and funny

jjsajsajsjsa omg how were u pronouncing it? i think it sounds mid tbh, crow sounds sm better

I don't have any questions but tell me like an interesting fact abt the game

awww that sounds cute, i've seen tons of vids of ppl with plushies like that

oh yeah, well her husband paid for the wall thank god, but she was so rude, it was honestly infuriating

I ate pickles on my bday and it reminded me of u jajssjsj

what did u physically paint? tell me moreeeeee

yeah, i personally think she looks weird idk what u think (and i wanna know what u think)

[askuemki]

Welcome back!! Glad you’re here again 🫶

I haven’t been online all that recently(ish), but I’m sorry to hear all of that :(

Wish we can just take those fuck ass politicians and punch them in the face

It’s nice to hear that you’ll be alright, I don’t mind listening if you need to rant <3

Love bomb(ing) seems more like a positive term for me than a negative? Like you’re bombarding someone with affection idk

In game Joel can be pretty sweet, I’d take both versions as a win win

Omg I saw like the cool promo posters and stuff and I love all of the reverse places happening with jinx and vi (I remember seeing a post on Pinterest about them having their names in their hair and i was excited, I love little things like that)

And apparently there’s some jojo siwa version of vi out there too, lmao

Cuvero.. idk how to describe how I pronounced it but like “coov-ver-oh”? Something like that

I’d probably need to refresh my head on fun re8 facts, but Moreau(? The fish guy) was based on this one weird Japanese monster

Id feel pity for the guy for being miserable but he experiments on people and stuff so…

And there’s this insignia for Donna’s estate which kinda represents Donna (moon probably) and Angie (the sun), and it’s kinda like she has two different sides and stuff, life and death cool symbolism

Man I love stuffed animals… I have a few on my bed that I occasionally cuddle up with

Tbh genuinely wondering how that reminded you of me, Is it like the color green or something?

The painting was for some art competition, I painted a neat under water scene with spiked bombs!! And it was all monochrome red and stuff

THERE WAS THIS ONE VALERIA SKIN WHERE SHE HAD A WEIRD ASS SMILE AND I HATE IT like wtf happened to you????

Otherwise the rest of them are kinda neat but like the same..

Maybe an interesting not interesting life story thing (I have nobody to really talk to abt this but I kinda wanna get it out uggh I’m sorry)

So there’s this semi long term friend that I have that I had a few complications with, I was gonna break off the friendship but eventually she convinced me to stay..

Then I discovered that she had new people she seemed to like to be with more (she said she’d be sad if I left and honestly I’m not convinced) and like.. she barely hangs out with me

Man I don’t get her anymore, maybe I should of left

[vivgst]

they all shit man...

it's okay tho, the us is having enough problems for u to stress over my country

and i'm safe, so no worries:)

i mean it sounds pretty cute but it's hell

I think we moved too fast and now I feel lost, for me it's all abt routine and she became a part of it, so now that she's not talking to me anymore (bc i told her to stop talking) I feel weird, not exactly in pain just idk, kinda hard to explain

oh and i told her to stop talking bc she was being rlly cold, ignoring me nd shit and theres nothing i hate more than to feel i need to beg for attention

but i'm getting better again lol, i hope it lasts, these antidepressants work slowwww asf

Pedro was a good Joel, no doubt. U should watch the show btw, it's so good, I rewatched it like a week ago

They all look so cool, did u see Jinx apparantly is gonna have the same haircut as Vi's?

lmaaaaoooooo I saw it!!! made me giggle but she looks so good

well Cubero is a last name so you weren't exactly wrong

oh that's so cool, i didn't remember him, he looks like shit lol, kinda reminds me of the infected from tlou

oh man how i love symbolism

Stuffed animals are so cute, I cuddle up with mine too

no, we were talking abt pickles lol so i thought abt u, u don't like them, right? sorry my memory is shit rn

ohhh that sounds cool asf Elle!!! did u win?

JSJSSJASJASASJASJJSAJASAJAJ IM SO GLAD YOU REMINDED ME ABT SMILEY VALERIA I despise ittttt too, fuck, why does she look so creepy???????!!!!!!! oh man i laughed so hard

dear I love that you're telling me stuff don't say sorryyyy, happy to help<3

communication is important but it doesn't work if you're the only one willing to communicate your feelings, I get how you feel and I honestly don't understand why some ppl are so afraid of speaking their mind? or they just say one thing and do the opposite

I'm all about second chances and love and understanding but only if they rlly wanna change things, improve them

ugh i get u sm, i get it's hard to leave

maybe try to distance yourself a bit? for your own peace of mind. Like don't suddenly stop talking to her just give yourself time

awww man I wish everything goes well for u no matter what u end up doing!!<3

[littlealienproducts]

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“Relationships are about trust. If you have to play detective it is time to move on.”

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[thegoodvybe]

[thegirlyoud-diiefor-deactivated]

i'm not built for situationships, pls do not speak to me unless u wanna marry me

[daily-spooky]

[lynsian]

Im so ready for season 2 >:3 (im not)