Ashley Renay @voidedthoughts0316-blog - Tumblr Blog

Dying to know if he loves me the way I love him, or if it’s just another case of fake love...

Told you I'd survive, made it out alive, and you can't touch me now, and though my mind wont be the same I'm still around.

Janine And The Mixtape

It's torture being in love. I love when you're around, But I fucking hate when you leave.

XXXTentacion

#ripxxxtentacion

Maybe people can't see a broken heart, but it doesn't mean it isn't broken. Since you've been gone, I feel like every part of me is broken. You were part of my heart and my soul. I miss you

Broken

#imissyou #broken #voidedthoughts

I can’t recognize myself lately, I’m someone I used to know. I think you took me with you, and I was hoping you could just leave me somewhere else, because I’ve been waiting for myself, waiting for all the pieces to come home.

#voidedthoughts #cantsleep

I want to drink my sadness down, smoke away the pain, and kiss until I can no longer remember what I was trying to forget. I want to feel something other than this heavy pressure on my chest that continues to grow stronger, filling with more burdens that will one day suffocate me.

#sad #depressed #lonely #2amthoughts #voidedthoughts0316

Dear Father

It was exhausting loving you.

I threw every ounce of me into it.

I dived head first at your heart,

but just as I should have hit water,

I hit a brick wall.

Where a splash should have been,

was a scream of pain.

Your guard was up,

and I was left battered and bruised,

with a heavy heart,

and an even heavier loss.

#absentfather #alcoholicdad #lost #voidedthoughts0316

Don't let me go, hold me in your beating heart. I won't let go, forever is not enough. Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side. Don't let me go, forever is not enough.

RAIGN

#dontletmego #raign

Where do I go when the shadows are calling, shadows are calling me.

Unknown

#innerdemons #deepend #drowning #voidedthoughts0316

I'm slipping into the deep end, I'm in over my head, I can't catch my breath. I'm slipping into the deep end, feel the current within, I can't help but give in.

Deep End

#deepend #drowning #helpme #voidedthoughts0316

“Are you happy?”

“Are you happy?” is such a difficult question. I always say yes because I have friends, I laugh at jokes, I go out and have fun, my life isn’t as bad as it could be, and I don’t have terrible problems. It could be worse.

But then one night at 3AM when I’m alone and still awake, lying in bed thinking about life, I find myself crying my heart out. Suddenly I’m convinced that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. I feel horrible and I question everything I had,

and I don’t know if I was ever happy at all.

#are you happy?#2amthoughts #sad #voidedthoughts0316

I'm surprised I've made it this far. I thought I would die at sixteen, and I feel it creeping on me. The unsuccessful attempts, the booze.

happy birthday to me [i want to fucking die]

#happybirthday #sadandlonely #2amthoughts #voidedthoughts0316

4AM knows all my secrets.

Insomnia

#insomnia #insomniac #cantsleep #4am

It's all in your head.

#latenightthoughts #2amthoughts #voidedthoughts0316 #cantsleep

Could really use some dating advise... In need of immediate help like ASAP!!!!!

#datingadvise #needhelp #asap