Blog dedicated to pixel men. Running on q. Status: semi-hiatus.
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Hello guys :) some of you may have noticed that i havenât really updated my blog in a long time. Some of the posts you saw on the dash are things that i put on q before so iâm sorry for the lack of response for the memes or writing prompts⊠Also, partial incomplete headcanons or other thingsâŠ
I decided i owe an explanation for my followers. Itâs been lovely. I made a couple friends and talk to some others. I enjoyed my time at tumblr but i decided that for now, iâll call a HIATUS. I may or may not update my stories. If a lot of ppl is interested, iâll post a list of headcanon requests that i havent had the time to write so other people can take the requests :)
I havenât written anything in a looooong while so iâm afraid i cannot fulfill your requests. I lost track of what i want to write there. Iâm sorry for the lack of response when you inbox me. Itâs simply i didnât check it or havenât logged into my tumblr account since last year
Thank you so much for all your supports, friendship and kind words when iâm active hereâŠ. Those messages in my inbox brightens my day :D as for now, i may or may not go back to tumblr in the future
@otomesiren dragonsrequiem: yay!! :D I saw that writers blessing post around (may you be blessed with such ease to write 1,500 words everyday) and hope you are blessed with that ahhahah.... @nezzpsych: I never finished NaNoWrimo but I am still trying ahhahah you might as well join because it's fun to have people to motivate you and it's sort of a writer's hangout month :) while it is definitely nice to be able to finish the 50,000 word count, I think I'll stick with my own goal, which is to be able to write more I may not be able to join fully because I'm still busy with real life stuff :( but Nano this year will be another thing I have my own long to-do list Am too lazy to log into tumblr from my desktop and thought the easy (or lazy) way to reply ahhahaha I hope you forgive my lazy bum :p my bed is so warm and the desk is so far XD
If youâre interested, I just discovered a jdrama called: Alice no Toge. Itâs similar to KOR so check it out!
The storyline:Â Mizuno Asumi is a doctor at the University Hospital. Her only objective in life is to avenge the death of her father, a death caused by immoral and negligent doctors. She wants to reveal to the world their mistakes and corrupt behaviors, with the hope of preventing them from furthering their practice as doctors.
You can watch it [here]. Itâs 10 episodes and theyâre all subbed.
NanoWrimo is coming and since I haven't written anything in a while, maybe I'll try to participate and post snippets of it or some of it here. Anyone planning to join NanoWrimo this year?
My Sweet Bootyguards Fall Fashion Trend 2014 [part 1]
I canât resist⊠Iâm making the girl version of Sora as well XD
Inspired by Chiaâs posts for MSBâs new outfits. I read somewhere if summer/spring is the best season for women to dress up, fall is for men: shawl, coat⊠gah⊠I love menswear fashion.
This series is rated mature in both theme and plot.
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    The next day, Issei went to work like it was nothing. Days passed by. He texted her but her reply was always short. One day though, out of nowhere, she was the first to text him.
Chris: âIâm going to visit tomorrow.â
Issei: âWhen?â
He waited for 2 minutes, 10 minutes and then without realizing, he had been staring at it for a good 15 or 20 minutes. He lost track of time.
âDr Sezaki!â nurse Okida called.
Issei snapped out from it and hid his phone quickly.
âYes?â he turned to her after putting the phone inside the top drawer.
âAre you seeing someone, doctor?â she smiled mischievously.
â⊠why are you here?â he asked with his usual business-like manner.
âOh⊠just need to tell you that we have a patient that needs to be transferred to someone at internal medicine.â
âIâll talk to someone there later. Thank you.â
    When the short hair girl disappeared, Issei walked with the file in his hand towards the internal medicine. Inside the room, he heard a womanâs laughter. He thought he heard stuff but apparently what heâs thinking was right.
He froze in his movement. His pupils dilated for a split second before he tried to take control over his reaction again.
âOh⊠Dr Sezaki⊠Join us! Chris is visiting,â Kyosuke said.
âHi, Sezaki,â she had her lopsided smile. Too cool to even acknowledge the intimacy they shared just last week.
He was upset but he was more worried about the fact that sheâs there with Kyosuke. So he approached them.
Issei gave Kyosuke the file and while he didnât want to leave them together inside an empty room, he was out of idea about what to say.
âHeâll be in good shape in a few days so you can discharge him by the end of the week.â
And then there was an awkward silent. Kyosuke raised one of his eyebrows as if to ask what Issei was doing. Chris laughed a little but she covered it with her hand.
âAnything funny?â Kyosuke asked.
âNothing. I just thought about how different you two are,â she looked at Issei intensely.
âStop right there,â Kyosuke stepped between Chris and Issei. Facing Issei, he said, âYouâre like a brother to me so you shouldnât go for Chris.â
Kyosuke looked serious for awhile before he laughed again, âJust kidding. Do I look cool, Chris?â
âSilly, Kyo. How did you guys meet actually? Was it just because you guys are neighbor?â Chris asked.
âI havenât told you? My mother is the head nurse in this hospital. I donât have a father so it was tough for her working a demanding job but then, the Director helped usâŠ,â Kyosukeâs voice trailed off as he looked to the corner of the room.
âMust be nice growing up as the heir of a big hospital, Dr Sezaki,â Chris added as if to finish Kyosukeâs sentence.
There was a hint of contempt in her voice but her expression was the same as always so they could not tell whether she was being serious or this was just one of her jokes.
â⊠You shouldnât say that to Issei, Chris,â Kyosuke reprimanded her.
Chris smiled, âYes. Iâm sorry. I just thought it must be nice knowing very early on what you want to do in your life.â
âWhat aboutâ,â Kyosuke was about to ask her when an intern walked in.
âOh pleasant surprise, Chris,â Ono, the new intern, waved from behind Isseiâs back.
âHi,â Chris replied.
Issei slipped out when they were busy talking. As he walked down the corridor, he passed by someone being wheeled into the ER. A woman in her mid 30s followed the bed while crying to the patient. Issei turned for awhile and felt empty.  Is he a doctor because he wanted to be one or is it because his father is the head of Ebisu Hospital? He never thought about it. And again, the guilt of her being Kyosukeâs woman⊠it consumed him from the inside out. Issei never wanted to admit it openly but he thought Kyosuke as one of his few friends and hurting Kyosuke would be the last thing he wished to do.
    Chris texted him a message. The same short message with place where they should meet.
As usual, she was ready on the bed. Her hair was still damp and instead of jumping at her luscious body, he just stood there near the closed door. His head hanging low with shame.
âIssei?â she patted the bed, signaling him to get closer.
Issei just shook his head silently.
She approached him and put her hand on his cheek. She was cold.
âIs everything okay?â she asked again.
Issei put his hand over hers and squeezed it hard before loosening his grip and pulled her hand down.
âWe should stop,â he said.
She blinked in surprised. The first time he saw her confident mask cracked. It was very subtle but she was like that untouched goddess to him. So cold and distance. He can never guess what she was thinking while she read him like a book and toyed with his emotion so lightly.
âIssei?â she called to him. âAre you still thinking about what I said earlier?â
He shook his head, âNot you. Itâs me.â
Chris pulled his head and kissed his lips with one swift move. Issei thought about pushing her away but he could not resist. She had that much power over him and he promised himself one last kiss. One kiss and that was it.
But one kiss turned to another and another kiss led to clothes being stripped away. His pants had a mind of his own and before he realized, he was already on top of her. His muscles pressed against her delicate body. Her breath was warm as she smiled at him. He looked at her in horror.
    Issei stopped receiving her call after that night and it seemed that his world had returned back to normal when everything was stale. Time seemed to stop and Issei went through his daily routines like nothing had happened. There were moments when he sat alone after a long day after work and he remembered her voice whispering to him, calling to him.
âStop it!â he covered his ear. âJust pleaseâŠâ
    A week turned into a month and then it was almost half a year since Issei saw Chris last. He thought he would never be okay again without her but apparently, if he numbed himself enough by thinking about other things, he could distract himself. He was a chapter in his life, his first great love but now itâs over. She belonged to Kyosuke, Issei told himself. He could never see Kyosuke straight in the eyes again but it was almost impossible to avoid him when they work in the same hospital. Kyosuke showed up in his office one day and when Issei was about to use his usual excuse: âbusyâ, Kyosuke stopped him.
âHey, did I do something wrong?â Kyosukeâs hand blocked him.
âNo. Iâm just busy,â Issei said as he moved Kyosukeâs hand.
Kyosukeâs sighed, âOkay, I get it. You donât want to talk to me. Iâll just give this to you and leave then.â
Kyosuke put a file on Isseiâs desk and exited. Issei sat in front of the file for some time before he finally opened it. There was a note along with the patientâs data. As Issei studied it, he noticed there was something missing. He was about to ask the data from Ayame when he heard Kyosukeâs voice. Instead of talking to him, Issei hid in the corner, concealing himself away from Kyosuke.
âChris⊠Youâre supposed to come to the hospital for your regular check-up today. Remember?â Kyosuke said.
Issei was waiting for Chris to reply on the other end but instead, Kyosuke continued again.
âAnyway, call me when you get this message,â he hung up.
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a/n: Been awhile since I write. I kinda lose the feel of this fic so I have to reread everything and force my muse to write whatever it has in mind. Hopefully, the next chapter is more exciting than this :) As always, thank you for readingâŠ
