Blog dedicated to pixel men. Running on q. Status: semi-hiatus.
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Hello guys :) some of you may have noticed that i haven’t really updated my blog in a long time. Some of the posts you saw on the dash are things that i put on q before so i’m sorry for the lack of response for the memes or writing prompts… Also, partial incomplete headcanons or other things…
I decided i owe an explanation for my followers. It’s been lovely. I made a couple friends and talk to some others. I enjoyed my time at tumblr but i decided that for now, i’ll call a HIATUS. I may or may not update my stories. If a lot of ppl is interested, i’ll post a list of headcanon requests that i havent had the time to write so other people can take the requests :)
I haven’t written anything in a looooong while so i’m afraid i cannot fulfill your requests. I lost track of what i want to write there. I’m sorry for the lack of response when you inbox me. It’s simply i didn’t check it or haven’t logged into my tumblr account since last year
Thank you so much for all your supports, friendship and kind words when i’m active here…. Those messages in my inbox brightens my day :D as for now, i may or may not go back to tumblr in the future
@otomesiren dragonsrequiem: yay!! :D I saw that writers blessing post around (may you be blessed with such ease to write 1,500 words everyday) and hope you are blessed with that ahhahah.... @nezzpsych: I never finished NaNoWrimo but I am still trying ahhahah you might as well join because it's fun to have people to motivate you and it's sort of a writer's hangout month :) while it is definitely nice to be able to finish the 50,000 word count, I think I'll stick with my own goal, which is to be able to write more I may not be able to join fully because I'm still busy with real life stuff :( but Nano this year will be another thing I have my own long to-do list Am too lazy to log into tumblr from my desktop and thought the easy (or lazy) way to reply ahhahaha I hope you forgive my lazy bum :p my bed is so warm and the desk is so far XD
If you’re interested, I just discovered a jdrama called: Alice no Toge. It’s similar to KOR so check it out!
The storyline: Mizuno Asumi is a doctor at the University Hospital. Her only objective in life is to avenge the death of her father, a death caused by immoral and negligent doctors. She wants to reveal to the world their mistakes and corrupt behaviors, with the hope of preventing them from furthering their practice as doctors.
You can watch it [here]. It’s 10 episodes and they’re all subbed.
NanoWrimo is coming and since I haven't written anything in a while, maybe I'll try to participate and post snippets of it or some of it here. Anyone planning to join NanoWrimo this year?
My Sweet Bootyguards Fall Fashion Trend 2014 [part 1]
I can’t resist… I’m making the girl version of Sora as well XD
Inspired by Chia’s posts for MSB’s new outfits. I read somewhere if summer/spring is the best season for women to dress up, fall is for men: shawl, coat… gah… I love menswear fashion.
This series is rated mature in both theme and plot.
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The next day, Issei went to work like it was nothing. Days passed by. He texted her but her reply was always short. One day though, out of nowhere, she was the first to text him.
Chris: “I’m going to visit tomorrow.”
Issei: “When?”
He waited for 2 minutes, 10 minutes and then without realizing, he had been staring at it for a good 15 or 20 minutes. He lost track of time.
“Dr Sezaki!” nurse Okida called.
Issei snapped out from it and hid his phone quickly.
“Yes?” he turned to her after putting the phone inside the top drawer.
“Are you seeing someone, doctor?” she smiled mischievously.
“… why are you here?” he asked with his usual business-like manner.
“Oh… just need to tell you that we have a patient that needs to be transferred to someone at internal medicine.”
“I’ll talk to someone there later. Thank you.”
When the short hair girl disappeared, Issei walked with the file in his hand towards the internal medicine. Inside the room, he heard a woman’s laughter. He thought he heard stuff but apparently what he’s thinking was right.
He froze in his movement. His pupils dilated for a split second before he tried to take control over his reaction again.
“Oh… Dr Sezaki… Join us! Chris is visiting,” Kyosuke said.
“Hi, Sezaki,” she had her lopsided smile. Too cool to even acknowledge the intimacy they shared just last week.
He was upset but he was more worried about the fact that she’s there with Kyosuke. So he approached them.
Issei gave Kyosuke the file and while he didn’t want to leave them together inside an empty room, he was out of idea about what to say.
“He’ll be in good shape in a few days so you can discharge him by the end of the week.”
And then there was an awkward silent. Kyosuke raised one of his eyebrows as if to ask what Issei was doing. Chris laughed a little but she covered it with her hand.
“Anything funny?” Kyosuke asked.
“Nothing. I just thought about how different you two are,” she looked at Issei intensely.
“Stop right there,” Kyosuke stepped between Chris and Issei. Facing Issei, he said, “You’re like a brother to me so you shouldn’t go for Chris.”
Kyosuke looked serious for awhile before he laughed again, “Just kidding. Do I look cool, Chris?”
“Silly, Kyo. How did you guys meet actually? Was it just because you guys are neighbor?” Chris asked.
“I haven’t told you? My mother is the head nurse in this hospital. I don’t have a father so it was tough for her working a demanding job but then, the Director helped us…,” Kyosuke’s voice trailed off as he looked to the corner of the room.
“Must be nice growing up as the heir of a big hospital, Dr Sezaki,” Chris added as if to finish Kyosuke’s sentence.
There was a hint of contempt in her voice but her expression was the same as always so they could not tell whether she was being serious or this was just one of her jokes.
“… You shouldn’t say that to Issei, Chris,” Kyosuke reprimanded her.
Chris smiled, “Yes. I’m sorry. I just thought it must be nice knowing very early on what you want to do in your life.”
“What about—,” Kyosuke was about to ask her when an intern walked in.
“Oh pleasant surprise, Chris,” Ono, the new intern, waved from behind Issei’s back.
“Hi,” Chris replied.
Issei slipped out when they were busy talking. As he walked down the corridor, he passed by someone being wheeled into the ER. A woman in her mid 30s followed the bed while crying to the patient. Issei turned for awhile and felt empty. Is he a doctor because he wanted to be one or is it because his father is the head of Ebisu Hospital? He never thought about it. And again, the guilt of her being Kyosuke’s woman… it consumed him from the inside out. Issei never wanted to admit it openly but he thought Kyosuke as one of his few friends and hurting Kyosuke would be the last thing he wished to do.
Chris texted him a message. The same short message with place where they should meet.
As usual, she was ready on the bed. Her hair was still damp and instead of jumping at her luscious body, he just stood there near the closed door. His head hanging low with shame.
“Issei?” she patted the bed, signaling him to get closer.
Issei just shook his head silently.
She approached him and put her hand on his cheek. She was cold.
“Is everything okay?” she asked again.
Issei put his hand over hers and squeezed it hard before loosening his grip and pulled her hand down.
“We should stop,” he said.
She blinked in surprised. The first time he saw her confident mask cracked. It was very subtle but she was like that untouched goddess to him. So cold and distance. He can never guess what she was thinking while she read him like a book and toyed with his emotion so lightly.
“Issei?” she called to him. “Are you still thinking about what I said earlier?”
He shook his head, “Not you. It’s me.”
Chris pulled his head and kissed his lips with one swift move. Issei thought about pushing her away but he could not resist. She had that much power over him and he promised himself one last kiss. One kiss and that was it.
But one kiss turned to another and another kiss led to clothes being stripped away. His pants had a mind of his own and before he realized, he was already on top of her. His muscles pressed against her delicate body. Her breath was warm as she smiled at him. He looked at her in horror.
Issei stopped receiving her call after that night and it seemed that his world had returned back to normal when everything was stale. Time seemed to stop and Issei went through his daily routines like nothing had happened. There were moments when he sat alone after a long day after work and he remembered her voice whispering to him, calling to him.
“Stop it!” he covered his ear. “Just please…”
A week turned into a month and then it was almost half a year since Issei saw Chris last. He thought he would never be okay again without her but apparently, if he numbed himself enough by thinking about other things, he could distract himself. He was a chapter in his life, his first great love but now it’s over. She belonged to Kyosuke, Issei told himself. He could never see Kyosuke straight in the eyes again but it was almost impossible to avoid him when they work in the same hospital. Kyosuke showed up in his office one day and when Issei was about to use his usual excuse: “busy”, Kyosuke stopped him.
“Hey, did I do something wrong?” Kyosuke’s hand blocked him.
“No. I’m just busy,” Issei said as he moved Kyosuke’s hand.
Kyosuke’s sighed, “Okay, I get it. You don’t want to talk to me. I’ll just give this to you and leave then.”
Kyosuke put a file on Issei’s desk and exited. Issei sat in front of the file for some time before he finally opened it. There was a note along with the patient’s data. As Issei studied it, he noticed there was something missing. He was about to ask the data from Ayame when he heard Kyosuke’s voice. Instead of talking to him, Issei hid in the corner, concealing himself away from Kyosuke.
“Chris… You’re supposed to come to the hospital for your regular check-up today. Remember?” Kyosuke said.
Issei was waiting for Chris to reply on the other end but instead, Kyosuke continued again.
“Anyway, call me when you get this message,” he hung up.
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a/n: Been awhile since I write. I kinda lose the feel of this fic so I have to reread everything and force my muse to write whatever it has in mind. Hopefully, the next chapter is more exciting than this :) As always, thank you for reading…
