I am the leviathan.

Keki/Kelsi28 years oldshe/it/they/whatevercheck out my about for more information. avatar creditblog image credit

[probablybadrpgideas]

Guards arrest your players for tax evasion.

[womanism]

me: opens mouth

bpd: releases internal pterydactal-screeches

[rubyetc]

it’s ok 

[voidbat]

i’m crying now? i needed this.

[shinjiroraragaki]

Hey this is just my first reminder post of the year!

I love shinjiro aragaki and I would die for him

[mamoru]

edward elric is so edgy and so pained and so hostile all the time and everyone buys it because he lost his family and some of his limbs and meanwhile al is in the corner having lost his entire body giggling to himself because he fit 3 whole cats in his stomach and nobody caught him yet

[valtsv]

tik tok challenge where it dies

[aunt-mimi]

When somebody says that “a man likes to feel like a man,” all I hear is “A man likes to feel superior to you and it’s your job to make him believe it.” 

[geekandmisandry]

Someone said this to me once, that a man needs to feel like a man, I replied “well I’m not stopping him” and had to watch this fragile creature try to explain to me that my strong personality could demean men.

Like, if I have to pretend you are a strong man and cater to that then clearly you’re not that strong dude.

[ass-warship]

This post has the most weapons grade dick energy ive ever seen.

[shitborderlinesdo]

Do I Have Borderline Personality Disorder?

Here are a collection of posts to help you decide whether or not you may possibly have Borderline Personality Disorder:

The Borderline Personality Disorder Checklist

The BPD Checklist (Quiz Version)

What is similar to BPD?

I relate to ______ symptom. Do I have BPD?

I don’t have _______ symptom. Do I still have BPD?

I think I have BPD, but my therapist/psychiatrist doesn’t agree?

I experience symptoms differently from what I’ve read. Do I still have BPD?

Can I still have BPD even if I “seem normal” to other people?

Can I still have BPD even if I don’t have the more “stereotypical” symptoms?

Can I still have BPD even if have some “opposite” symptoms?

Can I still have BPD if I don’t relate to blogs about “BPD feelings”?

Can I still have BPD even if I don’t relate to the “simplified” description of it?

Sometimes I relate to BPD relatable posts, and sometimes I don’t?

Are there any REQUIRED symptoms of BPD?

I was diagnosed with BPD, but I don’t think I have it?

How can I get diagnosed?

Can I have BPD even though I did not have a traumatic childhood?

I’m a teenager. How do I know if it’s BPD or “teenage hormones”?

Can minors be diagnosed with BPD?

I can go weeks with borderline symptoms and then weeks without?

Maybe I’m just faking it?

I feel like I didn’t experience these symptoms until I read about them?

Can I have BPD if a family member has it as well?

Do I have these symptoms or am I adopting them/faking for validation?

Do I need an “official” diagnosis in order to be valid?

Does SBD support self-diagnosis?

What is the best way to self-diagnose?

Can I self-diagnose, even if I am underage?

Is it okay for me to self-diagnose even if I am able to see a professional?

Does self-diagnosis hurt those with a professional diagnosis?

20 Things Only Someone with BPD Can Understand

What do I have if I don’t have BPD?

I definitely don’t have BPD, so what is the “opposite” of BPD?

Can you still have BPD if you only experience negative emotions?

What is a Favorite Person? Do I need to have one to have BPD?

What is the difference between a Favorite Person and a Depended?

How can I figure out if this is BPD or bipolar?

Does it matter if I express my symptoms internally or externally?

I relate to blogs about BPD but not the criteria?

[shitborderlinesdo]

Resources for Loved Ones of People with Borderline Personality Disorder

This is a masterpost for family, friends, and partners of those suffering from Borderline Personality Disorder. 

Note: If you are seeing a reblogged version of this, be sure to check the original post, because I will be updating this post as I find/create more resources.

* * * Read this before asking us a question about an abusive loved one with BPD. * * *

Resources

Tips for loved ones of people with BPD

7 Tips for when you know and love someone with BPD

Being supportive of your BPD loved one

How can I support a loved one with BPD?

What are some tips for helping partner when I’m also mentally ill?

My loved one thinks I’m not trying, but I am?

Why does my borderline loved one keep “making up problems”?

Advice for addressing my loved one’s irrational fears?

How do I help my loved one understand I’m not going to leave them?

My loved one keeps ignoring/avoiding me?

What are some misconceptions about BPD?

What kind of stigma do they face, and what is the truth?

More information about borderline stigma?

What is it like to have BPD?

I would like to know more about people with BPD in relationships?

How can I help a suicidal loved one?

How to help a friend with BPD

How can I be there for my loved one and also take care of myself?

What’s the best way I can ask my loved one what they need from me?

How can I end a relationship with someone who has BPD?

How do I deal with being their Favorite Person?

More Information about Borderline Personality Disorder

What is BPD? What is the diagnostic criteria?

How common is BPD?

What causes BPD?

General overview of BPD?

Important BPD Terminology

What is a Favorite Person?

Recommended Reading

Skills Training Manual for Treating Borderline Personality Disorder

The Borderline Personality Disorder Survival Guide

Lost in the Mirror: An Inside Look at Borderline Personality Disorder

Borderline Personality Disorder Demystified

Recommended Links

DBT Skills and Related Info Masterpost

What’s wrong with the book Stop Walking on Eggshells?

What’s wrong with BPD Family?

What does it mean to be “neurotypical”? “Neurodivergent”? “Allistic”?

What is executive dysfunction?

Can I reblog your posts even if I don’t have BPD?

Can I send you vents or ask for personal advice?

[voracious-succubus]

if you went out your way to buy and waste money on concerts then maybe this is your own fault really,you shouldn't just go to your parents for quick cash because you decided to burn it all off quickly.Coming from experience these types of decisions are made by us,not anyone else, in other words no one held a gun against your head and told you to go to those concerts or buy unessesary things.Learn to organize and spend your money well,don't use suicide as a way to gain money,it's disgusting.

hello anon asshat,Thank you for taking your time to write this paragraph. If you would have actually read anything, you would see that I did not pay for these tickets or events. I forgot that people who are having money issues aren’t allowed to have fun. I will keep that in mind next time my friends pay for me to do things with them. The kinds of “unnecessary things” I buy are things that are usually non-food household essentials (like magic erasers *gasp*). I also LOVE that you didn’t seem to realize that I am in fact employed. I work a full time job. I just don’t get paid enough to miss 30 hours of work. I actually am getting a new job just so I can make more and catch up and pay off my loan. 

Kindly fuck off  

[animatedtext]

my only goal in life is to get my aunt on facebook to block me

[animatedtext]

[nolookfirmino-deactivated201904]

**this is a donation post - no one is obligated to help and i ask that you please scroll by or block me if you don’t want to see or interact with it””

hi there…i hate to request assistance on here at such a busy time of year, but it doesn’t look like i’m going to be able to get out of paying this medical bill and i don’t have the extra funds to pay it right now because i’m still not back to work.

about 4-5 months ago, i woke up to a large, reddish-purple spot on my face that was extremely swollen, painful, and itchy. weeks went by and it seemed to be getting worse, growing larger, burning, and waking me up in pain at night when i rolled on my side in my sleep.

i began to worry that i had staph on my face or some other sort of skin infection that needed professional attention (i’m sure if you go back on my blog you can find posts i made about this), so i decided to make an appointment with a dermatologist. i have medicaid and called both medicaid and the dermatologist in advance to be sure that the version of medicaid i have would be accepted, then made an appointment. it turns out that the spot was/is just an acne cyst - it is still healing.

because acne treatment is considered a cosmetic issue, i was denied coverage for my initial office visit even though i went in thinking i had a serious infection. had i known the spot was just acne, i would have handled everything differently. i told family members who are assisting me with some medical expenses that this expense would be fully covered; they are now unwilling to help me because they think i incurred this “frivolous” expense carelessly EVEN THOUGH i did everything i knew to do to be sure i was covered. I DID NOT KNOW I WOULD BE GETTING BILLED.

the total cost of the office visit is $160.00. proof of the bill is under the cut - all personal information is censored, including my real first name (which i do not use here). thank you very much in advance for reading, helping, or reblogging.

venmo: supermerk cashapp: $Supermerk paypal is also available but my account has my full name attached and i don’t feel comfortable posting it publicly - please send me a private message if this is the best method for you!

Keep reading

[nolookfirmino-deactivated201904]

i’m at 40/160 right now! thanks to everyone who’s helping in any form or fashion, i’m grateful to all of you <3

[voracious-succubus]

So, here’s a bit of what’s been going on…

So…yeah…

My asks/messages are open for all love and advice

In case anyone wants to help out, my cashtag is $kekitan2 and my paypal link is PayPal.me/helpkelsi

I can send a small thank you gift when I get back on my feet in a couple months.

ily 💕

[voracious-succubus]

[voracious-succubus]

People messaged me accusing me of lying

Here’s proof that my rent isn’t paid and that it needs to be

[voracious-succubus]

Update!!!

I was able to pay my rent! Thank you all so much!

I appareciate all of you and I wish nothing but the best for you 💕💗💕

[voracious-succubus]

So, here’s a bit of what’s been going on…

So…yeah…

My asks/messages are open for all love and advice

In case anyone wants to help out, my cashtag is $kekitan2 and my paypal link is PayPal.me/helpkelsi

I can send a small thank you gift when I get back on my feet in a couple months.

ily 💕

[voracious-succubus]

[voracious-succubus]

People messaged me accusing me of lying

Here’s proof that my rent isn’t paid and that it needs to be

[queertchaikovsky]

[voracious-succubus]

So, here’s a bit of what’s been going on…

So…yeah…

My asks/messages are open for all love and advice

In case anyone wants to help out, my cashtag is $kekitan2 and my paypal link is PayPal.me/helpkelsi

I can send a small thank you gift when I get back on my feet in a couple months.

ily 💕

[voracious-succubus]