in college i pretended to never do the reading or prepare for things. yeah haha i just skim it the night before and write a crappy paper at three in the morning <- has actually finished the book and moved on to jstor. why would i pay all this money to study something i don't care about? i'm a liberal arts major, retard! if i wanted a job cert i would've gone to UMD! and I knew this was correct, socially, but it never made sense to me, until i became more familiar with the anthropological literature and realized that the human baseline is one where every hunter is required to present as 90% as good as the median hunter on pain of death. i think it's rare and sort of anti-human, against the grain of human nature, to have the kind of environment where people feel it's possible to try to be good at things, and to care more about becoming better than about pretending they're not














