a cult of sadness

i'm old and i don't know what i'm doing

[euphorictruths]

Ponder, Loci- Helvetica Blanc; 2021

[commodore64]

[fairycosmos]

OMG you people can do some things and struggle with others like all human beings who've ever lived

[tothechaos]

[suddenly very embarrassed about walking on my knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting] [realizing i know nothing about the soft animal of my body] um . does anyone know how to live a life not spent on their knees. asking for a friend.

[evilvillain123456789]

you are an irreparably damaged individual and no one will ever feel safe around you. do not speak to me. if you ever tag another of my posts with a white boy from a prestige TV drama i will call the police.

[fluoresensitives]

(smoking a cigarette) the average american is afraid of what is new and what is foreign, and especially of what is adult. they are trapped forever in daycares of their own design, reading books and watching shows made for children. And while there are interesting things made for children, by and large, they tend to stick to inoffensive, intensely juvenile things that won't challenge them much. And worst of all, if you suggest to your Average American that they should try to step outside of their narrow box, especially if they're trying to become artists, animators, film makers, novelists, etc, everyone acts as if you've just bombed the daycare. Wow.

[sadcult]

I swear this isn't just ressentiment but it is crazy how "mutual aid" (tumblr donation posts) is largely just a popularity contest. If you are not well liked enough for people to share or contribute you just don't get to eat or not get evicted or afford your meds or what have you. Fucked up!

[sadcult]

I am trapped at the bottom of a well

[sadcult]

I basically have to kill myself. I am not saying it was intentional but I have been forced into a situation where there are no circumstances where I can leave without rendering my life basically entirely unlivable and much worse than it is now, and it is pretty unbearable currently, except as a dead body. So I absolutely must become that dead body.

[offshoreoilrig]

whispering "do it scared" to myself before taking a deep breath and entering the bank to commit my first armed robbery

[sadcult]

Whenever I see a photo of myself that someone else took it always clicks for a moment in my head, "Ohhh, that's why people are always weird and mean to me, because I look like that."

[knifefightscene]

Anyone can be discarded by society

[knifefightscene]

People get made fun of for being scared of aging but it comes from the very real fear of being discarded by society that’s why i always say the goal is not to never become old or disabled the future comes for us all the goal is better social policy

[sadcult]

I think I might need to be euthanized, actually. I don't think I am compatible with life.

[miamaimania]

Yohji Yamamoto SS09 ⊘ “DON’T DO THAT” graphic jacket

[oneterabyteofkilobyteage]

original url http://www.geocities.com/CapeCanaveral/Runway/6377/

archived on 2009-04-27 18:33:56

[mortalityplays]

oh yes

[ducissatenebrarum]

Hieronymus Bosch

[pathologising]

ever since I was 5 years old I've wanted to be found dead lying face down in a creek