Selena

My name is Selena. This is my VGS/WLS blog. HW:248.9 CW:140 GW:135 Surgery date: 7/20/15

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Life update

I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted. I’m doing ok, but I’m still struggling with binge eating. I go between starving myself (unintentionally) to binge eating.

I know my weight is under control but it is a daily struggle. It hasn’t been easy but I’ve been doing my best.

I’ve also been struggling with major depression & anxiety since getting dismissed from nursing school. It’s been a year(last spring). I’m gonna try to go back to school in the spring though. I’ve also had a lot of personal/family problems lately that have hugely contributed to my anxiety.

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Had my 3 year surgery appointment last week. I weighed in at 140lbs. My goal weight has been 135, but my surgeon said don’t worry about it. So...I guess... I did it?! *i do fluctuate between 135-143 just depending but I do tend to stay in the low 140’s*

I’ve lost 108 fucking lbs

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Update

Here's a little update for those of y'all interested!

Weight: 150-155lbs

Starting weight: 248.9lbs

That's ALMOST 100lbs down!

My eating is not so great. I don't really stick to what the bariatric diet anymore but I'm still losing weight. I really stick to not overeating and in fact have some appetite issues. But still happy and healthy :)

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Does anyone have any suggestions on how to deal with ice pick headaches?

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💜💕🔮💕💜

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Guys, I look so little! SW:248.9 CW: 168 -80lbs

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Officially lost 80lbs y'all!! Down from 248.8lbs

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I’ve been gone for too long y'all. I’ve had the hardest time dealing with my anxiety. It’s gotten so bad that I honestly feel like I’m having heart palpitations, and my stomach just goes into knots over the smallest things–> like every time I open my apartment door. I get so much anxiety thinking about who’s going to be behind the door(aka my roommates). Or when I wake up in the mornings. My husband is the only thing keeping me sane right now but he works night shift so I hardly see him. I’m so ready for them to leave. Also, I don’t know if I told y'all but I failed my critical care class (ICU and ER) and I’m retaking it this semester. I’m not doing well. If I fail I get kicked out of the program. 4 years will have been completely wasted. On top of that they put me with the worst clinical instructor. She’s not nice and is another huge source of my anxiety. I’m not taking care of myself like I should. Not to mention I’m pretty sure I have a stalker at Walmart.(I’ll make a separate post on that later) On top of that being a POC and a sexual assault victim and finding out the election results. my uncle has a necrotic foot and refuses to listen to any of my medical advise. I’m just sick of all these anxiety sources. One good this is i deleted the Facebook app and messenger. I can’t look anymore.

TL/DR: I’m stressed the fuck out. Christmas, where ya at? 😭😫😞

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Also, I got married y'all. It was nothing big or fancy. But it was perfect.

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I'm back

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Hey guys! I know never post regularly, and I'm so sorry for that! Here's a recent photo! I went on a road trip to Colorado. This is at 7 falls. I loved Colorado and can definitely see myself living here in the future 💚💚💚💚💚 CW: 189 and fluctuating up to 192 I feel great!!!

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I’ve been tagged multiple times to SDS, and I haven’t so here you go 💖.
I’ve been tagged by @chubbybunnyvsg and @bariatricbeast615 I encourage everyone to SDS please! I love seeing all your beautiful and handsome faces :)

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So this has been my life in the past couple of months! 1. Yesterday we went to the Ft. Worth zoo, but we got rained out (boo!) 2. My friend took a cute pic of me at the Sundance square in Ft. Worth. (2 days ago) 3. Picture of my fiancé and me at the Mexican border a couple of weeks ago 4. My childhood friend and my fiancé graduated this semester, my fiancé earned his bachelor of nursing and my friend with her biology degree(she's going on to dentistry school) super proud and not to mention my legs look 😍🔥. 5. my fiancé and I at a museum in chihuahua, chihuahua, MX.

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I’ve been devoting all my time to school. I’m officially done with my psych(nursing) class. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted. I still have to take my women’s and children’s HESI and my medical surgical HESI. And then I’m freeeeeeeeeeeeee. This has definitely been the most challenging semester by far. I’m glad it’s almost over so I can get back on track with my eating/exercise.

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Omg guys! I said yes!!! 😭😍❤️😭😍❤️

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Thank you guys for all the congratulatory comments ❤️ love y'all 😊

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Omg guys! I said yes!!! 😭😍❤️😭😍❤️

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