(paul, alia and chani watching lady jessica leave arrakis for caladan)
after i finished messiah, i felt really haunted by how jessica left paul and chani to basically raise alia... so i decided to amp up the fucked-upness by making it right at the end of the first book: paul and chani are still grieving leto the elder, paul just became emperor and alia is still a toddler. i decided to fuse the fact that yellow is the fremen grieving color with the legend of the huangdi, the yellow emperor, who paul will emulate himself on.
Sidenote: A chunk of these headcanons came from the Devil’s Breath book.
As leader, El Mozo retains a shroud of enigma. Before and after he took the position as leader, he was kept hidden from the world’s eye. He intends to keep it that way. While the US does not know about the Federation’s current leader, he does not need to worry about having a target on his back like his father.
Both he and his father have their different tastes in things. Diego Almagro was a traditionalist. When El Mozo assumed control of the Federation, he changed the soldiers’ attires. As said by Gabriel Rorke in Devil’s Breath, Berets that are with El Mozo are dressed in newer, flashier uniforms. El Mozo seeks change for the Federation’s benefits.
A thing to know about him is that El Mozo is polite in a seemingly-sincere way. In plenty of cases, he actually does mean it. In a way perhaps, it means you are safe. In the cases where he kills and orders the beheading of his own men, he operates with this peculiar coldness. One cog out of the machine, one less soldier to cross the line. Anyone that does so is something more worthless than the dirt at his boot.
You may never know it, but El Mozo knows much more than you assume. Even when you may not realize it - unless your gut warns you - El Mozo is positioned at a distance, watching you as the spectacle.
The person he has the absolute respect for is his father, General Diego Almagro. His father was his role-model growing up, an example of a person to take after. At the helm of the Federation, he seeks to fulfil his father’s vision. Even since the death of his father, vengeance has been the fuel behind the drive.
He is fluent in several languages of the South American continent, like Portuguese.
While he is Diego Almagro II, he is his own person. The Federation eagerly accepts it. Because as Caretaker states to Rorke, El Mozo is the change. They have his commitment, his intellect. His ambitions are sharper now when hate has been brought in. The sight of his enemies’ blood fuels this silent satisfaction.
It was strategic to keep Rorke in the pit and brainwash him to become the perfected weapon against the Ghosts. But what if on the other hand, it was a way to make Rorke suffer for being involved in killing El Mozo’s father. Got this thought when reading @tokillamockingbird427 headcanons.
Notes: This is based on the ask from @ajaxsympathiser.
Warnings: mentions of broken ribs, injuries.
Merrick is quite hard to crack. He is a man who gives his loyalty but he is a seasoned professional, and he doesn’t tolerate anything that can jeopardise it. He is the soldier who will get right up to you and berate you, harshly pulling you back into reality.
When the Federation war broke out onto US soil, it is like work, work, work, work in Merrick’s mind. But he is one of the soldiers at the front. He is needed. If he can’t be there, who else will be? One less man means dire consequences for the side he fights for.
With the exception of the Ghosts, soldiers wonder if Merrick ever has a nice bone in his body. Business first then get to talking for him.
As he moved up ranks, so did his authoritative demeanour. When sergeant in Caracas, he followed Rorke while he had his objections to Rorke's plans. As the captain in the Ghosts, he knows very well that the lives of his comrades rest on his shoulders as much as it does on themselves.
Especially when he was younger, he was quite vocal and expressive. While his rank does make him commanding, his use of force and vocal stances and opinions adds further on to his commanding presence.
He has quite the honed intuition. More than once he has shown his team that his instincts do not lie to him. This is why they jumper right into alert when he speaks up.
When captured, he won’t back down so easily. In fact, maybe never. Alone, as he is crowded by enemies. Fists raining down upon him. Ribs broken from the Federation’s torture. He still will get up and carry on with his team. Even when wounded he’d acknowledge it then march on. He won’t deny the severity of his wounds. But if on the mission, he first needs to get himself and the team out of hostile territory.
As his father and his grandfather served in the military before him, with his family influencing him to join, he holds these men in high regard. Insult them and you have another thing coming your way.
On seeing someone, it takes a great deal of time. The relationship needs to grow and develop. You have to go over the hurdles with Merrick. You have to understand the grim realities he faces.
Merrick accepts help when he needs it, like when Hesh was helping him stand after the Federation soldiers broke his ribs. He would do the same for his comrades. He isn’t a major worry-wart. He knows your strengths and as a soldier, you need to know how to carry yourself. It doesn’t mean you need to be exempt from receiving help.
So I read you Rorke headcanons and can I say how amazing they were??? I never thought I was a Rorke girl but after reading those I have a new crush!
I wanted to request more for him. You write him beautifully! You mentioned he always has the reader tied to a mattress or chair so I was wondering if you’d maybe write some headcanons about him overstimulating her to get information out of her? I think that would be hot as fuck! If not it’s okay though. 👀🔥 Thank you in advance!
Okay. So big disclaimer needed here. But first of all, thank you so much! Genuinely people saying they like my interpretation of a character feels like the best compliment ever fr.
A/N: Now, I have tried multiple times to write this and every time, I'd just think further and further into it and get uncomfortable and then leave it. Every time I get to the actual torture part, I just can't bring myself to write it. I've decided just to throw in the towel.
Here's what it looks like now, It's not at all finished, probably really sloppy and desperately needs a proof read but yea. I've got another post 2015 Rorke soon to be started however.
Thank you for the ask t, I'm not at all offended either. Please remember i've never been much of a writer before and I'm still discovering my own boundaries of what I do and don't feel comfortable writing about as well.
Warnings: Being chained, held hostage, being mocked, non con suggestive, flat out abuse.
They stuck you in a bare, empty, what looks like an old interrogation room. The beige paint peeling walls revealing concrete were stained in a tie dye of black and green. Mold and algae scratching the back of your nose to the pit of your stomach. And it was cold. Too damn cold for the middle of June, surely you were underground with this kind of shithole.
There was a frosted, scratched mirror covering one wall of the room. You could barely see a reflection in it with the dull yellow lightbulb hanging in the middle of the room providing as little assistance as it possibly could.
They’d have you cuffed to a chain hanging from a sketchy hole drilled in the wall. Under you is a gross mattress. I will not give a description of it, it will gross me out and then what. The distance of the chair gave you little to no room to move. You touch the side of the mattress with your feet but standing and further than right next to the wall is out of the picture.
They captured you from Vegas, blindfolded you as you travelled for what felt like a day and a half, only pulling the cloth off once you reached this room.
Since then, you hadn’t seen a single bare face, hadn’t heard a single word that wasn’t in spanish. Soldiers came in and out of the room, dropping off food or water but none had come close to you yet. That was until what you thought was your second day in the shithole.
Two soldiers entered, one holding a tray of scraps and utter junk that you knew wouldn’t stay down for long. By now the soldiers were used to your yelling, you pulling at your chains making a scene. They’d started jokingly yell back “bark for us, bitch” and from what you knew of spanish, you got the jist.
These two soldiers dropped the tray, one pushing it to you with his boot. You ignored it, suddenly kicking the tray back. So they approached you and all hell let loose, your legs kicking and grabbing. One left with his helmet k wicked off, the other with a bite mark on his forearm.
After that stunt, you had crowds of soldiers visiting you, testing your limit like it was a playground game. And then you got the visit from Rorke himself.
“Ain’t you a sight for sore eyes.” He’d whistle as he walked in, two federation soldiers soon after.
He’d pull a chair up to the edge of the mattress, caging you even more. Resting is arms on his knees, enjoying the way he shadowed you from the light
“Where are the ghost’s hiding?” His voice almost gentle, his eyes something cynical.
You did the only thing you could think of, you spat on him. And he chuckled. Then he roared and laughed. He had a smile on his face like he was hoping you would be uncooperative.
You’d start kicking again, falling back on your instincts. His laughter would only get louder. The soldiers that followed him would now try to step in but Rorke would way them off.
“I want a crack at her.”
Now off his chair, he would wrestle you to the ground. Your legs still frantically so much to the point that the chair slid across the room.
He’d ground you by the neck, sitting on your legs until you got tired. It took a good while, a lot longer than anyone would’ve initially thought.
“You got a lot of fight in you, kid, I like that.” He had one palm around your neck, the other clenching your cheeks together, examining your features. “I like that a lot.”
Hello saw your requests are open! How about Keegan HCs or Hesh (or Riley)? Fluff or not your call, thanks
Oh I love Riley........ Wish more people acknowledged a good dog or that animals were more often analysed in media!
Also apologies, I kinda went off into character analysis territory 😭😭 also it is a mishmash of fluff, non fluff, angst and whatever. the post is a long ride, show more at your own risk LMFAO
RILEY
To be fair, I do not have a dog, so it is just my personal experiences with dogs in general and my own observations and what I've read about German Shepherds and military dogs. Perhaps not necessarily fluff, but...
So, Riley is a military dog, which could entail a lot of things. He was trained to respond to threats immediately. So in a civil environment, the big guy over there might be difficult to handle. Might be, but not every dog's the same, right? Judging from the reports about him, he's generally a people dog. Though, I imagine he'd be much more attached to his handlers, so Hesh or Elias (if he lived lol), and maybe Logan, than anyone else.
• Not very cuddly. I know we like to think of dogs as very eager to please humans, but it might be the case that being able to cuddle him is more of a privilege than anything. He enjoys petting and good scratches a lot. Would probably need to know you well enough though.
• He's very loyal. We can see it in various moments in the game. It's not about him [just] executing commands right away, but he is protective. Remember that time when wolves attacked Walker boys? Riley was ready to throw himself at a wolf to protect Logan. He did not hesitate. From that, I sort of imagine that Riley is the type of dog to be attached to his owner. There is no in-between; he's either with you or without you. You couldn't go to bathroom without this guy over there attaching himself to you hip. He would also probably sleep by your side or near your bed to guard you. In terms of the Walkers I can imagine that in field jobs, he could sleep on top of them. He may not be the cuddliest dog, but you can always trust him to be close to you.
• He's highly responsive to stimuli. Can dogs suffer PTSD? I am not certain, but I don't think it would be unlikely. I think we as people might underestimate animals' psychology a lot. They cannot speak in traditional way the way we understand it.
With that said, Riley in a civil environment might be easily triggered by certain sounds - think, from something that resembles explosion to a certain movement that he might recognize as violent intents - and could be set off. Add it to his loyalty; you couldn't play fight with anyone around him, as he'd think someone else was trying to hurt you. That's just how he was trained and taught to be.
At the same time, I suspect he listens... Tell him to shut up and he will... Just mainly if it's the handler telling him to.
• He whines a lot. I don't know if it's something unique to his breed. But I can imagine he whines a lot. Think of the part when Hesh and Logan were in No Man's Land. The part of the country is unstable, small earthquakes might occur, and poor Riley was whining when he felt and heard slightest tremors. Therefore, judging by this, I think he's a whiny guy. While yes, he does know when to be quiet, that's just his way of communicating fear, maybe guilt, maybe happiness... Or sometimes he's just gonna do it for the sake of it.
Also he knows what you feel. If you fear him, he will feel it. If you don't show him indifference, he will react to it.
Look, maybe I'm contradicting myself here. At the same time, my cat for example is scared of the sound of moving plastic bags but could not care less about fireworks. Animals are a little bit weird and complex too.
When he wants something specific (food or to go outside), I do imagine he'd whine or start barking. Again, he knows when to be quiet. He just will make noise sometimes. He's a dog.
• Playtime is a must. Otherwise he'd start being a mess; getting zoomies or feel the need to eat the indigestible. Sometimes he'd just be bothersome. He might bite you, not in aggressive way, but to just remind you of his presence. Play with me right now, give me something to do. It won't be just physical activity, I think he might need something to search for. Basically, he must to be active. Otherwise he'll get loud.
The reports from Wikia about Riley said he "tolerates dogs". Humans are good to play with, but it could be a different story with other dogs. I imagine a lot of side eyes.
I think there's more to that; Riley might be getting spoiled often. Don't know how dog handlers feel about that, but I theorize that you'd rather avoid spoiling the dog too much when you're training it. However, I believe Riley could be food driven and receive shit ton of treats and pets on the side. Maybe he enjoys attention and being praised?
• Lastly, he's loved by EVERYONE, dead on ass! Military dogs, to my knowledge, are like fellow soldiers. I've heard something about them being rank higher than the handlers to avoid mistreatment and abuse. I'm not certain as to how true is that, but the dog is respected overall (you probably wouldn't want to disrespect an animal that is capable of biting your throat off). Can we agree with that? Yes? Good.
Yes, yes, not everyone likes dogs. But I do think this guy has more respect within the army than any Captain, Colonels or General could have.
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HESH
My favourite feminist, veteran of period cramps war (this is an inside joke between me and my friends that I'll make public).
Ok, I'll start with an unnecessary opinion. Do not throw tomatoes at me please 💀
on the serious note, he's such a strange case to me, because if I'm being honest; voice acting wise I couldn't feel the weight of his character at all. 😭 I don't know where the problem lies, whether it's me or just the case of on stage actor being voice actor. I don't know. I love you hated games with wasted potential save me hated games with wasted potential.
Needless to say, I think he is enjoyable as a character personality wise. I see him. I love him, truly. I think he might be someone full of contradictions.
• On Hesh and Logan. He's a great and kind older brother. I cannot subscribe to the idea of him being The Mean Sibling ™️ not even the brother who makes fun of Logan. Yes, yes siblings tease each other. A tiny jab? Maybe. There's also an aspect to the fact that these are grown ass men (not like me and my brother grew out of it quite).
But remember when he let Logan sleep at the beginning of the game? I have an older brother and this dickhead would have thrown something at me. And mind you, the age gap between Logan and Hesh is very small. You'd think conflicts or pranking and teasing each other would be the norm. If I missed something, I don't know. I just don't think Hesh has any mean bone in his body in terms of his brother. In my humblest opinion, Hesh is the kindest older brother I've ever seen in my entire life.
Grass is green; his family is everything to him. Would he put it above duty? Perhaps!
Logan appreciates his older brother. If Logan follows his footsteps, I just know he's a person who's very inspiring to him, and I believe with the way they're so close (especially close considering that they only have each other). Perhaps Logan cannot imagine life without his brother and vice versa; it might have been rare for them to be quite separate.
First Hesh lost his mother. Then it was his father and shortly after that his brother! Losing parents is traumatic enough, but I believe that losing Logan especially might be more impactful. From what I recall, their mother passed away very early into their lives. It was just them and their father. Considering that their father was a soldier, I can imagine that they spent a lot of time together since forever. They function separately of course, but his brother being kidnapped might be like losing an essential part of him to Hesh.
• He's a lover boy. He's sensitive, and emotions alongside empathy are his key. This might be tricky. Not in a conventional way maybe, but I think he feels emotions deeply. Yes, he can maintain his cool when needed. What I mean is, there are spheres people feel more sensitive about and less sensitive about, I don't think it's something that will be the same in every aspect of life. When we see him on the field he's level-headed for sure, but consider the idea that it might be his "second nature". He's done hunting and all that military shit most of his life. It's like when you learn a skill and you can turn your brain off.
With that in mind, I think he feels deeply. Calm? Yes. But he certainly will not last too long if he were to pretend to be a stoic. When he's sad? He's sad. When he's angry? He's angry. Happy? Happy, happy, happy! Not hiding it.
Think of the moment when the Ghosts saved him and Logan. This man was ready to jump the group of soldiers he learnt were the elite out of fear for his father's life. Reasonable reaction, yes, but the man's not so stoic when it comes to family. He can switch to duty mode most of the times, but I do believe he's capable of putting loved ones above it. Shifting tides of war was his focus certainly, but he went after Rorke with Logan out of his own volition, ignoring the command from Merrick. Also back to the point about Ghosts, he was essentially being disrespectful to those higher in rank, I believe. Soldier boy but definitely not a boot licker.
I think he'd be the same with friends or lovers. I cannot see him as holding back too much. If he loves, he loves! Not to get Freudian here, but I assume it's also what he learnt from his father (his father is also exceptionally soft in my opinion lol I mean, he's not your typical officer Thundercock). Man's still mentioning their mom way long after she's gone. Feminism 101, deadass!
I also assume he's someone attentive to others and their own emotional shifts. Someone quick to help and comfort others. He could easily get into a caretaking or protective role. Put him in an apron, he'd cook for you. My beautiful empathetic princess with dandruff (with the way he scratches his head so often in that damn beanie). Soft dom 5 kms away from your location.
• He loves Riley. Grass is green statement probably, though remember, that it's military. If I remember correctly, K9s go through various handlers before retirement. It is a game mechanic for sure, but I remember how much Hesh was yelling at Logan to pick up Riley in that one mission. I like to think that he's very attached to this damn dog...... Example: in the last scene where Riley appears in the game, Merrick assured Hesh that "he will be safe". He certainly wants to know that his furball is safe! When the dog's stressed, he's quick to try and soothe him. He would definitely adopt Riley after Riley retires. He always has to pet him one way or another.
• "He was a skater boy" ~ Princess Avril Lavigne. No trust me. I am not native English speaker. I was wondering what the hell is "Hesh" supposed to mean. Urban dictionary had this to say about the meaning itself in slang. Don't know if it was intentional or the devs just said "lol wouldn't it be funny if we named him COOL MR COOL GUY" but.......
I am convinced some of people here who wrote fanfiction about him also refer to that. 👀 Would the rebel part be far off??? Maybe it's an exaggeration, but I don't think Hesh perfectly follows duty. Yeah the point was about skaters. Because people can have more than one hobby.
(What I also found interesting is that there was art in Walker's home. But don't know how much of it is them liking art and being artistic and them just buying art to fill the space on the walls.)
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KEEGAN
I dreaded him a little. I know he's fandom's favourite, though I genuinely pay very little attention to him. I'm gonna be genuine sweeties, I see him more as an unc 🥀🥀... I mean come on "KID"...... He's too much on the sidelines to make me ponder his significance...
... Unless? 👀
Sweeties, I'm never too cool for investigation!!
• Sidelines does not mean unimportant. That's how spies in movies or games get Intel. Gossip divas (gender neutral), this is the man you'd want to hang out with over coffee. Grass is green and shit is brown; this man is observant, and remembers too many details. His animal would be an elephant, because elephants never forget. You know when you do something embarrassing? Someone might comfort you saying that, "no one will remember anyway". Not Keegan. If you were in school with this motherpussyflapper, he remembers to this day and will until his last breath.
There's good side to this; nothing brings people together than gossip. Gossip is way too villanized in society, but it is a way of exchanging information about, for instance, dangerous people (insert how women historically exchanged ideas together). A warning alright (well, unless you spread lies but that's a different thing, it's called being a loser and uninformed. that's why you cannot write an essay in uni without citing sources and evoking examples).
EKHEM. He will never disappoint with entertaining you about bizarrest stories of other people, I think, and sometimes that's what you need from a friend or a husband. Whether he says it with intention of giving the tea or not.
"But Keegan is quiet and lalalala", think of all the tea the Ghosts were discussing because Keegan learnt about something. A tea that'll get the hang out going for HOURS! Keegan? More like TEAgan. Quiet does not mean a thing sweetie.
That does entail being observant too in other areas. He's a sniper, do you know what snipers do? Scouting. This man has to analyse everything, down to how the wind blows.
• With that said, he's a great listener. You'd come home from a rough day and wanna talk shit about someone, expect this reliable Mr. Sideline to work in SILENCE because he did not need to ask you if you want coffee or tea. He will make it alright, and he will be ready to discuss anything with you. Well, if he lets you into his heart and life of course.
And hey, you can have a good cry. I believe he's the type of man with whom it would be cathartic to vent to. He doesn't have to say much, but somehow his presence just seems to be a safe haven.
• Gets shit done. Obvious? Obvious. But you needn't ask twice for him to do something. Hell, to bring back my previous points, maybe you won't even have to ask him to do anything. He would be a wonderful roommate, because think of all the chores you won't have to argue about. If anything, you better not be flaky. He might have low tolerance for that.
I think he is the cleanest mf on earth too. Think of him as a sniper, which requires that he does not leave any trace of his being. Don't know what about hygiene tho
• Patience of a saint or a very large sad dog. He may have low tolerance for incompetence, but I do believe that at the same time he must have shit ton of patience. Doesn't mean he won't dislike someone (what'd the poor Logan and Hesh do damn). But anyway, that's what also being a sniper requires. He knows he has to get uncomfortable in order to succeed, sometimes at the cost of his health. Being cold is not foreign to him. Walking miles in heaviest gear possible? That's Tuesday alright. And worst of all, he has to be bored. But perhaps he doesn't care either.
But think of it that way; you can annoy him as much as you want. He can be a little bit of a hater (WHAT DID LOGAN DO TO HIM, and I mean beginning Logan), but sweetie, poke the bear too many times, he won't care. But I suppose you wouldn't want to try that with him. He's scary. Unless you're close to him, maybe he'll forgive you. Maybe. I don't know.
And also think of it that way alright. Look, my whole tirade can be full of contradictions but sometimes that's how humans work. If he loves someone I just know they wouldn't have to worry about talking to him when it comes to problems. He may be intimidating, but I do believe he's the type of man, who takes everything you say into account. (COMMUNICATION💜)
In terms of partnership, I don't think he'd be the type of man to just suspect you wish to do him wrong when you vent. (bare minimum) He is capable of taking constructive criticism.
((((Maybe he just hates Nepo babies........ are Logan and Hesh considered Nepo babies if they're the son of the big boss, Elias LOL))))
• Strangely enough? I don't think he minds physical contact. I don't know why exactly, but maybe it would be nice to not make not-very-social characters seem like completely devoid of emotions and in need of being rescued by love. I believe he's the man to surprise his closest ones with how much he's able to show through actions. He's a loyal motherfucker, remembers small details about his loved ones, and is very keen on doing the tiniest things. Maybe not big gestures, though I don't think he'd mind that either. I don't think he'll ever be 'too cool' for that. That is, if he allows someone in.
But I can see him give out hugs or even small kisses. Mwah.
I may not be too good about Keegan, I'm sorry Keegan, but after this small analysis I did in my brain, maybe I should start paying more attention to you. I love you quiet characters.
Being sick but wanting ice cream so you try to sneak out in the middle of the night to buy some like a disheveled gremlin all stuffy and sweaty, feverish in nothing but your pajamas and bathrobe, but just as you're about to leave, the light turns on and a pair of arms wrap around your waist to drag you back in bed for rest.
"Ach?! What the-?"
"Thought you could sneak away, huh?" Your man grumbles, unyielding as he (gently) manhandles you along, shooting you a mean stink eye for your attempted misadventure. "I'm special forces; where did y'think you were goin', sweetheart?"
You feel yourself start to sweat and not from the fever. "No-nowhere, darling, I was just-"
"Using pet names won't butter me up." He tightens his hold when you get squirmy. "Stop that. You need rest, y'muppet."
You blame it on your fever-addled brain, but you try to bargain with him. Promise to be good if he lets you go. Tell him how happy it'd make you if he granted this one wish. A lot of woe, is me peppered in your plea. As it turns out, he's got an iron will, and you need to work on your persuasive skills. Not surprising, but still.
"I want ice cream!" You half-heartedly thrash in his arms, making him click his tongue, adjusting his grip as to not hurt you.
"Fuckin'- stop that!"
"No, lemme go!"
Your feverish resistance is no match for his strength. All you pull from him is a frustrated grunt, annoyed with your antics.
"You're sick. Where you need to go is our bed." He leans in close to your ear, lowering his voice to a growl. "Or do I need to tie you down?"
The threat has the desired effect and makes you go limp in his arms, if a little pouty. You know he would do it. He's done it before, and he'll do it again. He's a man of his word, and (majority of the time) you know when to listen.
He successfully wrangles you back in bed, getting you to lie back down in warm sheets with little complaint. No rope is necessary, but he wraps you up in his arms just in case. A tried and true form of pinning you down. You never thought he'd use this method against you while you were incapacitated, but you're a wily one, even when you're sick. He'll make sure you can't escape.
You may have failed your little mission, but it's not too terrible of a loss. Not when it led you to being cuddled in his arms.
You still wish you got your ice cream, though. It's been forever since you had some. Too bad you'll only get to painfully, dramatically, yearn for your lost love now.
There's a deep chuckle puffing against your ear, and then you're being hugged tighter to your captor.
"I know that look. Don't pout. I'll get you your ice cream. Just get better for me first. Alright, mischief?"
⤷ gender neutral, ambiguous race, and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!
a/n: reader is a civilian
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ESTP
Gryffindor
Chaotic Good / Chaotic Neutral
Pisces Sun, Aries Moon, Sagittarius Rising
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・He is the complete embodiment of 'gruff, rugged, protective, knows what to do at all times.'
・Yes to others he comes off as ... intimidating, dominating, and even a tad controlling. But that's not how you see him. Not anymore. He's different with you.
・And that's because he's yours and you are his.
・So, since capturing his heart. The game as been over.
・There is no one else for either of you.
・And you see a very different person than the public.
・Because this man is your husband. You know he would do absolutely anything for you.
・For a long time, he thought he wasn't worthy of softness. Of a life of peace.
・The things that he's done keep him awake at night, struggling to see himself as anything other than a monster.
・But you're there. And it's as if you are his tether to the light. The warmth. To living.
・You never have to drive yourself anywhere; John MacTavish does it for you.
・He also opens every door for you, keeps a hand on your back when walking through crowds and always puts himself in front of you if there's danger.
・You are so protected. John would never let anything happen to you. And if something did, then he would rage.
・He isn't great with expressing his feelings, but he does things to prove how much he cares:
・Fixing things around the house (even if it's just 'squeaky' he is on that shit)
・You want renovations done? Then baby he's on it
・He also remembers everything you love. Whether it be a tv show, movie or piece of jewellery. That man would buy anything for you.
・Captain MacTavish is a very commanding, confident, and action-oriented man. That doesn't stop around you; you're just able to tell him when enough is enough...
"John, honey, sit down and have some tea. You're doing my head in love."
・The banter between you two is caused because you - sometimes - like being told what to do, while John is so used to barking orders and having them done.
・But it is John who does the laundry (apparently you don't fold the clothes the right way.)
・He's an alright cook; food that fills your belly. That's all that matters when he's on deployment. So it's just what he's used to.
・Loves when you frame photos of the two of you. He always straightens them when he walks by
・Quite affectionate when he wants to be. And he wants to be while he's at home, alone with you.
・Forehead kisses, running his hands through your hair, kisses your knuckles and moving you into his lap
"Yer mine, alrigh'. Fuckin' mine.'
𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔
“Shut Up” x “Make Me”
Cheerful Optimist (honestly, anyone looks cheerful compared to him x Grumpy Asshole (Soap, through and through)
"Being With You Makes Me Better"
𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆
Healing and Rebuilding Together
Constant Banter
Sun x Moon
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈
Let The Light in by Lana Del Rey
Shrike by Hozier
Sex On Fire by Kings of Leon
𝑁𝑆𝐹𝑊 🔞
・Sex with John, is ... overwhelming, claiming and yet, still reverent. John both feels and shows deep and sincere respect for you, your body, your feels and wants/needs.
・Doesn't want you to ever feel like you can't come to him with ... new ideas or how you want to be handled.
・Loves spending time worshipping your body. Licking every part of you, from your feet to your neck.
・Whispering one word over and over again, "mine, mine, mine."
・MacTavish becomes ... feral.
・Holding you down and playing with you; not even needing to be inside you to bring a climax.
・He's obsessed with your chest. Your nipples and how they're so sensitive. A pinch, a bite, a suck; and you unravel before him. Whining and wiggling.
・And by gods, does he love hearing you beg.
"Please, please Captain! I need you. I - I need your cock."
・When he feels pleasure, the noises he makes are fucking filthy.
・Deep groans, growls, low grunts. And the first time you moaned his name? He growled so deep it made your legs weak.
・His favourite positions are: the mating press, doggy and cowgirl/cowboy.
・And his favourite place to cum is inside you. Filling your body with his essence, cumming over and over again until he can see it seep out of you.
・That's what he like to see.
・Feels a pang of pride everytime your legs are too sore after sex
・Has to smack your ass at least once every day
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