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BIG DISCLAIMER: i was 9 when 9/11 happened, so this might be more about my own crystalizing tastes than anything else. i think itās a pretty darn good theory tho and other people have validated it.
BIGGER DISCLAIMER: i am not saying that country music prior to 9/11 was free from nationalist, racist, misogynist undertones - i just think that these themes became more the norm!
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with very few exceptions, including goodbye earl, before he cheats, and daddy Iessons (side note - all women!) 9/11 ruined country music. around 2014 onward weāve got margo price, sturgill simpson, jason isbell etc., who are making country music great again (wink), but those folks are mostly considered āalternativeā country. the mainstream country music for well over a decade now is a glut of trash performative patriotic / working-class-but-not-really lab-crafted budweiser-sponsored nonsense that has managed to sound rebellious (or has convinced its fans that it sounds rebellious) without ever actually questioning any power structure. so much so that artists who ACTUALLY criticized the government were literally blacklisted for nearly a decade (the dixie chicks)
pre-9/11 country music, though not perfect or ideologically pure by any stretch, did not have the raging american flag painted truck boner that comes to mind for a lot of people who say āi like everything except rap and countryā
SPECIFICALLY, toby keithās ācourtesy of the red, white, and blue (the angry american)ā (2002) literally destroyed country music. it was a direct answer to the 9/11 attacks and war song in support of the invasion of afghanistan. the lyrics read like a disjointed feverish email chain letter forwarded from your great uncle sprinkled with glittering american flag gifs and heavily saturated pictures of bald eagles. the entire song is lifted from an estimated 248 peeling bumper stickers collected from rusted trucks on cinder blocks in overgrown yards, cut up and arranged to fit a catchy, formulaic tune that is almost certainly the background music playing in george w. bushās head at all times.
āweāll put a boot in your ass, itās the american way and uncle sam put your name at the top of his list and the statue of liberty started shakinā her fist and the eagle will fly, and itās gonna be hell, when you hear mother freedom start a'ringinā her bellā
country music and the new country musicians that toby keith paved the way for became so pro establishment and so unquestioningly nationalistic that, again, the dixie chicks who went against this grain were blacklisted by the industry and received death threats from country music fans. hell, there are folks who STILL froth at the mouth at the mere mention of the dixie chicks.
9/11 killed outlaw country - how can you sing the praises of law breakers when your main circuit consists of singing to troops? there are some great classic country songs critiquing the police state - especially from johnny cash and merle haggard - now country music artists hold fundraisers for FOPs. new country music is basically in-law country music.
you donāt have to write a pro-bush patriotic anthem to be part of this post-9/11 ruination. playing meaningless songs about living in the heart of (read: white) america, eschewing the city (read: not white), and cracking open a cold one with the boys for āauthenticā country music is also important to the war effort.
thereās a progression of themes here:
post 9/11 top tier: war anthem, vocally patriotic, directly used as pro war propaganda; which paved the way for: āthings used to be so much betterā thinly veiled racist laments, good for campaign ads; which paved the way for meaningless party anthems - attempts to make things ālike they used to beā and craft a reality that neither the artist nor listener likely ever experience.
that brings us to what most people think of today when they say they hate country music: the country party anthem - ātiny hot gal in tight jean shorts who can drink beer like the guys, she doesnāt like beyoncĆ© Like Other Girls, oh sheās so into me and my truck, iām gonna take her fishing after i finish sowing my corn - sung by a guy whoās never touched a tractorā - has overtaken the tragic, done me wrong, despairing country ballads of tammy wynette, george jones, and even up into pre-9/11 contemporaries like reba mcentire and george strait. you didnāt necessarily have to be country to relate to their pain. now you have to perform suburban redneckness to enjoy luke bryan.
when was the last time you heard a sad country song?
after 9/11, cowboys (whether or not they had ever been near a cow) werenāt allowed to be sad anymore (no more done me wrong country), and they certainly werenāt allowed to question authority (no more outlaw country). partying hardy became the most important American Thing and if you donāt sing about that, our Enemies Will Win.
so - understanding that country music has always had bad stuff, and that like any genre it suffers from commercialization, 9/11 DESTROYED COUNTRY MUSIC. and toby keith gleefully helped destroy it.
for some further evidence of the decline of country music, please listen to the dixie chicksā ālong time goneā which is an indictment of the industry (i believe it was written before 9/11 but my point still stands - the genre was on the decline and 9/11 was the major cultural event that hastened the decline).
maybe i am a curmudgeon - almost every generation of country music has had its own ācountry music is not what it used to beā anthem, but i really think something distinct happened with 9/11.
Can confirm. Alan Jackson and Toby Keith, the blacklisting of Dixie Chicks, literally the only singer I can think of that ever spoke out against anything from 2001-2010 was Johnny Cash. Iād also say that the uber-patriotic stance lead to the shiny, vapid County BoyĀ® nonsense that lead to so many of the solo artists all sounding and looking the same.
Johnny cash wrote an entire album about the destruction of Indigenous lands and of Indigenous people, Kris Kristofferson has been an activist most of his career working closely with the UFM, Woody Guthrie was a social justice advocate and union activist, Dolly Parton has tackled explicitly feminist issues even in the 60s and has been an avid supporter of her lgbt fans, Willie Nelson made Farm Aid to try and help farmers in danger of losing their farms due to mortgages keep them and is also an avid supporter of LGBT rights as well as marijuana legalization, Lorettea Lynn wrote about birth control in the 70s and had her song banned, i could go on!
When in the correct hands, country music is a powerful medium, but post 9/11 itās been handed off to apathetic white men who have turned it into the most useless genre of music out there.
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Iām a doctor. We get all the glory. And credit. And guess what? We only deserve part of it. I started out in medicine in the mid-80ā²s, volunteering at an ER. And the biggest shock to me was learning how much of what happens in a hospital is nurse territory. Doctors will see you anywhere from 5 to 30 minutes a day, depending on how sick you are. And the rest is the nurses. Theyāre the ones making sure you get your pills and checking that your vital signs arenāt dropping. They make sure you donāt fall down and break something. If you start vomiting, doctors will run out of the room and the nurses will rush in. They change your wound dressings and start your IV line. Theyāll bring you a warm blanket. And clean disgusting things off you. Even if youāre drunk. Or delirious. Or mean. And through all of this they try be friendly and positive. Even though you arenāt their only sick patient. I respect nurses. I learned early on that theyāre key to being a good doctor. You piss off the nursing staff, and youāll have a miserable career at that hospital. Respect and treat them well, and youāll never regret it. Theyāre as important to being a good doctor as your medical degree. Maybe more. If you come out of medical school with a chip on your shoulder against nurses, you better lose it fast. Because they will make or break your training, and often know more than you do. Be nice and theyāll teach you. A good neurology nurse is often a better inpatient neurologist than some doctors Iāve met. I remember a guy named Steve, who was an intern with me a long time ago. We were only a few months out of medical school, and as we were writing chart notes one morning a nurse came over and asked if heād go listen to his patientās heart. With icy contempt, and not even looking up from the chart, he said āI donāt have to listen to his heart, because I looked at his EKG.ā They aināt the same thing, dude. If heād listened he might have noticed that the patient had developed a loud murmur in the last 24 hours. When the attending caught it a few hours later, Steve got chewed out. If heād taken the nurseās advice, and listened, he wouldnāt have gotten reprimanded by the residency board. Hereās a quote from āKill as Few Patients as Possibleā by Oscar London, MD: āWorking with a good nurse is one of the great joys of being a doctor. I cannot understand physicians who adopt an adversarial relationship with nurses. They are depriving themselves of an education in hospital wisdom.ā Those doctors are also depriving themselves of friends. On a difficult day on call, sometimes all it takes is a sympathetic nurse to temporarily add you to her patient list, steal you a Diet Coke from the fridge, and let you cry on her shoulder for 5 minutes. It doesnāt make the day any less busy, but helps you absorb the punishment better. What got me started on this? While I was rounding this weekend, a grateful patientās family brought the ICU nurses a box of donuts, and so the staff was picking through them. One said, āOh, this kind is my favorite, it has cream filling.ā And a patient in one of the rooms yelled, āHey, babe, I got my own kind of cream-filled dessert in here! Come have a taste!ā You say that to a waitress, and youād likely get your kicked out of the restaurant. You say that to a co-worker, and youād be fired and/or sued for harassment. You say that to a lady in a bar, and youāll likely get a black eye. And what did the nurse do? In spite of the patient said, she went in his room, turned off his beeping IV pump, and calmly told him that he would not talk to her that way. And I admire that. Nursing is a damn tough job. And the people who do it are tougher. And somehow still remain saints.
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Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You canāt cry it away, or eat it away, or starve it away, or punch it away, or even therapy it away. Itās just there and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it, and love it, and move on and be better for it ⦠across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal.
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Your heart will fix itself. Itās your mind you need to worry about. Your mind where you locked the memories, your mind where you have kept pieces of the ones that hurt you, that still cut through you like shards of glass. Your mind will keep you up at night, make you cry, destroy you over and over again. You need to convince your mind that it has to let goā¦because your heart already knows how to heal.
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The women whom I love and admire for their strength and grace did not get that way because their shit worked out. They got that way because shit went wrong, and they handled it. They handled it a thousand different ways on a thousand different days, but they handled it. Those women are my superheroes.
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Reblogging myself because⦠what was that? Five minutes?
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ā¦ā¦ā¦my friend has made me curious
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Update: after I reblogged this someone messaged me offering me tickets to the sold out Hausu screening with a Q&A and autograph session with the director
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I lost myself trying to please everyone else. Now Iām losing everyone while Iām finding myself.
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Another victim of the Void.
I love her facial expression right before she slips through lol. she just pauses and is likeĀ āwelp, here I go, goodbye worldā
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