A deadly fate? A LOUSY THING LIKE THAT DOESN'T EXIST.

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A deadly fate? A LOUSY THING LIKE THAT DOESN'T EXIST.
Regret - TS pt.4
Warnings: language! alcohol! grieving and a funeral
A/N: idk how long this series will be but probably only like 3 more chapters?? maybe
it’s been a while haha so here you go… still have to edit but it’s something? for now lol
Word Count:
part 1! part 2! part 3!
- the train ride to birmingham is a blur
- maggie packed your bag and seemingly carted you off to the london station, explaining the circumstances to alfie, not that you truly noticed
- you really hadn’t wondered why you would be going alone, but with maggie’s age, the train ride would be too difficult
- polly frets over the sight of you at the station, her embrace firm, her condolences soft
- you almost forgot you were here for a funeral
- the journey back to watery lane was hazy, your mind not fully present
- it isn’t till arthur gathers you into his arms upon entering the family home that you break down
- his hold is so familiar, and so firm
- despite his outward disposition, arthur was just so sensitive, and truly gave the best hugs one had to offer
- you had missed him deeply, as he especially had taken on the role of protector, no matter how many times it truly was him needing the protecting
- tears that had been building since leaving john on the phone finally sprung, your sobs muffled through the sleeve of his suit jacket
- he gently leads you to sit down in a chair at the kitchen table, but your grasp on him is so firm, and the timid shakes of your head have him leading you towards the couch, where the two of you can sit together
- after sitting, you hesitantly release your grip, attempting to wipe away the ceaseless tears cascading down your face
- no words are shared, but no words are needed
- arthur, being the eldest, was closest in age to your eldest brothers, having spent so much of their own adolescence trying to figure out how to deal with young siblings
- john and tom, while yes, they were protective, were a little less likely to be the ones to help you get up after a fall, telling you everything’s alright, but more likely to have been the ones to have pushed you and teased you while you’re down
- the rest of the family was close by, and as your tears subsided into small sniffles, they came through individually, as to not overwhelm you
- arthur slowly got up to leave, and ada came in
- finn couldn’t help himself though, and ran in with her
- finn immediately burrows himself into your side, as if you might disappear if he lets go
- you let out a small chuckle at that, but rub his back softly to quell his worries, despite your own grief and tears
- ada grabs your hand so tenderly, her supportive words not quite reaching you, but you nod back in appreciation anyways
- she asks about london, and you share a little, not quite ready to start talking about alfie and cyril and the days in the bakery
- when it’s time for john to come in, ada stands and pulls you into a hug as best as she could, finn still clinging to you
- you gently get him to release his grip, and the two of them go to the kitchen
- after the war, you had been the one to help john with his life without martha
- together you had gone through grieving, she, like ada, had practically been your sister
- so you took up lots of the things that needed taken care of with the shelby’s brood, making sure the children went to school, ate enough, felt cared for
- lots of nights, after the kids had gone up, john would just cry into your shoulder as you had to keep your own tears at bay, reassuring him despite not knowing what to do yourself
- as he approached you, the tears seemed to fall just a bit faster, and he pulled you firmly into his arms
- the two of you stood in the middle of the living room, your tears wetting his jacket, not that he cared
- his words were familiar, the position familiar, probably because they were ones you had shared with him
- “chin up, alright love? i’m glad you’re here, just take your time.”
- having to have told you about their passing on the phone truly was difficult for john
- though he wasn’t as close with your two older brothers, he still felt the loss, and that need to fill in and protect you, more so now
- he and all the shelby’s would fiercely protect you, always.
- your aunt maggie was truly older, and your family was now gone
- as john left to the kitchen he was angry
- upset with the circumstances you now face, and upset with how you had left for london because of tommy
- he stormed out to the garrison, finding arthur there, the two of them trying to drown their sorrow and sympathy in a tall bottle of whiskey
- tommy was last
- the room, already heavy with grief, grew even more tense as he approached you
- you were still standing, but upon seeing him, you practically threw yourself into his arms, clutching his waist
- he’s shocked, not anticipating such actions, but as his surprise subsides, he puts his arms around you just as firmly
- the embrace feels so natural and so safe
- he leads you back to the couch, holding you still
- eventually you lift your head and meet his eyes
- and suddenly it’s too much as sobs slip their way through your lips, your body starting to shake
- he grabs you back into his pull, trying to provide comfort with a hand running down your back, telling you to breathe, that it’ll be alright
- the exhaustion of having dealt with such overwhelming emotion all day eventually leads you to slip into a heavy sleep, in tom’s arms
- “i’m sorry for everything love, truly,” he whispered, his thumb gently stroking your spine comfortingly
- he placed a kiss to your hairline, then made to get up, to let you sleep in peace
- he felt like he was intruding, like he wasn’t meant to see you in such a vulnerable state
- as he released you from his hold, you grumbled a bit, but as he drapes a throw over you, you settle
- he admires you as you sleep, envious of your peace, before reminding himself that you also rarely got full nights of rest- you also had the nightmares that he couldn’t seem to shake away
- after a bit he realized he should go, and goes to the garrison to sit with his brothers
- you sleep on the couch, no one feeling brave enough to disrupt your peace
- you’re woken up the next morning by polly, a cuppa already waiting
- you get dressed with ada, then head to the church
- the funeral is nice
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bold of me to constantly use the phrase “no worries!” when I am, in fact, constantly full of many worries
Move On V (Modern!Ivar/Reader)
A/N: Hello! So here it is part 5 of Move On!☺️ a bit long, chaotic, boring, weird… idk, I was a bit angry at myself while writing this, but I hope you like it. Don’t hate me after reading this, there’s no Ivar on this chapter but next one will be intense, I promise. Also sorry because this is way too long, I deleted a entire scene but it’s still long af. Anyway, enjoy!💕 And thanks for reading🥰
Warnings: mentions of alcohol (like a lot), mentions of sex, anxiety, sickness (linked to the previously mentioned alcohol), cheating, the reader is not in a good place, a bit of Hvitserk/Reader and Alfred/Reader. And I think that’s all.
Words: 5314 (gods I’m really sorry)
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Move On V (Modern!Ivar/Reader)
A/N: Hello! So here it is part 5 of Move On!☺️ a bit long, chaotic, boring, weird… idk, I was a bit angry at myself while writing this, but I hope you like it. Don’t hate me after reading this, there’s no Ivar on this chapter but next one will be intense, I promise. Also sorry because this is way too long, I deleted a entire scene but it’s still long af. Anyway, enjoy!💕 And thanks for reading🥰
Warnings: mentions of alcohol (like a lot), mentions of sex, anxiety, sickness (linked to the previously mentioned alcohol), cheating, the reader is not in a good place, a bit of Hvitserk/Reader and Alfred/Reader. And I think that’s all.
Words: 5314 (gods I’m really sorry)
Move On Masterlist
gif belongs to @therealcalicali (I chose it because it kind of fits this chapter… you’ll see👀)
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sooooooooooo good!!! AAAAAAAAAAA
Brooklyn Bishops - Benny Watts/The Queen’s Gambit
AN - Sorry this took so long! Let me know if you guys want me to continue, I like how this turned out. This is somewhat a mini series.
Summary - You’re supposed to be getting on a plane to go back home. After a late night running into Benny Watts, you remember exactly how he made you feel at eighteen.
Pairing(s) - Benny Watts x Fem!Reader
Warnings - Strong Language
Word Count - 1.1k
Part One Part Two
The light shined almost blindingly through the sheerness of the hotel curtains. They were drawn together tightly, yet hardly dimming the bright Nevada sunlight. It had to have been seven or so in the morning, a quick glance at the clock on your bedside table reading eight thirty-seven.
“Shit,” you murmured. You wanted to be up early to get all of your things in order and make it to the airport on time.
Everything that came after getting up was a blur. You slipped into a light blue swing skirt and messily buttoned up the white blouse that you’d barely bothered to iron, tucking it in hastily. You’d hoped to get downstairs for breakfast, having missed the call from room service.
Leaving your things in your room, shoving mostly all of your clothes into random suitcases that sat atop the terribly made bed. You shut the hotel door behind you, flattening your hair and coming down the large staircase into the lobby.
“Excuse me,” you heard.
You turned to see a small girl, she was no older than ten or eleven years old. In her right hand was a copy of your latest June issue of Vogue magazine, in her left was a pen.
“Hi, sweetheart,” you greeted her. Truth be told, you’d hoped nobody would seek you out, but you knew what it felt like to be a little girl carrying one of those magazines around.
She held it out to you, hopeful eyes and a nervous smile. You took it, scribbling your signature and glancing back to her.
“What’s your name?”
“Julie,” she said quietly. “I want to be a model like you someday.”
She watched as you made the autograph out to her, studying what felt like your every move. She took it back and you gave her another smile, squeezing her hand when you handed her back the pen.
“Come find me, okay? Maybe you could give me an autograph?” She smiled back at you, nodding her head.
She ran back to her mom, showing off the freshly autographed magazine and waving at you. You waved back at her and turned towards the restaurant beside the bar, if you wanted to get to the airport in time, there wouldn’t be very much time to eat.
Just before you walked in, you noticed the large crowd up the second staircase. Then you realized how quiet it was around, and the two men sitting at the table. Most of all you recognized his stupid fucking hat. Glancing at your watch, nine twenty-two.
Your hand brushed the railing as you walked, the large crowd of reporters and men with cameras were absolutely silent. Benny looked extremely focused, the man across from him, however, looked as if he’d broken a sweat already. You joined the group, standing beside a young man holding a notepad to his chest. You could see Benny over his opponent’s head, you watched his eyes scan the board over and over.
While the man he faced made his next move, Benny looked up from the board and met your eyes. Your face heated up quickly, a flush creeping up across your cheeks. His eyebrows raised, the corners of his mouth almost turning up. You looked away immediately, a few seconds later glancing back to find his eyes once again trained on the board, calculating what his next move was.
A while later and both men were shaking hands, Benny had the advantage a while before check, yet he almost humored the man. The room filled with flashing that you had been much too accustomed to, reporters pushed and shoved to get to Benny. You leaned against the rail that overlooked the lobby, people watching while they bombarded him with interview questions.
You asked yourself why you hadn’t just walked away, why were you waiting up for him? You pinched the bridge of your nose, you felt eighteen once again.
“Y/N?” The color drained from your face when you heard his voice.
“You’re not going to run away this time, are you?” He teased, you turned around slowly.
“I didn’t run.”
“What happened to your flight? Just couldn’t get enough of me, could you?” He approached you slowly, leaning over the same railing, your arms almost touching.
You thought for a moment, looking to your watch. Ten o’clock.
“Fuck,” you sighed. “I didn’t even realize.”
He didn’t say anything, leaning a little farther over. The closeness made you anxious. Every few seconds you would look up at him, taking in a sharp breath and looking away.
“Well, I can have that effect on women.”
“You’re an ass,” he laughed and looked over to you.
What was he thinking, you thought.
“So, what’re you going to do?” He asked, “about your flight, I mean.”
You hadn’t thought that far ahead, what were you going to do? You were supposed to get back to Brooklyn, nobody even knew you’d stopped in Las Vegas. You shrugged, shaking your head.
“You could stay, watch the tournament tomorrow.”
Tomorrow. You remembered that he was going against Beth Harmon tomorrow. It was the reason everyone was here, to watch Benny Watts and Beth Harmon go head to head for the title of U.S. Champion.
“Is that what you want? Another person to watch you lose to Beth Harmon?” He shook his head, looking over at you. He stared for a moment, his expression unreadable almost.
“You were just a kid last time we met, hardly old enough to even sit at the bar,” he laughed.
He was right, you’d met him fresh out of high school. Just a little girl with a big dream. He didn’t look away this time, staring at you tight-lipped.
“Not anymore,” you said, though it came out barely audible.
He turned his body to face you, his hands coming up to the top of your blouse. He glanced up at you and undid the top three buttons, re-buttoning them and fixing your wrinkled collar in one quick motion.
Your breath hitched, his rings brushing the bare skin of your throat. He pulled away and let out a breath much like yours.
“Think about it, Y/N.”
You couldn’t move while you watched him walk away, reaching up to touch where his hands had just been.
Unexpected Places (Pt. 01 of 11)
Pairing: Ivar the Boneless X Reader/Bjorn X Reader
Word count: 2.8 K
Summary: As a princess, you've lived in a golden cage all your life, always a piece on someone else's game. But everything changed when the Norsemen came crushing down on Wessex, like waves in a violent storm. Their king spared your life and decided to take you with him to his kingdom, in what felt more like a rescue than a kidnapping. There, you were not only confronted with a completely different culture and lifestyle, but also with two of his sons. The oldest one has his eyes set on you, but it's the youngest one, Ivar, who gets who claimed your attention since the first sight. And he seems to have an unnamed interest in you. Of course you hoped whatever that was would pass, but when unexpected feelings start to flow a different way, things begin to change.
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{Vikings Masterlist}
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Sailing Into The Unknown
Walking fast, you keep up with the two Norsemen coming right behind you. Unlike the rest of your maids, who were caught hiding or trying to leave the castle, you were found in your chambers. You knew they'd find you, one way or another, and you'll have much more to gain if you keep fear and despair away from your mind.
You knew this day would come. Your father, the King, was sure of it, and so were you. The political implications of King Ecbert and King Aelle in the last years brought you to this moment. An attack was imminent, and when you were told the Vikings were once again clashing on your cost like the waves, you knew this was inevitable. The only thing you can hope now is that they'll either let you live or give you a quick death. You're a threat, that's obvious. Aethelwulf may be the heir, but you're forth in line after his two sons. And that puts you in a dangerous position.
A yelp from one of your maids gets your attention, and you give her a look. You get why they're scared. These men look like monsters to them, speaking a strange language, dressed in dark, hard material, covered in blood. And everything they were told about the Norsemen, is that they're all savages. Worse than animals, soulless. Fortunately for you, one of the few things you actually wanted to do that your father allowed was to learn the Vikings language. Ecbert taught you himself, and you feel relieved to know what they're saying.
When you reach the main hall, you're pushed to the center, near a table. The maids all stick together, trying to pull you with them as they fall to the ground, using their skirts to dry off the tears. But you stand up, looking around. The place is flooded by them, the so-called monsters. Some are chatting, laughing even. Some of them have their eyes on you and on the other ladies. There's no way to know what will happen next, but you know who's in charge here.
The legend, the man they believe to be a descendant from the Pagan god, Odin. Ragnar Lothbrok. If you want to stand a chance to get out of here alive, that's the man you need to talk to. And, as if being called, he comes from the hall, alongside two other men. He looks, at the same time, exactly how your father described, but also very different. A paradox. His eyes scan the room, and, as you make your way over him, they lay on you.
One of the men who were with him come forward, standing on your way. Looking up, you sustain his stare. “I wish to speak with Ragnar.” You say, trying not to smile at the confused expression on the man's face. Nobody here expects you to speak their language.
“Princess (Y/N).” Ragnar sings songs, and the man steps aside. He has an axe in his hand, playing with it as he comes closer to you. “I was just having a small chat with your dear father.”
“Did you kill him?” The answer is obvious, but still, you need to know. The funny expression on his face changes and he pinches his eyebrows together “My father always said that, if he had to die at all, he'd like to be killed by you.”
“Oh.” He exclaims, glancing at someone behind you. “His wish was granted.”
Nodding to yourself, you look down. You have been preparing yourself for this moment ever since the news of Ragnar's return arrived, but still, your heart sinks a little. “Alright then.” It sounds stupid to ask him to simply let you go. This won't happen. Still, you don't want to face death scared, like your maids, crying and yelling. So, standing before Ragnar, you push your hair away from your shoulders, exposing your neck. “Do it already.” With both hands on your hips, you take a deep breath.
But Ragnar doesn't move, his lips break into a smile. Slowly, he leans closer, his mouth on your ear. “What are you doing?”
“I know you'll kill me. But I don't want to go like them.” Tilting your head at your maids, you shrug your shoulders. “I don't want to be taken as a slave either. So I guess that's it, king Ragnar.” Unlike him, you keep your voice as loud as before. You don't mind being heard.
“Do you–”
Ragnar is cut off by someone's shouts. Soon enough, a man comes, being held by two of the Norsemen. When they move a little, you recognize Edward, the man you were supposed to marry in a short amount of time. He's hurt, a black eye and a wounded lip. The men throw him on the floor, and he stands on his knees. Perhaps you should pity him... But no. It may not be kind of you, but you can't pretend you feel something you don't.
“Princess (Y/N), my lady.” He mumbles, trying to get to his feet and failing. “Stay away from them.”
Ignoring him, you turn to face Ragnar again. “As I was saying, there's no other option in this situation, so you might as well get done with it.” Giving the axe a look, you raise your eyes again. “I'm ready.”
“Don't be stupid, (Y/N)! Get away from him!” Edward shouts, and you run a hand through your hair, frustrated. Even now, he still tries to tell you what to do. You're tired of being ordered around. At least in death, you want to make it on your way.
“Shut up, Edward!” You burst out, moving to stand a few feet away from him, talking in his language since, of course, he wouldn't even dream of learning the pagans tongue. “It's over, don't you see it? We're both dying today, and honestly...” Now, you can say it. You can finally say it, and you can't help but smile. You'll be dead in a minute, but you never felt so... Free. “I'm happy my fate is to die by the Vikings... That's far better than marrying you.”
When you're done talking, Edward jerks forward, too fast, managing to grab your arm with one hand and hitting your face with the back of the other. You taste blood on your mouth, falling to the ground, but easily pushing yourself back up as the Norsemen pull him back, away from you. “You little whore!” He tries to set free, but it's useless. A laugh escapes your lips. “I'm so glad you'll die today. I'm so glad you'll join your devil of a father.”
With a hand on your jaw, you stare at him, shaking your head lightly. “You call then savages, but you were the only one in this room to hit me.” Turning away from him, you return to where Ragnar stands, watching the whole commotion. “So, king Ragnar?”
You can tell he's thinking. About what, you have no idea. From what you've heard, they don't need much thought before killing someone. “I could kill you right here, princess, but this speech you just gave got me interested.” Pacing around you, he swings his axe, resting it on his shoulder. “My wife, a former princess herself, might actually like you.”
“Aslaug?” A man says, and Ragnar looks at him. Following his gaze, you see a man with blond, dirty hair, pulled back in some kind of braid. “She hates Christians. I don't see how she'll like this one.”
“Well, I've never seen a Christian act like this. Have you, Bjorn?”
“No.” The man admits, eyes finally meeting yours, just before you look away from him.
“Well, my wife has been pissing me off lately, so anything that might distract her for a bit sounds like a good idea to me.” He speaks slow, and some people laugh. “So, Princess (Y/N). I will let you chose your fate.” He's back at your face, looking down at you. “Would you rather come with me to Kattegat, or would you rather die here, with your crying maids?”
Giving the women a look, you weigh the odds. Death is final, the very end. Life is full of possibilities... But are you willing to risk it? “Would you keep me safe? I mean...” Gesturing at the other men, you sigh. “I'm sure you understand what I mean.”
“Nobody touches the princess,” Ragnar yells, his voice echoing through the walls. “Is that enough?” He asks you in a much lower voice.
“I guess it is.”
That said, he walks away. Following him with your eyes, you see as he stops by Bjorn. Bjorn Ironside, his oldest son. His name is also well known here. Ragnar tells him something before disappearing, and his son gives you a look. It doesn't take long for you to understand Ragnar told Bjorn to keep an eye on you, since, as you walk down the beach to the boats, Bjorn silently walks beside you, like a bodyguard. He helps you climb up on to the boat, a strong hand on your waist, pushing you up.
When you finally start sailing, you get an idea of their army. Too many boats, filled with far too many warriors. You can't help but make your way to the back of the boat, watching as your home grows distant. But calling it home is a compliment. This was just somewhere you lived, surrounded by people who always expected something of you. Where you were forced to act a certain way, just because you were unlucky enough to be born a princess.
What's coming now, is completely unexpected, unforeseen. If anyone ever told you you'd be sailing away from Wessex, in a Viking boat, you wouldn't believe them. But the feeling that really gets to you, leaving you utterly perplexed is that you feel... Good. Free, even. You can't even count how many times you desired you could just disappear, leave everything behind and go somewhere entirely new. Maybe you're crazy, your mind completely lost already, but you somehow find joy in it. In sailing away, into the unknown, with the very people you were taught to hate and fear.
But this is far better than what your future was holding back there. An unhappy marriage with a disgusting man. This is far better.
Days after you left Wessex, a violent storm starts falling at daybreak. The rain comes lightly at first, but by the moment you stand up, it starts pouring. One of Ragnar's friends, named Floki, stays on the edge of the boat, holding on tight with one arm, the other stretched out. He's laughing, saying things you don't quite understand the meaning of. It's about Thor, and Odin, and othter of their gods. He seems unaffected by the crashing waves. Stumbling, you leave the protection of this dark fabric they hanged above the ship, getting on your knees next to Floki. You don't know what's soaking you, the rain, or the waves, high enough to hit the boat.
“Hear this, Princess?” Floki yells, trying to make himself heard above the deafening sounds. “This is–” A huge wave hits both of you, and Floki almost falls back. But he regains his balance, laughing even louder.
“Will the boat sink?” You ask him, yelling at the top of your lungs. “I can't swim! If we sink, I'll drown.”
“So will I,” Floki answers, glancing at you before turning his attention back at the ocean. This makes you burst into laughter too because you never thought someone who can't swim would face the waves like this.
“(Y/N)!” Someone calls, and you turn around, pushing wet hair away from your face. Bjorn comes your way, grabbing both your arms and helping you stand up. “What are you doing here?”
“She's mesmerized by the powerful waves!” Another wave, hitting both you and Bjorn as well. You're knocked down, your back against Bjorn's chest. But despite the sting you fell on your leg, Floki's laughter makes you giggle. These people are crazy. Nobody on Wessex would be this happy, this carefree in such a storm.
“Come.” Bjorn pulls you with him, back to the safety of the handmade roof. He helps you settle down, and as he does, you lock eyes with him. You've never seen blue eyes like this. “Stay out of the rain.”
“Floki is in the rain. Why can't I?” You snap back, not really enjoying the bossy tone.
“Let the girl have her fun, Bjorn.” You recognize Ragnar's voice, and you find him rowing, trying to keep the boat moving despite the violent waves. There's an empty seat beside him, so, pushing yourself up, you make your way there.
“Mind if I help?”
“If you think you can.” He breathes out, and you nod, grabbing the oar. “Keep it steady... Push, then pull.” He tells you, and you mimic his movements. The thing is heavy, and it takes only a few seconds for your arms to start hurting. But you keep up, ignoring the looks you're getting. No woman would be allowed to do such thing in Wessex. So you're enjoying it, even though you're strength is nothing compared to the rest of them.
When the heavy clouds are blown away, and the sky is once again blue and serene, you bend over the edge of the boat a little, just to better see where the ocean meets the sky, on the horizon. The chaos was replaced by a low chattering, laughter, and giggles. You're mostly on our own, not really speaking to anyone but Ragnar. He's a curious man, and he's curious about you. You're not sure why though.
“Here.” A voice makes you turn around, sitting down. Bjorn offers you a cup of water, which you take and drink after muttering a ‘thank you’. When you give him the empty cup, you wait for him to walk away so you can resume your horizon watching, but instead, he settles down beside you, letting out a heavy breath. “We'll reach Kattegat in a few days.”
“Finally.” You burst out, playing with the tips of your hair. “Sick and tired of this boat already.” Chuckling, you glance at him. He's already staring. “So... Bjorn Ironside. What are you doing talking to a Christian? People here don't really seem to be fond of me.”
“The truth is they're trying to figure you out.” Bjorn lowers his voice, and your eyes scan through the men. “Ever since you stood up with your neck exposed to my father's axe.”
It doesn't seem much of a big deal to you. “I just didn't want to die like those other girls. Whining and crying.” Shrugging your shoulders, you sigh. “I mean, I really thought there would be no other way, so I'd face death with some dignity.”
“Don't tell anyone I said this but...” He leans closer until you feel his breath on your ear. “You kinda sounded like a Viking right now.” Then, he stands up and leaves, back to his chores.
You're confused, to say the least, but you guess that was a compliment coming from a Viking himself. Taking a deep breath, you move to where you were, staring at the calming waves.
And Bjorn was right. Eight days after, you're arriving at Kattegat. The many boats stop at the decks, and yours is one of the first. There's a sea of people here, waiting for their loved ones. As you step out of the boat, you don't really know where to go. Everyone is hugging, kissing, telling about the successful raid. You just start walking then, following the flow until you feel someone grabbing your arm. “This way,” Bjorn says, tilting his head at where his father is going. “He wants to introduce you to Aslaug.”
The Queen who hates Christians. Great.
The main hall of Ragnar's house is full. First, he talks to the people, telling them everything they took, everything they found. There's a huge fire in the center, flames reaching high. You're at the corner, half-hidden behind Bjorn's shoulder, eyes flying through the place. You quickly recognize the Queen, seated on a chair beside Ragnar. She's very pretty, dark hair cut off to her shoulders. But she looks... Bored. Very uninterested in this.
By her side, close to the floor, you find a pair of eyes set on you. It takes you by surprise since you weren't expecting anyone to find you among all the people. But he did. Ragnar told you a little about him. His youngest son, Ivar, the Boneless. The cripple. It's not hard to recognize him, but your eyes don't search for his deformity. They're locked on his face, trying to read it, trying to understand why he won't look away.
Suddenly, everybody standing in front of you moves, creating a passage that leads to the very center of the hall. Glancing at Bjorn, you see when he gestures for you to go. And so you do, stopping only when you're standing before Aslaug. She doesn't seem very happy about it.
“And who this might be?” She asks, taking a sip from her cup.
“This is King Ecbert's daughter, princess (Y/N).” Ragnar answers. “She has some spirit, so I thought she'd make a good friend for you since you too were a princess once.”
“A Viking princess.” She snaps, looking you up and down.
You should probably say something, but what? The woman doesn't like you, and why would she? The big question now is what will happen to you next.
“(Y/N) isn't like the other women,” Bjorn speaks up, and you give him a look. He's pacing around, playing with a knife. “While her maids were sobbing and begging for their lives, she stood before Ragnar, accepting her fate. I've never seen one of their women do anything like that.” You don't get why he's doing this. Probably Ragnar's orders, or something like that. “She even helped with the oars when a storm reached us, after staying on the edge with that crazy ass Floki over there.” He gestures at the man, who loudly giggles.
“And what does this all mean?” Aslaug breathes out, clearly annoyed.
“Why don't you give her a chance, wife?” Ragnar sits back on his chair, taking Aslaug's hand. “Talk to her, see if there's anything in common and if you don't like her, well... I can send her to live with Lagertha.”
“Who's Lagertha?” You mutter, to nobody in particular.
But the name makes Aslaug sigh, and she stands up, putting the cup down. “Fine then. Come with me.”
With no other choice, you follow her inside. But on your way, you walk by Ivar, who's holding a clutch. You try hard no to, but your eyes find him nevertheless. He quickly looks away, and you keep walking, deciding not to give it much thought. He probably despises you like most of the people here.
Aslaug has some slaves prepare you a warm bath. And, much to your dislike, she stays in the room as you take off your clothes and step inside the tub. But it doesn't take long for you to relax as one of the girls starts washing and brushing your hair.
“Did you sleep with my husband?” The question comes with an angry voice, and you're not sure what startles you more. The anger or the question itself.
“Of course not.” She gets on your sight, pacing around.
“Do you want to sleep with my husband?”
Then, it clicks. She thinks Ragnar brought you here because he desires you. And that's a very dangerous thought for a Queen to have. “No, I don't.” Resting both your arms on the edges of the tub, you look up at her. “And even if he wants to sleep with me, I won't accept it. That's not the reason why I'm here.”
“And why are you here, so far from home, little princess?” She doesn't sound like she actually wants to know, but you get the feeling that this time you can actually say the truth. Here, there's no reason to keep it hidden, locked in. You can say how you feel about everything, even the things that could've got you imprisoned or even dead in Wessex.
“I'm willing to tell you if you're willing to listen, Queen Aslaug.”
At first, there's silence. But then, Aslaug drags a chair, placing it near the tub before sitting down. “Well, since I have nothing better to do at the moment, let's hear it.”
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Bumping into Strangers
Character: Benny Watts A/n: Finally finished a benny request even if it took me 10 years and a contract with the devil.
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You tapped your foot against the pristine marble floor of the hotel lobby, adjusting the arsenal of camera equiptment you had shoved under your arms to prepare for the chess match later today. You were placed in charged of gathering photos for the new Chess Review edition, the first real professional project of your career. To say you were nervous was the understatement of the year.
You shuffled through your camera bag, strategizing the kinds of lenses you might have to use throughout the day. The lighting in the hotel was pretty dim, the thick brown curtains lazily swaying over most of the windows did little to help bring in any natural light. Luckily, you noticed a rather large chandelier hanging over the area where most of the chess boards were situated. It sort of reminded you of an old smoking room in a gentleman’s club, but given the sort of people surrounding you, it wasn’t that far off.
You tilted your head, taking a few paces forward as you tried to scope out the area better. Usually, you’d have gotten this out of the way earlier in the morning. But Benny insisted upon introducing you to more of his chess associates and promised you could kick him in the ass for it later, proclaiming your irrefutable talent would be more than enough to get you through the day.
Still walking forward, you didn’t even notice someone heading right towards you until the both of you collided. The sudden weight sent you stumbling backwards, and you probably would’ve fallen right on your back had the stranger not reached out for you.
His hands held firmly onto your shoulders, helping you regain your balance before you could fall.
“Are you alright?” The stranger said in a slightly alarmed tone, his brows shot upwards and his eyes wide.
It took you a moment to process what exactly happened, and you blinked before your brain caught up to speed.
“Yes! Gosh, I’m so sorry,” You fumbled, feeling the heat crawl up your neck when you realized how you were at the fault. “I wasn’t paying attention at all.”
The man smiled, the curls on his forehead shaking whenever his laugh and doing little to help your embarrassment. He looked down at your camera and his eyes lit up. “Is that a Pentax?”
Your eyebrows knit together, not knowing how he knew what camera you used, but you followed his gaze and realized you were wearing it around your neck.
“Oh! Yeah it’s-“
“Everything alright here?”
You whipped your head over at the sound of the familiar voice, smiling when you saw Benny standing just a ways off from the two fo you.
He had one of his hands hanging loosely by his belt loop as his eyes darted between you and the other man. His brows furrowed into a deep frown, his gaze shifting to the man’s hands, which you now realized were still holding onto your shoulders.
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Brooklyn Bishops - Benny Watts/The Queen’s Gambit
AN - So I’m going to try writing for Benny because I’m obsessed with the Queen’s Gambit right now. This could turn into a series, who knows.
Summary - You were headed to New York City to follow your dreams in becoming a model. New to Brooklyn, you just so happen to briefly run into the famous Benny Watts. A few years later, you two coincidentally end up reuniting.
Pairing(s) - Benny Watts x Fem! Reader
Warnings - Strong language, Smoking
Word Count - 1.2k
Las Vegas, 1966
You sauntered through the hotel lobby, flattening the material of the purple shift dress with your hands.
It wasn’t until you recognized the large signs displayed at the entrance that you realized there was a chess tournament going on in the same hotel you were staying in. Not just any chess tournament, though. This was the U.S. Open, you’d been a fan of Beth Harmon for a few years, reading about her in magazines and the paper occasionally.
You sat down at the bar just off the hotel lobby, it was loud. Men holding large cameras filled the downstairs, you noticed a few people gathered just a few stools down from you.
“Anything to drink, ma’am?” The bartender asked, he wiped the spot in front of you with the towel in his free hand.
“A martini, thank you,” you said, he nodded and you looked back for a moment.
You took a sip from the martini in front of you, listening to the buzz of conversation. “I’m not worried about it,” you heard a voice say, Benny Watts, you knew his voice even still.
August, 1964
Stepping out of that taxi felt like the most surreal moment of your life.
Buildings upon buildings toppling over you, making you feel small. You stared up at them in awe, the taste of serrated cigarette ashes still lingered on your lips. Deep violet bags littered the skin underneath your eyes, exhaustion quickly coming over you.
The driver got out, taking your things from the trunk and setting them on the sidewalk. Parked just outside of a brick building in the heart of Brooklyn.
You’d only just graduated high school, “eighteen is awfully young to go chasing some childish dream,” everyone said. Your mother begged you not to go, however, you knew there was nothing for you back home. So you packed your bags and left, no second thoughts.
“So, what brings you to New York?” The driver asked, putting your last few things on the sidewalk.
“I’m a model, well hopefully. I’d like to model, at least,” you said, slightly flustered.
Before he got back in the cab he laughed, “well if wanna make it big, this is the place. Good luck, kid.”
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There was a restaurant not far up the street and nothing to eat in your apartment. Red blinking lights displayed the name “Antonio’s” as you pushed open the door.
The smell of cheap liquor and cigarettes hit you as soon as you walked in, men crowded the bar, families occupied the tables. Soft jazz played in the background, you took a seat at the bar, ordering a coke.
You observed the women dancing across the room, the drinks lined up across the bar, and the man you saw sitting behind you, alone at a table occupied by a single chessboard. He wore a hat that made him stand out among the rest of the men, his eyes trained on each piece.
“What’s with the knife?” You asked, he perked up suddenly.
“Can never be too careful,” he said, looking up after a moment. He noticed the way your eyes lingered on the board, “do you play?”
“I dabble, how about you? Are you any good?” You asked, looking up at him curiously.
“I’m alright,” he laughed. “Benny Watts,” he introduced himself.
“Y/N Y/L/N,” he nodded.
“A game?” He asked, filling the silence.
Within minutes, it was check. You couldn’t help but wonder how he’d gotten to be so good at chess. You weren’t left thinking too long, a boy approached him with a magazine, asking him to sign. Benny took the pen, talking with the boy for a few moments, mostly about his new book.
“U.S. Champion? I can see why I lost,” you added, watching him pack up his things.
Benny laughed, he asked about your career and modeling, you asked about his chess. When you knew he was about to leave, you stood, putting your hand out to him. He almost smiled at the gesture, looking at you for a second and grasping your hand.
“It was nice meeting you, Y/N,” he said.
“You too, Benny.”
Las Vegas, 1966
You pulled your eyes away from him as soon as you felt his gaze, your face hot with embarrassment and anxiety. After you met Benny that first night at Antonio’s, you went back, hoping to meet him again, he never showed. At least not while you were there, which was a few more times than you liked to admit.
“Is that Y/N Y/L/N?” One of the men talking to Benny asked, just loud enough for you to hear.
“Would you look at that,” Benny grinned. You forced your head up, downing the remainder of your martini for a bit of liquid courage.
“I see you’re still carrying that knife around,” you teased. He looked the same, and even if he didn’t you’d have known from the magazines you purchased each week, secretly wishing to get a glimpse at your first schoolgirl crush. “I’m surprised you even remember me,” you added.
The corners of his mouth turned up and curved into a smirk, “even if I had forgotten that time I made a fool of you in chess, I’d still see your face plastered all over the front cover of almost every magazine in the fucking country,” he laughed.
Your career had only really picked up about a year ago, soon enough you were being considered one of the “style icons of the 60’s.” The only reason you were even passing through Las Vegas was because of a fashion show in California that you were coming back from.
“You never said anything about being the best chess player in the country at the time!”
“At the time?”
“Well now that there’s Beth Harmon and all,” you said, sipping on your second martini.
The men that had previously crowded him dispersed one by one, leaving you and Benny alone at the bar. After a few minutes, you glanced at your watch and sighed, “shit, it’s getting late.”
“I should get to bed,” you murmured, tipsy and exhausted. “I have a flight to catch tomorrow.”
“Wait - I thought you were staying to watch the tournament?”
“I’m only passing through, I have to get on a plane at 10,” you said, suddenly wishing you didn’t have to.
Benny looked like he wanted to say something else, his head propped against his hand that rested on the counter. His hair fell into his eyes, the bit of alcohol he had drank flushing his cheeks pink. You waited, wanting him to say something else, but he didn’t.
“Goodnight, Benny.”
“Night, Y/N.”
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