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Masc4masc in a way where you argue who opens the door and who pays the check, and who walks on the street side of the pavement, and who carries whose bag, and…
just because i am mostly masc, doesn’t mean that i don’t like getting flowers or being surprised. i also like big gestures and being taken care of. it’s always me doing the gestures and not getting anything in return (not that it’s mandatory, but it feels nice to be and feel appreciated sometimes).
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BEGGED | natasha romanoff (part 1)
what a shame you’re not here. here to witness my devotion, and my endless well of needs. i’m an anchor in the ocean, you know i could never leave. i do not give permission for my work to be copied or translated on other sites. plagiarism is a crime!! main m. list || whispers of heartache m. list || you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love m. list
everybody loved natasha romanoff.
and honestly? y/n couldn’t blame them.
because natasha made it so easy.
she was charming without trying.
attentive when people were watching.
funny when conversations became awkward.
gentle when someone needs comfort.
the type of person who remembered birthdays.
favorite flowers. coffee orders. anniversaries. names. stories.
tiny details most people forgot.
everyone adored her.
and y/n used to adore that about her too.
used to.
now it just hurts.
"seriously, y/n." wanda leaned back in her chair, wine glass in hand, "if you ever let natasha go, i’ll personally fight you."
the entire table erupted into laughter.
"that’s dramatic." tony chimed in.
y/n smiled. the practiced smile.
the one she’d perfected over the years.
"no, she’s right." sam pointed his fork toward natasha, "romanoff literally worships the ground you walk on."
"oh my..." yelena groaned, "you people are insufferable."
"they are." kate agreed, "but they’re cute."
"cute?" clint barked out a laugh, "they’re disgusting."
everyone laughed again.
natasha included.
then natasha did what she always did.
the thing that made everybody melt.
the thing that made y/n’s chest hurt.
she reached across the table, took y/n’s hand, brought her knuckles to her lips, and kissed them.
soft.
gentle.
effortless.
the entire table immediately lost their minds.
"see!?" sam shouted, "that’s exactly what i’m talking about!"
"i’m gonna throw up." kate groaned.
"you’re so dramatic." natasha laughed.
her thumb brushed across y/n’s knuckles.
and for a second — just one second — y/n almost forgot.
almost.
then her phone buzzed.
she looked down.
nothing. still nothing.
the last message she’d sent natasha remained unopened.
12:03 pm
have you eaten today?
3:17 pm
will you be home tonight?
5:42 pm
we’re still on for dinner, right? <3
read by nobody.
answered by nobody.
yet somehow — here natasha was.
holding her hand.
kissing her skin.
looking at her like she hung the moon.
the perfect girlfriend.
the perfect fucking girlfriend.
everybody saw it.
everybody believed it.
and y/n hated herself for wondering: why is it always easier for her when people are watching?
。˚.𖧧 𑁍 𖧧.˚。
the rest of dinner passed the same way.
stories. laughter. conversations.
and natasha was involved in every single one.
she listened. she remembered details. she asked questions.
she cared.
god.
she cared.
just never enough.
not enough where it mattered.
"natasha." steve laughed, "you remembered that?"
"of course." natasha shrugged, "you told me three months ago."
three months ago.
y/n’s stomach twisted.
because last week natasha forgot the movie night she’d planned for them.
three months ago.
natasha remembered steve mentioning a restaurant three months ago.
but she forgot y/n sitting beside her asking: "can we spend friday together?"
forgot.
always forgot.
only when it involved y/n.
"earth to y/n."
she blinked.
everyone was looking at her.
"sorry." she smiled.
natasha immediately squeezed her hand.
"you okay, малыш?"
the nickname nearly broke her.
because natasha always sounded sincere.
always.
"yeah." y/n smiled.
lie.
"i’m okay."
lie.
"i’m just tired."
the biggest lie of all.
because she wasn’t tired. she was lonely.
and somehow that felt worse.
。˚.𖧧 𑁍 𖧧.˚。
the drive home was quiet.
not uncomfortable. just familiar.
the kind of silence that happens when two people stop trying.
or maybe when only one person is still trying.
natasha drove.
one hand on the wheel, the other resting on y/n’s thigh.
affectionate.
comforting.
enough to fool anyone.
even y/n sometimes.
the city lights blurred outside the window.
y/n stared at them. thinking.
always thinking.
maybe too much.
maybe this was her fault.
maybe she expected too much.
maybe natasha was trying.
maybe—
"no." the word escaped before she could stop it.
natasha glanced over, "what?"
y/n blinked, "i didn’t say anything."
"you did." natasha smiled slightly, "you said ‘no.’"
shit.
y/n looked away.
"it’s nothing."
natasha accepted that answer immediately.
and somehow — that hurt too.
because if the roles were reversed — if natasha sounded upset — y/n would’ve asked again.
and again.
and again.
until she got the truth.
natasha didn’t. she never did.
the moment they walked inside the apartment — the illusion disappeared.
not intentionally. that’s what made it worse.
natasha wasn’t pretending.
she just… shifted.
like y/n stopped being the center of her attention once nobody else was around to see.
shoes off.
jacket gone.
phone out.
immediately.
not a kiss.
not a conversation.
not — "how was your day?"
phone. every time.
y/n watched from the kitchen.
watched natasha scroll through emails.
messages. reports. mission updates.
anything. everything. everyone.
please look at me.
the thought appeared before she could stop it.
please.
god.
she hated that thought.
hated it.
because it made her feel pathetic.
like a child begging for attention.
like someone impossible to love.
"long day?" y/n asked.
natasha hummed, "mhm."
nothing else.
just that.
y/n swallowed.
ask about mine.
nothing.
natasha kept scrolling.
please ask.
nothing.
please.
nothing.
y/n smiled. the smile felt painful.
"it’s okay."
natasha looked up, "what is?"
the words almost came out.
the fact that i miss you even when you’re standing right in front of me.
the fact that i’m lonely.
the fact that i’m tired of begging.
instead — "nothing."
natasha nodded. then looked back down.
and y/n felt something inside her crack.
not enough to break. just enough to hurt.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ THREE YEARS EARLIER
her birthday.
the first real crack.
the first time natasha promised something, and didn’t show up.
"i’ll be there." natasha smiled.
y/n pointed a finger at her, "you better."
"i swear." natasha kissed her forehead, "i promise."
promise.
such a dangerous word. but y/n didn’t know that yet.
back then — she believed natasha.
back then — she believed promises meant something.
6:00 pm.
the reservation was under natasha’s name.
y/n kept checking the door.
smiling every time it opened.
thinking: that’s her.
wrong.
every time.
6:30.
then 7.
then 7:45.
people started staring.
the waiter stopped pretending.
"would you like me to keep the table?"
y/n laughed softly. embarrassed.
"yeah."
because natasha was coming.
of course she was.
she promised.
at 8:12 — her phone lit up.
my god given solace ♡
something came up.
i’m sorry.
y/n stared.
and stared.
and stared.
then looked around.
at the empty chair. the birthday cake. the candle already melted. the untouched food. the pity in the waiter’s eyes.
and suddenly — she felt stupid.
so unbelievably stupid.
because she’d spent the entire day excited.
like a child.
for this.
for an apology text.
"it’s okay." she replied immediately.
then another message. one natasha never answered.
“i really wanted you here.”
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ PRESENT.
natasha sat six feet away.
yet somehow — y/n missed her.
and maybe that was the saddest thing of all.
to miss someone who hadn’t actually left.
to feel abandoned by a person sitting in the same room.
to spend years convincing yourself: she’s trying. she’s busy. she loves me.
and wonder — late at night —
when the apartment is silent,
when natasha is answering another email,
when another promise is forgotten,
when another date gets canceled,
when another apology arrives,
— whether love is supposed to feel this lonely, or if she’s simply gotten so used to begging...
that she doesn’t remember what being chosen feels like anymore.
fighting the urge to become the meanest bitch known to mankind.
then people ask why i hate men…
You doooo? :D
—K
ofc i do silly butt :0
You love me for it, though! :)
—K
duhhhh, of course ;)
So we are all shocked about all this pregnancy news….
HELP I JUST SAW THIS, MY BAD 😭 but yes i was shocked and i still am ngl…
hi, bye, goodnight
—K 🐧😘
you’re adorable djbdjsnama
i’m too shy to text people so i just like their posts and hope for the best 💀
piss.. wanda pissing..
i love it… gimme…
every now and then i remember how someone almost a decade older than me wouldn’t take “no” for an answer when i was a teenager. seeing that same person now pursuing another freshly turned 19-year-old just reinforces something i already knew: it was never about “maturity.” it was about finding someone easier to impress, manipulate, or pressure. i think that growing up is realizing that the adults who insisted you were “so mature for your age” usually weren’t interested in your maturity at all. they were interested in the fact that you were younger. and watching those same people repeat the pattern years later tells you everything you need to know. it’s funny how some people never seem to age out of pursuing teenagers. the teenagers get older, but their preferred age range somehow stays the same. that’s not a coincidence.
when i liked this person first, they would always say something among the lines of “oh but you’re too young for me. we have a big age gap.”, but as soon as i lost interest, suddenly the age gap wasn’t a problem, right? now they’re OPENLY flirting with another person the same age i was for anyone to see… interesting.
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Music ask! 🎶✨When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. Then, send this ask to 10 of your followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨
omg i love when you show up here <3 they are not in order but this is basically what i have on repeat rn
1- hit the wall by gracie abrams
2- tear you apart by she wants revenge
3- i told you things by gracie abrams
4- the louvre by lorde
5- the cure by olivia rodrigo