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i post politcal things. sometimes.

[warmbread1]

intro post <3

i mostly post multifandom + political things + other random things here. this is kind of my 'everything blog,' if you will.

posts will include these fandoms:

station 19

scream

fnaf

marvel

greys anatomy

ncis

tags i use: oat thoughts 💭 (across all blogs) us politics

+ ancient post

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this is who you disrespect when you disrespect pride month.

^^ grave of Sergeant Leonard Matlovich, one of America's first openly gay soldiers.

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tiktok i'm referencing

the topic of high-functioning depression is such a sensitive and important topic for me.

i've had MDD for the past four years, and i went through the first year and half unmedicated.

the high-functioning part of my depression is why no one saw what i was going through.

i graduated salutatorian of my 8th grade class while simultaneously having panic attacks, anxiety attacks, suicidal ideations, and more. everyone saw my success, but no one could see how badly i wanted to kms.

for me, my body physically could not show depressive symptoms around other people. it was reaction formation--a defense mechanism is which someone acts the complete opposite of how they feel.

for some people, and for me, we can't turn it off. it turns on without permission.

high-functioning depression is why we see so many academically successful people kill/harm themselves--we only see their successes.

that's why more people being aware of depressive symptoms and taking each sign seriously can save a life.

i'm not sure how i did it, but i'm still here today. if you are physically or mentally unable to reach out to people around you, please call 988.

988 and support groups helped me so much. it was much easier for me to voice my problems/pain to strangers rather than to people in my life.

reach out to someone. someone will listen. make yourself heard.

that's the only way you'll survive this.

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there is help out there. you're not alone ❤️

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today i saw tdwp 2 and it was GREAT, i loved it. anne hathaway was *chef's kiss*

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AMELIA SHEPHERD in Grey's Anatomy 22.18

I threatened [Nick] when you two got together. What did you say? I asked him to fill your life with love and joy. And if he didn't? The threat was implied.

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OH MY GAWD SHE'S SO FINE OH MY GOD SEDATE ME

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Ziva on "NCIS":

Ziva on "NCIS: Tony & Ziva":

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i feel that there wasn't much representation/references to her hebrew heritage in ncis: tony and ziva. she swears in english as opposed to hebrew, which feels as if she is losing pieces of her cultural identity.

tali not referring to tony and ziva as "abba" or "ima" really throw me off too. her first two years with ziva, tali spoke hebrew only. i would think that hebrew would be her first language, therefore she would use "ima" or "abba."

i understand the speaking of french in the spinoff since they primarily live in paris, but i would think that saying hebrew words of affection here and there would keep the heritage alive.

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every time ziva david swears in the spinoff, another year is added to our lives

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"Listen, you should know I've taken some kind of truth serum, so if there's any questions that you don't want to know the answer to..."

ZIVA DAVID AND ANTHONY DINOZZO Truth or Consequences (Season 7, Episode 01) NCIS

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need a woman like anthony dinozzo in my life

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today was career day at school. here's what i learned:

"Don't let anyone tell you you can't." - Joyce Berrardi

Berrardi is both a writer and certified surgical technologist. She wrote a children's book, I Can Be a Surgical Technologist, because she grew up not seeing books like that. She also studied anatomy and biology extensively before becoming a surgical tech.

Even before that, she was rejected by two schools. They didn't think she had what it took to pursue her studies. After becoming a certified surgical tech, she called them back to let them know that she did have what it took, and she did it successfully. Despite being shot down, she kept going.

here's a link to her book!

"Keep writing." - Mike Delucia

Delucia is a writer and poet who has authored multiple books. He wasn't sure of what to study in college or what to pursue as a career, but he always loved writing. His books have been produced into screenplays.

here's a link to all of his books!

"It's okay to be the first." - Vic

Vic is the security guard at my high school, but before that, he was a police officer and detective for the NYPD. He was a first responder during 9/11. He was the first police officer in his family.

"I miss it, but I don't regret it." - Vic

Vic expressed how he misses being a detective, but he doesn't regret retiring. For him, retiring was his way of honoring his mother--she was excited for the day he would retire from the NYPD. Vic made me understand that you will do different things in your life, and it's okay to miss those parts.

"Make the best of it. It's what you make of it." - Vic

After 9/11, Vic developed excruciating PTSD. Afterwards, he had to learn to recover. Though he never fully recovered from that day, he was able to find things that make him happy.

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reblog from my sideblog

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hey so this isn't okay..

israeli military is spraying tear gas at palestinian children GOING TO SCHOOL.

(video under the cut)

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oh my gosh i'm so gay

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aadam jacobs's archive

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question:

does anyone else think that the American history books are lying to us? that they leave details out about what monstrosities America took part in to make us think that America is this fair and justful nation.

the American military 1) abuses/mistreats detainees, 2) murders civilians, 3) executions of prisoners, etc.

the history books make us believe the America is this perfect country, but we are anything but. we are ignorant (or unwilling to see the truth) about the American military, and why? because, growing up, we learned that we only did good.

click here to see the war crime database.

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Scott: You saved me, Hope. I owe you my life!

Hope: No thanks. I've seen it and I'm not impressed.

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there's something about these two that is so special to me <3