life

Sólo un capricho, sólo una vida.

[warmishthanhell]

Mom, Dad, I can hear what you're saying about me. I wish someday you both understand all the pain you make me feel.

[successfulling]

[melancholy-sleepyhead-deactivat]

You always said you loved my big sad brown eyes and the light in them that never fades

I told you I loved your green eyes, they reminded me of my dads

They were full of sadness and blue rage

Violent love always repeats in threes, my mom, her mother and now me

And even though loving you has aged me in dog years

I’ll always forgive you and I’ll always hold you close and safe

And one of these days I hope you come back around, and I hope you’re in a healthy mind state

Hopefully you won’t think of me anymore while you self mutilate

[warmishthanhell]

I knew someone.

She's kind.

She's pretty.

She's funny.

She's smart.

She's everything I've dreamed about.

She's not you, and it feels kinda bad.

But I'm sure she'll never hurt me the way you did.

I'm sure she will be able to love me, but not halfway, she's gonna love me right.

I must confess.

I would love you to be her.

[warmishthanhell]

Well I was wrong. She did hurted me, but in a different way. She acted like she was my friend and then she stabbed me in my back again and again so she broke me. In so many different ways. And I trusted her so fucking much that it hurts even more because I didn't expected that from her.

I was wrong because she wasn't what I'd always wanted. She just looked like you and so I thought I liked her. But yes, I was so fucking wrong because, without looking for it, there just appeared a girl who drives me crazy, who is totally different to you and who really loves me and makes me the happiest man in earth.

I realized that I was searching you in the first one because she was so damn similar to you, and that was my mistake.

I finally realized that now I never find myself searching for u in my love because now I'm with the right girl by my side. Bc now I feel plentiful. Now I'm finally happy and loved.

[necpd]

sadbeep

[lostonyoubabee-deactivated20250]

[somos-deseos]

[rorxibuz-deactivated20240613]

La persona correcta te va a demostrar que no estabas pidiendo demasiado

[somos-deseos]

[warmishthanhell]

i've been trying to forgive myself for all the shit i has done to make me being here rn.

i realized i can't forgive me bc i'm afraid of stop remembering how does it feels to be too deep you can't even see a light. i realized i am too afraid of falling down again.

[warmishthanhell]

and even when i'm feeling low, i remember myself i can't die before i reache my aims.

[octobersociety-deactivated20241]

Castle Leod, Scotland

[vanish]

[timbllr]

via weheartit

[una-rota-cancer]

Nadie te quiere si no actúas. tienes que actuar para esconder tus debilidades y defectos. Lo saben hasta los bebés. Jamás podrás actuar tal y como eres.

Love is war T3E2

[meo0098]

marker sketches from my diary

[observando]