wary

deo. he/they. just trying to breathe. asks and submissions are open. [header by me]

[warysuggestion]

stop fucking patronizing me stop fucking treating me like I'm made of glass why does this happen with every single person why can't I just take a fucking hit stop fucking patronizing me stop fucking patronizing me

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I want someone to want to know me. I want to be known. I want to be loved. I want to be close. I want to be transparent but it's all too hard

[warysuggestion]

oops

forgot about this blog tbh. might bring it back since i have a decent following?

whether i do or i dont, i hope youre all taking care

[warysuggestion]

i feel like ive lost all of the light inside me

[warysuggestion]

youre painfully lonely but youre so scarred that you cant stand emotional attachment

how pitiful it all is

[warysuggestion]

i have been so sad this week that people have begun noticing and i feel like a failure

im not tagging this bc its not. even a suggestion. i am just so genuinely sad and tired i do not have it in me to spin it poetic or make it a vague rebloggable statement im just exhausted ive felt awful all week and this is the only place im comfortable saying it. i apologize

[unravelingthepain]

[wistfulwisp]

in another world, maybe we fall in love like I thought we would

[warysuggestion]

i just want to be better

im tired of myself

[warysuggestion]

why is everything stolen away from me

[warysuggestion]

whose body is this?

[warysuggestion]

im disposable

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why do i still want you even though i know ive given up

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why does the thought of being held comfort me when love is the source of so much of my anxiety

[warysuggestion]

i hate love so why do i crave it

[warysuggestion]

i still wait for the day where i will feel safe

[warysuggestion]

i write and wail for a lover that doesn't exist