aw hell yeah

rebranded now that i'm actually talking about something

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INTRODUCTION

Hi, I'm Ash! I am an alter in a DID system who kins Ashely! Disclaimer: I am not a fictive, but this doesn't make me any less her! I would like to go by Ash, please!

I use He/She/They pronouns, and I use this blog to consume dark media, especially TCOAAL <3

!!HEADS UP!!

-I am a neutralship alter in neutral/anti-ship body. please do not label me as a "proshipper" or "anti" Also do not fight me on this. I can have a civil conversation about it but please just block if you take issue with this. -I am ok with doubles! We're each other! <3

-I also use this blog to vent, so if you see the tag '#girlhell vent' on a crazy post, MIND YA BUSINESS!

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actually, you love being perceived. it's a wonderful feeling. except most of the time, people DON'T want to perceive you. in fact, you are the worst thing ever to perceive. but then that leads to you not being perceived being perceived. then they pity you. that's the moment when you kill yourself.

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i genuienly feel so bad for Author cause like. I have a feeling I know what the "bad actor" legal trouble is.

the coffin-jam idea is really good, but with how many proshippers and antis have their eyes on this game...it's only going to bring trouble to even partake in it

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we're lowkey sleeping on detrans ralsei. like ftmtf ralsei.

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Hey ashley, who was your favourite victim?

biggest apologies, but if you've come looking for Source Ashleys, you've come to the wrong place!

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I don't understand why people get so upset about "Gravescest DNI"

It's a whole different thing if someone is harassing you for liking Gravescest, but what's the issue if they just don't want to interact with people who ship them?

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every time i think "maybe i could be comfortable with the proshipper label. profic at least."

something happens that reminds me "oh yea. no i never will be."

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author's art style though ohhhhh

first examples i could find but JESUS FUCK. IT'S SO GOOD. Would actually kill for the ability to draw like this.

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i'm really excited for burial

initially i wasn't because i figured it'd just be "the Gravescest route" but it hit me as I was rewatching gameplay.

The Shots And Such ending is Andrew's complete and utter ideal. He had everything in that ending: his sisterwife, steady income, their own place. Everything. The only caveat is that Ashley didn't love him. Because she doesn't. She doesn't see him that way, probably never will.

But if she HAD to. If it would guarantee he stay...

She'll indulge him. The only real thing stopping Andrew from getting his desired Shots And Such ending is the fact that he's so resistant to being attracted to his sister (for obvious reasons.)

I think he's going to drop that in Burial. It's basically going to be Shots And Such The Route, which is a lot more interesting to me!

I can't wait to see what Author does next baha, hopefully it breaks the internet again so I can watch racist proshippers and moral-police antis fight again :3c

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andrew: damn i'm in love with my sister but she only sees me as a comfort object instead of a person

ashley: damn my brother is the only person who can stand me so i need to sacrifice all my morals and survival instincts to keep him in my life

the capitalism-shaped subplot mentioned once in a missable scene and never again: hi i havea gore fetish mmghghh

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they lowkey look like Andy and Leyley here

like i can't explain it but you get it right?

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As sweet as she is, and for how much she didn't deserve to be Andrew's crash test dummy, I do agree with the theory that Julia started the Gravecest rumor

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Ashley Graves: ....I wish I were surprised. Andrew Graves: ...What are you talking about? Ashley Graves: Andrew, why is there a pad in the trash can? Transdrew Graves: oh, did mom not tell you?

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another thing: i am disturbed and upset at how quick people are to blame ashley for how she turned out

i've seen people blame her for getting neglected by her parents, being isolated for all her life, and not wanting to lose the only person who could possibly tolerate being around her

she's doing horrible things, mind you. but everyone acts like she's a creature from hell who was wicked from the start rather than a scared little girl who is socially incompetent and wants stability

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something to be said about how ashley represents psychological incest while andrew represents physical incest

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so he was definitely watching her shower, right? like we all agree on this?

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I can't be a proshipper because I do, in fact, judge people based on their kinks...

But I can't be an anti because I'm not an abuser...

What's a girlthing to do?