this is an experiment; seeing if it helps all four of us. we are:
lightning⛈️ - he/it - started this blog & the one writing this post. sometimes i vibe with masc terms but i'm a dyke. switch.
rain🌦️ - she - in a subsystem with me (lightning). my younger self. around 8. holds my childhood sexual trauma and misses being abused. treating her as my younger sister in all this. sub.
zap🌧️ - he/they - also in the subsys & is a younger self. 13-15 ish. similar trauma to rain but different about it. treating him as my younger brother. bratty sub.
storm🪽- she/they - our mother, in source. perpetuated abuse against our brother figure who abused us in turn. major guilt issues. switch.
we're trying this out to see if it helps all of us have less issues about source. yay 👍














