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25y/o freak tgirl she/her

[sisconvention]

this'll be the masterpost for the thing I'm working on! I'll think of a name. probably. maybe?

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available parts:

smoke break

doll

fractures

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characters:

Claire (she/her) - you!! you started her degree a couple years ago, around the same time you outed yourself and got kicked out by your shitty mom. university life has been tough and you're still a bit of a broke shut-in, but you've made friends. big sis to Madeline, you call her Mads. your big dumb heart is stuffed with feelings for her that you can never profess, how ever will you deal with the pressure?

Madeline (she/her) - your little sister. the extrovert, the party girl, the one who somehow always finds time for you. your relationship changed forever when you came out to her, she's been so sweet to you since. just moved up to your campus to start her own degree, even though she could've afforded any school with your mothers support.

(more to coooooome)

[calamity-corner]

hi everypuppy! as many of you know, i'm recovering from bottom surgery right now, which is frankly an inordinately expensive procedure especially with travel involved. i'm in recovery, my partner @delicate-viscera is taking care of me while sick, we both had to take time off work for this, and we need money for food! i hate to do it, but truly anything helps get to our next paycheck, i appreciate you all very much. 💖💖💖

here's links!

v: @ coldbrewcash

p: @ kohineko

c: $ c0ldbrewcash

[calamity-corner]

thank you to everyone who has donated so far, even a little bit helps!

[delicate-viscera]

hello it is me the partner in question! first i just wanna say thank you sm to those who helped already 🩵 we are heading home today finally! as Zoe mentioned i got sick on the trip for her surgery. while i’m not as sick as i have been, i haven’t been able to hear properly for over a week since getting sick and i’m worried. (p sure my eustachian tubes are too swollen to equalize pressure but i’m also scared of my eardrum bursting in the plane if that’s the case.) i have an audiologist appointment scheduled for tomorrow and my copay is $95. i would be really grateful for a little more help to cover this appointment, ty <3 her links here work!

[delicate-viscera]

the appointment is today and every bit helps! tysm <33

[drhorsekiller]

[pjackk]

Baby did u eat angel food cake for brunch cuz that is waht angels eat and i think U are an angel or some shit

[empress-em-kaldwin]

There's a sandwich place down by the lakeside. The rocky beach is warm in the springtime sun.

I sit side by side with my psychopomp and we look out over the water. You can hear it lapping at the stones.

We talk about everything and nothing. I can feel my whole life behind my eyes without grief or anger. Here I am beyond terror's reach.

"Time to go?" she asks me, taking the last of the chips.

I look down at my sandwich, mostly gone. Well-earned rest beckons.

"There's more I could do," I say.

"Do you really want to do it more than you want to rest?" Her voice is caring, concerned. We've had this conversation before.

"Not really," I admit, and take her hand. She pulls me to my feet. "But it's good work I do for my sisters. I can keep it up for a while."

"You've done enough," she says gently.

"I know." I smile, and I start to feel the lifetime of pain and rage again. The warm feeling of peace begins to recede. "But I want back in."

"All right hero," she says, smiles and punches me in the arm. "I'll come back for you next month."

I point away up the sloping lakeside. "There's a ramen place up thataway. Owner's nice. Meet you there and I'll buy you again."

She laughs and starts zipping up her bike leathers. Her laugh is the most beautiful sound in the world. You know how it is, being in love.

[ticklebait]

the reason the “it’s all just weed” thing stresses me out is bc one of u is gonna end up like me and have a headache for three days after smoking the wrong strain. except none of u understand what terpenes are so ur just gonna think “oh god weed gives me headaches now” and never smoke weed again

[fairycosmos]

i don’t like how endings in real life come on so suddenly without making sense, without much warning. one minute you’re in the middle of something and the next it’s all a very long time ago and you’re a different person and none of it is ever coming back

[reactionimagearchive]

[quinnactually]

the disappearance of the dwemer

[sweetpuppea]

gone forever

[spreadassholesdotorg]

[gwendolyn-of-loxley]

I WANT BIGGER BOOBS AND A BIGGER DICK AND A STRONGER TRAIN OF THOUGHT AND A LESS CHAOTIC STOMACH AND WIDER HIPS AND PARENTS WHO GENDER ME CORRECTLY.

[melodyofalba]

im scared of casual sex because if u fuck me too good i’m gonna say i love u and then what

[tiredyke]

lesbians: how tall are you?

≤ 5’0”

5’1” - 5’2”

5’3” - 5’5”

5’6” - 5’8”

5’9” - 5’11”

≥ 6’0”

Voting ended onApr 13

[kosmogrl]

[corruptimles]

spoiled cat and her guard dog

[selkypostergirl]

love my downward spiral :) #myspiral #descending

[selkypostergirl]

#descending

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[selkypostergirl]

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[mrsterlingeverything]

[sisconvention]

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i got the place, so i should be happy, right? i mean, i’ll be on my own, living my life, unrestricted and free.

but i’m not. i look around this apartment, at the mounds of half packed boxes, strewn clothes, this wreck of my former home, and all i see is the vestiges of a life i could have continued choosing.

she came home and asked for my help in applying some topical cbd for her pain, an action that held a lot of intimate weight in the past now just… hollow necessity. i didn’t get halfway through it before tears were streaming down my face.

i don’t think we made the wrong decision, but i wish we did. i wish this was a mistake that could just be wiped away in a sorrowful admission and a warm hug like we’ve always shared.

i already miss this life.