The Roach Laying Eggs Under Your Pillow @webroachcreeping - Tumblr Blog

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◆ Just call me Roach here

◆ 22｜they/them｜my species is just roach

◆This blog mainly post about my sona Roach (probably)

◆lots of suggestive theme and nsfw arts so no minors, I WILL BLOCK PEOPLE WITHOUT AGE IN THEIR PROFILE/PINED

◆also lots of my ocs have not so healthy relationship so trigger warning i guess

◆art/oc asks is ok

◆sorry for my terrible English

◆ altar for my OCs and basically a journal of my terrible mental health hehe I'm doomed

Sona doodle

I was trying to draw a ref and then I died

#my art #persona

Watching your groomer get away with zero punishment and knowing you can't do shit because you were not a perfect victim at all (some may even think I deserve this)

#vent

That feeling of missing your abuser…hehe….

#vent #i miss him

I might make a new account here one day because I just want to completely separate from my other online identities here

#idk I don't want to vent too much and share my dark thoughts when it's associated with her

"don't sexualize/romanticize/normalize mental health problems!!"

GIRL IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT IF I DON'T DO THAT

I've dreamed of being someone's slave both mentally and physically so I don't need to worry about anything but satisfy their sexual needs but at the same time if my owner is another average boring man that would pmo so bad I might just become human instead of slave again

#average straight cis man just pmo for literally no reason

#persona #my art #Spotify

TW: vent,SA,🍇

While I was gone I went into a phase of thinking that is my kink of rape (mostly cnc) a way for me to cope with personal trauma of being 🍇 at a young age, I would feel disgusted of how I'm turned on by these when I've been through that and know how much it would destroy someone's mind and seeing these kinds of relationships being normalized a part of me is screaming and shaking feeling despair of no one every came to save me and another part is just pure horny

After going to the therapist for a while lately, I discussed this with them, and the advice was to accept both parts of me

I'm kinda surprised because I feel like both sides want to kill each other but I'll try I guess

#vent

I'm not even sure if I'm real anymore.

It's been a week I randomly got into a weird feeling none of my surroundings or me is real I can't feel anything especially any emotions and having super fast heartbeat it feels hurt

But I'm still alive so I guess it's good

#persona #random rant