You can't always get what you want.

¿Diario?

[wendythemurderer]

Do you remember?

- Do you remember that time I told you I liked someone? Forget it.

I was just obsessed. 

-“Congrats little girl”, 

 ...wait, but why were (are) you so obsessed?

- Who knows. *shrugs*

[tsurezurenikki]

豆苗の二期作

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My brain is balled up. My social skills SUCK.  I never cared,  I don’t even know what I care now. Not ready yet. I should be more concerned for my poor reasoning skills, and my poor memory, My lack of vocabulary. Like, what is wrong with me? What's the point, anyway? I must work on it. It’s funny how I hate people complaining about everything when I’m a whiny little b#@~€.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

...And no, I don’t LIKE whatever this is.

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Meh, living a day at a time never was so hard.

I’m all day watching sad movies or listening to sad music. I love it, I guess this is suffering. Just gotta figure out what it is for. 

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Love this song. I must remember what Gisella Orjeda said once, so I can get rid of this feeling. I think I’m mixing up my reactions to one thing with other topics that have no relation among them at all. Like I don’t even think I really like jim, I’m actually just obsessed, and it’s a bit sad to realise that that’s fake. But I gotta get over it. I have to see the large picture. See the large picture, this is the lesson I got this week.

[cybergata]

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#Bigotes #Kitten #LifeFacts #IKnewIt

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I got over it, and it feels pretty much weird. Guess it’s okay. I can deal with it.

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Relieved

I just realized that I was obssessed. On my way to getting over it. How could I be so blind?

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Rollercoaster

Emotions flow inside of me like a rollercoaster. And there’s this tiny little rock that prevents me from getting my stuff done. 

How can I sweep this dust away?

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First Time - 

We were high and we were sober/ We were under, we were over/ We were young and now I'm older/ But I'd do it all again.

[wendythemurderer]

Todos dicen que no estas Que te fuiste muy muy lejos y sin avisar Ahora quien te encontrara

[wendythemurderer]

Calmly you roll Sharpening the knives in the attic Trying to watch cartoons through the static Thinking where am I gonna be If I'm ever twenty-three?

I'm looking at a life unfold Dreaming of the green and gold Just like the ancient stone Every sunrise I know Those eyes you gave to me That let me see Where I come from

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Diary

So, I wanted this blog to be something like a diary. And it seems like I am no t able to be persistent with my original ideas. 

Well, this year I’ll try harder. 

I’ll try to learn as much as I can. And to not to forget what I HAVE TO do.

Also will try to improve my language and my critical thinking skills.

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[thoughts-memories]