WENSY

Lover of angst and doomed narrative blog filled with fandom from Minecraft SMP to media of shows 20 || Any|| 🇵🇭

[wensylilac]

Are you still going to keep your fanfics that are centered on Avid, especially the ones that are really popular?

I'm going to delete them, I don't care if they are popular or not I'm not going to have anything that has Avid in any of my work.

It not even the greatest work I did. This is small numbers to the works I had done and deleted and orphan and I didn't feel any sense of guilt.

So please stop bothering me with this question.

[wensylilac]

ARE YOU GOING TO DELETE WRITING ON THE WALLS IF SO PLEASE DON'T DDDDDD:

Whatever I do with my fanfics is up to my decision, I spent so much time with it but I don't want that fic to be anything about that person anymore.

[wensylilac]

[wensylilac]

Can you yap more about faded memories in your Tumblr, I've been lurking around yours and kontonkk's I need more of it

Legit forgot that I have my inbox open... But I shall yap about it when there is new material for it

[pink-fangirl]

Reblog if she is completely innocent and it’s probably all Avatar Wan’s fault of something

[missrossweisse]

- .. But I don’t know why I’m telling you. I suppose I’m just sharing what … what I’m doing.

- This is … a conversation, Owain. Is it your first?

MYYYY LIONKITTYYYYYY MY FRUITJUICEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[station18908]

Re-reading your own fic is wild.

Okay, that's a really good sentence. Typo. Typo. Huh, did I write this? It's actually not bad. Typo. Hm, I would cut out that part now, but it kind of works. TYPO. Oh, this part is really good. That is the wrong word, wtf? I'm enjoying this more than I thought I would. ANOTHER TYPO? FFS.

[wensylilac]

NOM SINGING ESCAPISM MADE ME WANT TO CURL INTO A BALL CRY MY EYES OUT BECAUSE THAT SONG MEANS SO MANY THINGS TO ME AS (someone who had watched entirety of Steven universe)BF! NOM IS BECOMING A FAV POV NOW.

[wensylilac]

NOT FAVORITES ANYMORE NOT BAD BAD POTATO MAN

[yourl0calqueer]

Not a V!Owen apologist he was absolutely in the wrong and should've been beaten up at least twice but I love him

[fandoms-a-circus]

An unnecessarily long post about the MCYT fandom and the sexism and queerphobia it refuses to unpack

“Nonbinary people are both yuri and yaoi!”

“Nonbinary people are neither!”

“Nonbinary people should get to choose!”

Or, hear me out, we stop misusing yuri and yaoi and just say queer. In my opinion, the explosion of use of these terms in the MCYT community---and western fandom as a whole---actively contributes to the erasure of nonbinary identities and representation. It’s not cute or woke to reinvent the binary with new words. Especially when they are words you do not know the meaning or history of.

Yaoi and yuri aren’t just any MLM or any WLW relationship, they are specific genres that have complex histories involving homophobia, sexism, and the fetishization of queer relationships. It’s more idealizing of Japanese culture that I find to be very common in the US. Did you know that gay marriage still isn’t legally recognized in Japan? Yet people won’t stop talking about yaoi and yuri.

Back to my original point about the erasure of nonbinary identities and the reinvention of the binary in queer spaces. I saw this incredibly evidently at the beginning of Avid's (AvidMC) stream for his Bannerfall cameo where people were debating whether any potential romantic interactions would be yaoi or yuri instead of focusing on the---very cool---new character. That's weird. Avid was obviously excited about this character and the fact that the character was nonbinary was pretty big for him seeing as it is his first time playing a nonbinary character. But still, a sizable portion of the discussion was about applying binary words to someone outside the binary. That has a word, exorsexism, and it is rampant in queer spaces, even in small ways like this. [Using he/him exclusively for Avid currently as he has not stated if he prefers anything else yet---he came out 12 hours ago as of writing]

I've also seen people refer to the relationship of Owen and Luanne (OwengeJuice and LemonThyne) as "cishet." I want to give people the benefit of the doubt but.. that's still erasing not only nonbinary identities---Luanne being genderfluid---but is also saying that if a queer person gets married to someone who presents more of the opposite gender than them, they're suddenly straight. Not only is this exorsexism, it's also biphobic and arophobic as Owen is both bisexual and aromantic. Both of them are queer and to call them "cishet" because they don't fit the standards of a binary queer relationship is queerphobic. [I'm not certain of Luanne's orientation, so I didn't mention it]

There's also ZombieCleo. They are nonbinary and use she/they pronouns, but it seems like because they are okay with she/her, people forget that. Using binary pronouns does not make someone any less nonbinary. She's said before that she is not female and is not trans masc. They are nonbinary, "Let me be nonbinary!" Moonrot isn't "yuri," by the way, VSMP fans.. I'm looking at you.. It's not even WLW.

People aren't going to fit your binary. They are not going to fit your binary of gender. They are not going to fit your binary of attraction. Nonbinary, bi, and aro/ace people exist. Queer people erasing the queer people they don't understand does nothing but shoot the community in the foot. If you don't understand, then learn. If you can't learn, then shut up. Trying to fit people who are not binary into binary boxes does nothing good for anyone. You can't "Bury Your Gays" to real people.

I went on a bit of a rant, but I think it's important. I didn't even talk about the incessant focus on MLM or "yaoi" pairings in the MCYT community yet, so I guess I'll do that now.

There are two---maybe three, I'm not sure if Shan/Graecie is canon---canonical "yuri" pairings in Bannerfall. Both of which are very deep and thoughtful. And yet there's so much unnecessary focus on flowersmith and, to a much smaller degree, lionwell/lionsmith. And I say that as someone who has liked lionwell since week 2! Why is there more content for two men who have exchanged flowers than there is for the actual Romeo and Juliet-esque love story?

I think a lot of this could stem from the fact that the MCYT community is absolutely overflowing with men, specifically straight men. DSMP, QSMP, Life Series, Hermitcraft, Life Steal, I'm sure there's more, but that's about it for my wider MCYT knowledge- I didn't even really get how disproportionate it is until I got into SBK and PowCreations last year. If you only watch or primarily watch straight men creators, or men creators in general, have you ever considered why?

In conclusion, stop centering binary cis men! Stop sidelining sapphic relationships! Stop erasing nonbinary people! Stop using words you don't understand! Deconstruct your patriarchal values and evaluate why you are upholding the binary you claim to want to abolish!

Sincerely, a very passionate genderqueer and aroace teenager

[fishbloc]

don’t let me down easy, you’re in me too deeply

[isthemoonbig]

does anyone ever think about the fact that since shelby turned avid without drinking from him that she won't get his memories. she barely knew him. she could have known more about him. do you think that eventually someone tells her that if you drink from someone you get their memories and she flashes back to her claws raking down avid's flesh and she regrets

[wensylilac]

THE THING THEY HAVE IS HIM DYING OH COME THAT'S OH OH

[puppethatexists]

Current server thoughts based on that evil stream (I hope the frog dies badly by Cherri’s hand)

[simoneashley]

#bro was flabbergasted New clip from Interview With the Vampire Season 3

[wensylilac]

That's like getting preferred over racoon that been eating your trash for weeks now...

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

what ao3 would look like with ads. no, you do not want this. support ao3 because it’s one of the last few places on the internet that is not tainted by capitalism bullshit. support ao3 because it’s one of the last few places on the internet that is genuinely about the connection between audiences, artists, their works and the love/passion artists have for what they do

[vicprobably]

Bannerfall SMP more like Yuri SMP am I right or am I right

[enbiart]

he thought people were static beings and that our past evils were inescapable and any actions performed otherwise were fruitless! he MAD!