Whatever Mae Come

SW 190 CW 136 LW 120 Gw 100 Active account Oct 2020 I suffer from bipolar disorder 1, an eating disorder, depression, severe anxiety disorder, a rare auto immune disorder, and PTSD. I just like to vent and catalog my thoughts here. If it is offensive to you don't follow me, and pretty please no anon hate. I have enough anxiety in my life. I follow most all people who like, reblog or follow my posts. I DON’T PROMOTE…EATING DISORDERS DEPRESSION ANXIETY SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS / ACTIONS. Attempting to lose weight in a healthy manner. Jk lol 500cal/day

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Sinead O Connor

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im hot

H ard to love O bnoxious T errible

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Eating disorder logic

- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints

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[invisiblepig]

why does anything above 500 calories feel like failure

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@tamaraclaren

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[crying--is--okay]

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