everybody hates me.

Indie & Selective Life is Strange's Nathan Prescott Written by Vada since December '17

[whctthefuckever]

DO-WAH DIDDY ⟩⟩ Yo! I promise I’m not dead! Work has just been crazy hectic as it tends to be this time of year. Once I’ve got more down time to write, I’ll smother you all with love from my psychotic and my snoop!

[glassrunner]

Make Me Choose:

@schvylerhamilton asked: Rafe Adler or Nathan Prescott?

[timewarriior-blog]

Max, you are not crazy. You are not dreaming. It’s time to be an everyday hero.

Max Caulfield.  Written by Vada.   EST. December 2017.

[midsommars-deactivated20201109]

[whctthefuckever]

[ 📲 • sms ] —— are you mad at me?

Text Messages | ACCEPTING

[ UNSENT SMS ✉ → ᴋᴀᴛᴇ ] ——Nah having a rough week can’t be around people rn sorry

[ SMS ✉ → ᴋᴀᴛᴇ ] —— Damn you’re a clingy bitch. take a hint.

[whctthefuckever]

[ 📲 • sms ] —— are you okay?

Text Messages | ACCEPTING

[ SMS ✉ → ʀᴀᴄʜᴇʟ ] —— Yeah sure

[ SMS ✉ → ʀᴀᴄʜᴇʟ ] —— I’m fine

[ SMS ✉ → ʀᴀᴄʜᴇʟ ] —— I hate that question. What are u my therapist??

[whctthefuckever]

Bold what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty. medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged. class or caste: upper / middle / lower / working / slave / unsure. education: qualified / unqualified / studying. criminal record: yes, for major crimes (verse dependent) / yes, for minor crimes (lbh prescott money erases those) / no / unsure. FAMILY married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated / depends on verse. has a child or children / has no children / wants children / does not want children. close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased. orphaned / adopted / disowned / fostered / raised by birth parent(s). TRAITS + TENDENCIES extroverted / introverted / in between. disorganized / organized / in between. close minded / open-minded / in between. calm / anxious / in between. disagreeable / agreeable / in between. cautious / reckless / in between. patient / impatient / in between. outspoken / reserved / in between. leader  / follower / in between. empathetic / unempathetic / in between. optimistic / pessimistic / in between. traditional / modern / in between. hard-working / lazy / in between. loyal / disloyal / unknown. faithful / unfaithful / unknown. BELIEFS monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic / unaffiliated. belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. belief in an afterlife:  yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. belief in aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. philosophical: yes / no. OPINIONS pro-euthanasia / anti-euthanasia / doesn’t know or on the fence. pro-choice / pro-life / doesn’t know or on the fence. pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence. pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty / doesn’t know or on the fence. pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence. left wing / right ring / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence. SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION allosexual / asexual alloromantic / aromantic. sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious. potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all. potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all. ABILITIES combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.   HABITS drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. medicinal drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

[buteverythingisred]

[whctthefuckever]

timewinded ⟩⟩

For once, Max was inclined to agree with him. Her brows drawing down in the beginnings of a scowl, she laid her stuff out upon the table, careful to keep it well out of Nathan’s space. Of all the people she could have been partnered with, it just had to be him. Even Victoria would have been a better option. At least she’d do her part.

“Are you cereal? I am not doing your work for you,” she responded, glancing towards the teacher in the hopes that they’d step in. When her desperate gaze went ignored, she sighed. “It’s not even that hard. If we split the presentation up, it won’t take that long for either of us.”

Nathan was already making himself comfortable, pushing his chair further back from the table. He considered putting his feet up but decided against it. Not because he was worried about getting reprimanded, because that would’ve been kinda hilarious, but because he could already feel the familiar dull ache deep down in the muscles of his thighs and didn’t want to exacerbate his RLS.

“Cute. See, here’s the thing you don’t get: I don’t give a fuck. Not because it’s hard or takes time, but because I don’t need to give a fuck.” Nathan laughed, shaking his head and taking out his phone, “Your GPA’s on the one on the line here, not mine. Have fun!”

[whctthefuckever]

Nathan: You know, when I was little, I used to pretend you weren’t my father.

Sean Prescott: Me too.

[sicilyscaletta]

Nathan Prescott in “The Tempest”.

[whctthefuckever]

[ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to drunk text me rn?

Text Messages | ACCEPTING

[ SMS ✉ → ᴘʀɪᴄᴇ ] —— how the fuck should i know??? i dint have a breathilizers...brathalizer,,,,fuck it you know what i mean

[vaememes]

text messages.

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to drunk text me rn? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— didn’t you get my last text? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you ignoring me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m so bored! [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey you 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— blue is definitely your color 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— ugh i wish you were here! [ 📲 • sms ] —— i think you’re going to like what you see 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you’ve been on my mind all day today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i can’t stop thinking about you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you gonna fall asleep on me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— NO don’t fall asleep on me again tonight! [ 📲 • sms ] —— you fell asleep on me last night! you owe me now [ 📲 • sms ] —— send me a picture 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey cutie! haven’t talked to you in a while! [ 📲 • sms ] —— why did you stop texting me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey can i call you now? [ 📲 • sms ] —— call me rather talk on the phone [ 📲 • sms ] —— sweet dreams….with me in them 😉 jk [ 📲 • sms ] —— oooooh, i like the sound of that 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna hang out tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna do tomorrow? ☺️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— can’t wait to see you xoxo [ 📲 • sms ] —— talk dirty to me [ 📲 • sms ] —— maybe i can stay the night with you tomorrow [ 📲 • sms ] —— dang you take long enough to text back. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you are the slowest texter ever. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate texting you sometimes. you take forever. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you take forever and a day to reply. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i was wondering where you went. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what happened? where did you go? [ 📲 • sms ] —— k. [ 📲 • sms ] —— ok that’s cool. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey where was you today? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna come over? [ 📲 • sms ] —— why are you texting me? i’m standing right beside you… [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate one word texters. [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop one wording me. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you mad at me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna talk about? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you like me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i love you 😍 [ 📲 • sms ] —— miss you 😘 [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop sending me that wink face. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you okay? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m gonna take a shower brb [ 📲 • sms ] —— hold on i gotta do something real quick. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to sext me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— my dog/cat said he/she missed you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s your dog/cat doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you watching? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i see how it is 😜 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you can’t text me but you can be on facebook/twitter/instagram/ [ 📲 • sms ] —— how come you never text me anymore? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i gave you my number so you could text me punk 😛 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me back anymore ☹️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— sorry didn’t mean to bug you [ 📲 • sms ] —— you only text me when i text you first. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me first! [ 📲 • sms ] —— wanna go catch a movie tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you mean by that status you posted? [ 📲 • sms ] —— guess what emoji is next to your name in my phone? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ 📲 • sms ] —— did you miss me? 😆 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m looking through your pictures right now. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i saw that selfie you just posted. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you text me after i upload a bomb selfie i see. [ 📲 • sms ] —— it’s okay you don’t to lie to me. [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that was so sweet. ☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that just made me smile. ️☺️☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g i’m punching you so hard the next time i see you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g you get on my nerves. [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey there ! remember me ? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you going to ignore me again tomorrow?

[mactanne]

Black & White Challenge: Day 7. I was tagged by @hjsrebelphotography Rules are to post one black and white photograph for 7 days. Additionally, No explanations & No humans allowed. You should tag one person…  Today I tag @basilepesso (eh eh !)

[whctthefuckever]

DO-WAH DIDDY ⟩⟩ I’ve collected a fuckton of songs that give me Nathan feels and make me wanna die inside, I thought I’d share them. :)

click for 8tracks of pain.

[whctthefuckever]

abalone & agate

Crystal Headcanons | ACCEPTING

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

Anything that makes him doubt his worth. He has some major self-esteem issues, largely because of his father’s verbal abuse and his peers’ hatred of his fucking family—as if he had any say in what family he was born into—and Nathan himself by extension. Any time he’s confronted with how much people hate him or are repelled by him, he becomes emotionally raw and he hates it. He tries so hard not to let it get under his skin, but it isn’t something he can shrug off.

agate: how my muse calms down

Nathan’s tried every technique under the sun to varying degrees of success. Counting doesn’t do shit. He tries because it’s what people always tell him to do, but he can never stay focused on the numbers when adrenaline is wreaking havoc on him. Talking himself down is effective sometimes. It helps him work through whatever is overwhelming him, but he can’t just start talking to himself when other people are around so it’s a limited coping technique. Usually he does whatever he can to just get the fucking adrenaline OUT! He always feels like he’s about to come out of his skin, and adrenaline just makes that feeling a hundred times worse. The easiest thing to make the sensation stop is usually to yell or hit something. Sometimes both.

[luv-me-blu]