When We Want It To Be Simple.

These are post I come up with and would like to share with the world. I often enjoy interaction with my followers. I'm open to anyones thoughts and feelings about what I say and post so feel free to message me and leave a thought.

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For Once In My Life

My boss sees me on my phone, while at work, and asks me why. I tell him it's a business opportunity for me and that I may be getting another job. He proceeded to ask me what the job is and how much pay I'll be getting, so I share with him. He walks away and then about 10 minutes later returns. He asks me if I would like to start working in the office and will match my pay with the offer I received earlier that day; which is a $3 raise. I agree to do it. I didn't tell him the other job is the opposite time shift of the job I'm at now, so now I have two jobs with good pay and weekends still off. Finally my life is turning around.

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He's only 5 months old.

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This is Grizzly.

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Two Years Time.

The last two years have been a mess. I was in a terrible relationship where I had been lied to and cheated on by the person I thought I loved. I raised her son, I housed them both and took care of them both with as little as I was making on my own, with out help. I was fooled and tricked to think she was all I needed. In result I lost friends, family, and time. I was awakened yesterday with a text from her informing me that her 3 week old son isn’t mine; this sent me in a deep thought. I’m thankful he is not mine, and that does sound bad but in the end I can live my life with no ties to this women. I see myself living a life I want and one that I will not regret. Don’t let someone fool you like I was fooled.

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Parents

My parents contacted me today informing me that I have received a check in the mail, which I get every month, but also included that I have to meet them at my bank to pick it up and pay them an amount of $1,000 or else they won't give the check over and take me to court for me not paying them the amount of $200 I owe for insurance that they refused to take me off of; i was on their account and they didn't want me to end my payments because for the last 4 or 5 years each month I paid them, they were charging me an extra $30. So I informed my relatives and talked to several lawyers to get a better outside look of the situation, and I learned, if they take me to court, they will have to pay for the dues, and be charged with fraud, federal crime (refusing to give a person their mail is a federal crime) and, theft since the mail they are withholding from me is a check titled to me and only me. I've been thinking about letting them think that I'm scared of them taking me to court and feel as if they have control and every right to be doing it, just to crush them and show that I'm not one to be fucked with or threatened by anyone. I'm not backing down anymore. I'm not being walked over. i am standing up and kicking any ones ass who thinks that they can take advantage of my life.

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I feel that I'm on the brink of giving in to my depression and showing the world I give up, that I can't play this game of life, that I've got nothing left in me to keep fighting and trying to get somewhere. I'm not sure how much longer I can do this..

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I'm Here... Sorta.

I'm not dead.

I just wish I was.

Life has driven me to the edge.

My breaking point.

I don't feel anymore.

I don't smile.

I don't live.

Kill me...

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Everything I Hate.

I found myself today, I saw who I am, I watched myself, I listened to myself talk, I learned I'm not who I thought I was, I am not a nice person, I don't care for others, I am selfish, I am rude, I am everything I hate.

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Missed Dearly

It's been awhile since I've just lain down and put my headphones in to just listen to music. It's such an expire nice that I once took for granted and I can't believe it would have turned into something I would miss so dearly.

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Under The Sheets

It doesn't matter what you do or say to me out in public; what matters is what you do and say to me under the sheets.

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I feel this bird really hates that ladybug.

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Thought I'd say hi tumblr

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Rant

It's been a long day and I feel like I've deserved my chance to rant to you.

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Low Lives.

I've always worked hard for what I want and what I now have, so why do low life people think they have the right to take what I own?!

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Life Sucks

Life isn't fair, Life isn't fun and games, Life isn't easy, Life isn't about what you want, Life however does suck ass.

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Where did you go?

I have been very busy and caught up in life. I don't get much time to myself anymore, so I don't get to post like I use to. Things are going to change here shortly so ill be back soon.

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Dead Inside and Out.

I've been holding it in,

I've been acting ok,

I've been wearing a mask,

I've been lying,

To everyone,

To myself,

I am not okay,

I am dead inside.