I've finally made a blog for me to be weirder! (main @weeamgallagher) My name is Adam, if you did not know already :)
I mostly post about oasis (and robbie williams). yes, there will be gcest, if you do not like that please just block me or something.
anything that is about rape/noncon, dubcon, and other topics I think are suited for it will but under the my dear friend dni tag. I will try to put this on all of them, but please let me know if I miss it and I will fix it!
I love to discuss shit, so feel free to send me asks about whatever or submit a post or two :)
taglist under cut
my dear friend dni: for anything I list below and other things I just think are a lot. it was made for my dear friend so he wouldn't have to see me rapepost if he didn't want to, but generally it's my extreme post tag.
rape/noncon
dubcon
ageplay
suicide/suicidal ideation
self harm
torture
bestiality
csam
gcest: this is blanketing all gcest. this includes anaïsnoel, geneliam, etc. just a warning before proceeding
trans noel musing: I am lowkey a trans noel truther at least 50%, and I like to talk about it
girloasis: this is just for anything involving my girloasis universe that I decide not to put on my girloasis blog. also includes the heather and angela tag.
noel's age regression frog suit: (not a tag yet) the jokes from my dear friend's tomodachi island, that's not important. it's pretty self explanatory, probably won't cross over much with 'my dear friend dni' but who knows
adam posts: my original posts :3
answering for the people: answering asks
collages: for. well. collages. and moodboards and things of that sort
Since the documentary screening is still three months away, I was thinking it might be nice to do a minibang among those here still drowning in the gcest black hole, so we can keep ourselves busy and excited and make a sort of advent calendar for September 11th.
My idea is to get down to it in June and July and start posting some fic/fanart every week on August 11th, so there's a constant flow until the big documentary. Would anyone be interested?
Depending on participation, we could create a Discord server where we can organize the prompts etc. (I want to point out that this would be my first experience organizing a minibang, so any help or advice is very very welcome and probably needed :P)
I feel like nobody talks enough about Noel’s mental image after going from super super petite and small to gaining weight pretty quickly… any thoughts on how that would be addressed reunion wise w Liam??? Especially after all the teasing during Covid
I have thought about it but not in a ton of depth, I sort of just view it through the lens of karmic justice because Noel has not been shy about his distaste towards fatness, but then again it’s not very good justice since getting fat just made him really really cute.
I’m sure on some level he’s not very pleased with himself, but he hasn’t shown it much outside some comments during Covid about needing to lose weight, but with him apparently tearing out his home gym I think he’s pretty accepting of his body lmao. I think Sara was a big contributor to him staying in shape, not that she was starving him or anything but that she probably took her health pretty seriously and he has a tendency to kinda chameleon around whoever he’s with.
As for Liam, well, I don’t think there was much to particularly address with him, he’s been pretty silent about Noel’s body, just pouring out the love and the gratitude and the oasis vibes in the area and all that. I’m sure in private there’s been a lot of teasing and poking, and I’m also sure in private there’s been much love and attention given to the Noelbelly (I’m surprised we didn’t get a belly grope on stage tbh). I also think that any internal self loathing or disappointment was more or less resolved by the time he got back with Liam, or at least by the time the reunion was announced. Maybe seeing Liam rock his own 28 inch waist in real life was a bit of an ego blow at first but they seem to have gotten over it lmao
I heavily doubt Noel’s made a specific apology for the comments he made about Liam’s weight, but tbh I don’t think Liam really wants an apology for that, it was just Noel being a cunt and that’s understood, and they’re on good terms so why dig up all the old shit slinging
Good bc I’m also still thinking about him going through withdrawals on purpose to harm himself because I think cutting himself would too humiliating for him and starving himself would be too basic.
It’s about control, feeling control over his body and his life, feeling he’s strong and disciplined enough to go on benders and then quit cold turkey. He looks at all the addicts that he gets his drugs from and does them with like they’re dirt under his shoe, they’re not good enough to stop, they’re too weak and pathetic, and when he curls up in the bathroom trying to wait out the shakes he stays smug over the fact that none of those junkies would ever be willing to be in his place.
He’d never go to the hospital for any of it, he doesn’t want to give himself over to doctors and nurses who’d poke and prod at him and ask him questions. They’d have control over his body then, and that belongs to Noel and only Noel. Even when his vomit gains a red tint and his vision goes blurry at the edges he stands strong on that, knowing that it’ll pass and he’ll be clean inside and out, without doctors, and he’ll stay that way for at least a couple months, when everything will feel like it’s falling apart again. Never mind that even in those clean periods his stomach feels like it’s getting stabbed and his heart palpitates at all times of the day, never mind that his teeth are rotting and some of his veins are starting to collapse, never mind that those clean periods are getting shorter and shorter. He’s not an addict, he’s not dirty and soiled like they are, he’s in control.
