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@white-bow-tie

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thequotejournals

“I think perfection is ugly. Somewhere in the things humans make, I want to see scars, failure, disorder, distortion.”

— Yohji Yamamoto

#should I even add “fuck AI”?

beelzeebub

good afternoon to all depressed slavs

beelzeebub

i am once again asking all depressed slavs to have a good afternoon and also to oppose all forms of autocratic governments

stuckinapril

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

#ego death is also great for anxiety #<- prev tag #absolutely

fellshish

i’m so glad goncharov happened pre ai slop era

romanitas

#weird way to describe 1973 but i guess it’s accurate

olddivan

It's purely my state of mind to be suspended like this, a resigned skeleton.

I've been feeling a bit burnt out. It's not that I don't have ideas for drawings at some point, my brain just refused to outline the plan I needed clearly. Plus, with all these drones and the constant internet blocks, my anxiety has been flaring up lately. I'd love to get out of this country, but I just can't. On top of that, I got promoted at work, and I kinda threw myself completely into it, overworking so that no one would guess that I'm not fucking keeping up with deadlines, haha. But I haven't wasted my time I decided just to draw some random nonsense. A little later I'll post a bunch of anatomy drawings. I just need to finish them so that it's one big post.

I even learned that I can draw almost normal children, ывзхывзх

#💀

kap-wa

Old Growth by Mitch Epstein (2021–2023)

#👁️

macleod

Good Vibrations Cabinet Glitch furniture by Ferruccio Laviani

#the amount of work...#👁️

hydrachea

> turns on my computer

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> opens my email

> disables a new AI feature that was turned on by default

> launches a software

> disables a new AI fea

white-bow-tie

There's not enough hands at cafes rn so half of the time I'm running around working (sometimes 7 days without a break) and another half of the time I'm searching for a room/apartment to move to... And it's twice as fun bc I have a cat. As you may know if you have a pet or a kid nobody wants you lol.

Ah. Also my new coworker is.... annoying af. The bar after him isn't really as clean as it should be, he forgets to make orders or do stuff I ask him to do. It's been just a week with him and oh god I already have a list of his fuck ups. And I'd forgive him if he was a newbie, but he's working here for THREE YEARS ALREADY.

... And there's a small room reconstruction riiiight in front of my face (restroom building). And it required removing a conditioner. So I'm also smelling all the nice construction work related stuff, while working in a +30°C temperature and a loud ass noise of the prospect bc open door is my only air and survival resource now.

I'm a bit on edge but also so tired I barely care idk.

white-bow-tie

Damn guys all I want is to sleep and a day off drawing whatever the hell comes to my head

#though I probably forgot how to draw so #i also need to spend a while over anatomy books or something #and this year i want to work more on backgrounds and color theory