Ricky

he/him - 17 - gay and going to super hell

[wholesomericko]

wow it's been a while

at least since i actually posted something more than a reblog or something like "sorry this blog is dead now lol"

but i just scrolled through this blog for the first time in years and. damn. throwback to the terf brigade, that was fucked up. and that brief period of time when i wanted to be an animal jam blog lol

but what disturbed me is how much of an asshole i used to be. i used to be so bitter and shitty about my opinions. i was defensive to the point of being offensive, hate-scrolling through trendercore hashtags and leaving shitty comments under posts of people who literally didn't even know i existed before that.

for a while i've been cringing every time i think back on how hostile i was, but like. shit. i didn't remember being that bad??

i really just want to apologize for being such a little shithead back then. i've stopped letting online discourse affect me so much and have come to accept that people are going to think differently from me. i'm still a transmed and exclu, but i absolutely believe every LGBT person has their place in the community and deserves support and love. i'm really sorry that i didn't understand that back then. i'm sorry for every shitty thing i did because of my beliefs. and i wish more people could learn to get past discourse and just. think about how everyone has their own individual experiences and feelings.

it's normal for someone to get upset when people disagree with them on beliefs they're passionate about, but if it gets to the point that it is negatively affecting your mental health or even physical health, it's super important to step back from discourse, and understand that most of it is just meaningless arguments. the LGBT community is full of different experiences and beliefs and just individuals. it's never going to be a hivemind or share all identical beliefs and that's a good thing.

be tolerant.

[zenyattasperceptrons]

😭

[curlicuecal]

holy shit SLAIN

[neopets-hentai]

@doomybot can you past the Turing test?

[doomybot]

cuck

[hormone-dream]

[strange-aeons]

just found out ur canadian, unfollowed, reported and blocked.

understandable

[zabadi]

i wish people online were capable of not swinging from one extreme to another omg like how did "dont shame gbt people for liking men" and "acting like men r inherently doomed to be horrible is counterproductive gender essentialism" turn into "if u say anything bad abt men thats bad and lesbians r weird for not liking men" like its getting very weird and very obvious that nobody actually understands what critical thinking is they just read posts online and then see how far they can run w them

[doubleca5t]

So many of the worst takes online are born of the concept "thing bad, therefore opposite of thing good" like no, sometimes the opposite is bad as well

[shrimpmandan]

Bad: “ew men are trash/gross/inherently abusive”

Also bad: “ew lesbians are weird/sexist bc theyre not attracted to men”

[lem0n-mayox]

Savannah Reed

Honestly green was definitely Savannah's color I wish she wore it more even after her makeover

[savvy-brooky]

Art by: startreatment on Deviantart 💗✨

[wholesomericko]

go follow my jamblr blog

@puddi-classic

[pipasyrup]

redd animal crossing doesnt even know if the art hes selling you is fake he literally just gets it from god knows where and is like “this looks sick” and then puts it on his boat

[hghgvfghg]

he doesn’t know what it’s called either. he’ll be like “check out this Proper Painting. This Fat Nuts Statue” and Blathers takes one look at it to tell you “that’s Michelangelo’s David. where did you get this” 

[teaboot]

God I fucking hate Olaf the snowman so fucking much holy shit. Holy shit, every frame he’s in, every scene, every gif, every jpeg, he’s got this painfully vacant, stupid as shit, fuckass look on his stupid lumpy face. Absolutely no part of his ugly as sin piece of shit character design is endearing. His stupid fucking legs? Who the hell makes a snowman with legs. His dumb flaily fucking twig arms? His shitty, lumpy bastard head? The three thousand percent unnecessary dumbass shitass fucking SNOW BUCK TOOTH that no snowman has EVER FUCKING HAD IN tHE HISTORY OF GOD’S GREEN FUCKING EARTH? God, I hate him. I hate him so much. So FUCKING much. Every time I see a stuffed toy Olaf or an Olaf gif or a shitty goddamn commercial, it ignites my primal rage response and I’m overcome by the need to punt this shitty little homunculus into the fucking sun. “Bhurr blur, I’m Olaf the fuckshit snow fucker, I like warm hugs”. Fuck you. Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. You look like Tow Mater summoned a patronus. Your dumb fucking twig hair makes your whole shitty head look like a hairy skin tag. I hate your dumb fucking lumpy carrot nose and your stupid, empty googly eyes and your over-the-top goofy ass upbeat asshole personality. Any scene he’s sad it invokes all the wrath and fury of a spoiled child having a meltdown over a chocolate bar in a w*lmart checkout line. And I know its irrational. That’s the worst part. I know he’s just a shitty fucking side character in a stupid fucking children’s movie, I know it doesn’t matter, I know I shouldn’t care. But that’s part of the problem. The part where no matter the might and fury of my hatred, the locus of my homicidal intent is alltogether inconsequential. I find myself laying awake in the dark in the early hours of the morning consumed by the spirit of Wrath itself, all the force and might of a flaming hurricane directed at a bottle of piss in a ditch by the highway. The absurdity of it all burns me to my core. What better things could this energy be directed towards? And yet my disdain for this stupid, useless, insubstantial failure of endearing character design utterly eclipses the intrigue of all other pursuits. I hate him. I hate him on a level of my mind reserved for the worst of the world’s array of sinners, and I can’t even begin to justify it. Shitstick the snow dick is, for all intents and purposes, the animated corpse of all of humanity’s saccharine pretenses- every condescending, passive-aggressive statement of meaningless upper middle class suburban drama distilled into a single, hateable form. The fucking. Fuck. I have no words. There is no cuss or epithet in any language that can encapsulate the height of the emotions I am experiencing. God, I hate him so much. I hate him so, so fucking much. I want to light his ugly little dumpster body on fire. I want to graphically beat him to death with his own stupid fucking nose. I want to punch him to death. You know that weird feeling you get, when you see a picture of something so cute you find yourself overcome with the bizarre, inexplicable urge to squeeze it? It’s EXACTLY like that, except instead of cuteness it’s disgust. The wordless knowledge that his existence as a fictional work is evidence of all the failures of mankind. I find myself possessed by the will of a Holy Angel gone rogue with the belief that God has made a mistake, and I alone must correct it. This is the trial by which Samael himself fell from grace. This wild, meaningless rage. A thousand blades of shining steel cast with inhuman force in the direction of a plastic grocery bag floating on a breeze. What horrors must I have committed in a past life to be plagued by this torment now? I must Unmake this fictional snowman

[normalbeast-downformaintenance]

holy shit you’re not wrong

[justpretendivedeletedthisaccount]

I’d feel better about this whole rant if Olaf weren’t queer-coded. It might be largely the voice acting – the lisp, the inflection especially – but he’s got massive “harmless gay sidekick” vibes. And if you’re actively critiquing that? Sure, great, go all out. Hate whom you will. Say whatever you want about how “gay” is equated with “harmless silly sidekick used for comic relief, with no serious bearing on the plot, literally inhuman and treated by Serious Human Characters as… well,a sidekick, peripheral to your life and safe to ignore.

But if you’re not engaging critically with that aspect of his character and are just overwhelmed with hatred whenever you see or hear or think about the queer-coded character and his mannerisms make you feel violent, that is a little bit. Uncomfortable. At best.

[teaboot]

what on God’s green earth are you talking about

[fuck-your-pity-party]

See sometimes I wonder why I’m still on this website, and then posts like this come along. Amazing. 

[ailment-remade-deactivated20210]

me reading this post like

[mayfeir]

[juxtafruition]

oh my god holy fuckign shit okay i had to hunt this post down to say that i had a brief dream about this post and basically someone said “2020 would’ve been better if olaf didn’t exist” and someone reblogged with “olaf (derogatory)” i am losing my MIND

[post-store]

$72.99

[wholesomericko]

my first day back on tumblr and i get hit with this whiplash

[vergak]

I've literally edited my description to say 22 like three times it keeps changing back to 21??? Like I'll save it and it will say 22 and then I'll come back 30 minutes later and it's back to 21. Wtf this app literally hates old people

[vergak]

Multiple days later and it keeps happening. I have changed my age to 22 in my description like 12 times now. It will stick for hours and then just. Turn back to 21. What the fuck is this website

[mrhealyourgirl]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

*wringing the last few drops of dopamine out of my newest hyperfixation as though strangling a damp washcloth* damn it I thought there was more in here

[wholesomericko]

fuck proshippers :] watch this and then try to justify ur drawings of child rape

Debate Time - Lolicon vs Duncan - duncancantdie on Twitch

duncancantdie went live on Twitch. Catch up on their Just Chatting VOD now.

[bobblydoctor-deactivated2020090]

So apparently being sexually attracted to people is like?? A real thing??

That's wild man

Imagine wanting to have sex with someone

[spaceinvaydr]

I don’t have to imagine because I fucked your mom last night

[deathlessmax]

[wholesomericko]

block every proshipper who needlessly interacts with you, even if you're baiting. ain't safe, I'm being serious rn. I know its satisfying to piss on em but it's not worth putting urself in danger as a minor

idk what danger it puts me in /gen if they’re creepy directly to me clearly i will tho

[wholesomericko]

I see you get hate for the same thing you used to hate on others abt.. you can’t win with trans. Must blindly follow. You are a terf. Block and stay safe everyone

wat

im literally a trans guy how could i be a terf

[wholesomericko]

can you take your anti post out of pro ship tags? thanks. i hope you have a nice day.

no <3

[w-e-b-k-i-n-z]

you already know what it is!!!!!!

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