So it’s actually not funny sometimes, but most times it’s glorious, but God truly does have his palms on my heart, both in glory and enrichment and in warning.
My heart, the engine of this damn body, will sometimes go haywire when I’m living without him, and he warns me about the thinning and fleeting chances he’s given me, and holy am I grateful that he only pokes and doesn’t stab.
I’ve been stabbed. God doesn’t hurt me as man does, but he is a stern Father.
Amen.
23rd of May, 2026, I had a third cardiac episode, it was classed as tachycardia induced by fever and poor soul conditions. I survived, again.
God is good.



















