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im Lex. i vent on here so trigger warning for alot of shit, stay safe and msg me if you need someone to talk to

[why-am-i-aliive]

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[why-am-i-aliive]

Will only need $24.99.

Ray Ban glasses only needs $24.99. Don't miss the opportunity.

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[why-am-i-aliive]

okay so like i really want a girlfriend, and theres a girl i have kinda been talking to but like my brain keeps telling me that i cant have a girlfriend until im skinny and now im anxious

also a lil topping on top, uh i was doing really good in july and actually losing weight but then i binged for a week and a half and kinda want to kill myself so thats pretty cool too🤷

[why-am-i-aliive]

i want a pretty girl to threaten me with knife

[fuwaprince]

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[void-of-erebos]

@everyone

[why-am-i-aliive]

hi! hello, um. how the FUCK do you explain to a parent that your not lazy but depressed and trying to not kill yourself and that them calling you lazy or make you want to fucking kill yourself more? haha asking for a friend ofc

[why-am-i-aliive]

i have 369 followers on here lol

[why-am-i-aliive]

so like. really i know how easy it is for me to lose weight, like all i have to do is not eat. its that simple and i still struggle with that, but i need to lose weight because i need to look a certain way and i cant do that if i stay at my current weight. so from this point on my mantra is 'its as easy as just not eating' and maybe thats not healthy but im here to be skinny not healthy sooo

[knifebabes]

[why-am-i-aliive]

i dont know what it is about my dads house but i literally can not stop eating when here, i have no problem restricting when im at my moms house but the second i get to my dads my brain shifts to 'eat everything',, so how tf am i supposed to get skinny if i gain 5 pounds everytime i visit my dad

[why-am-i-aliive]

god is a trick ass bitch for not making me a guy

[tendernessandhysteria]

No offense but I’m really uncomfortable in my body and I want to rip my skin off

[litttleprincess-deactivated2017]

When you see it, REBLOG IT.

[hotlegs101]

Depression Hotline: [phone]

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Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

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If you ever want to talk: My Tumblr ask is always open.

[b0neb0y]

I’m coming out of quarantine a

Skinny legend

And you can’t fucking stop me

[why-am-i-aliive]

i need to talk about shit but i cant talk to my therapist until later in the week and i dont want to bother my friends with my issues when i know any convo wont go anywhere but to me 'agreeing' with them so i dont have to try to explain even further why i feel the way i do