whynotfood

Deleted my thinspo blog in favor of a new recovery blog. We all gotta start somewhere :) Follows/likes from distracted-paganism.

[encouraging-animals]

some recovery-themed piglets!! sorry i haven’t been posting much! i’ve been pretty busy and i got sick,,,

[moxieinacan]

This is awesome! Definitely printing this and putting it up in my office.

[tinypinprick]

Okkk if you post…

Supernatural (tv show)

Destiel

Witchcraft stuff

Ed RECOVERY

Reblog, cause I wanna follow!!

[lotsarecoverymemes]

[hillergoodspeed]

[byebye-ed]

Me putting my ED in the bin like

[imaginethisinstead]

things you need calories for:

solving equations or writing poems

to fight for things you care about

keeping yourself warm

to sleep well at night and stay awake during the day

to be happy

[irl-bunny--archive-blog]

alright! i discovered that being mentally ill is not too fun! that was a good learning experience. can i be done now

[tealiteful-deactivated20190307]

just because people around me are restricting/dieting doesn’t mean i have to

[elevatemindandbody-deactivated2]

Exercise is a celebration of what your body can do.

It is not 

a punishment for what you have eaten

a way to compensate for “extra” calories 

or just a means to lose weight.

No matter where you’re starting at, enjoy the process and be kind to your body, you deserve it. 

[whynotfood]

Scary but worth it weekend

This weekend I went on a trip to ny cousin's wedding out of town. I ate out every single day and ate big feasts at beautiful restaurants. As I'm laying in bed back home feeling scared of how much I ate im remembering why I ate it. I was celebrating a beautiful life changing moment for one of my loved ones. We feasted together first as separate families and then again as one bigger happy family. It was ceremonial, delicious, and exciting. In my religion feasts are important in celebrating life itself whether it be a wedding or the change of seasons. It felt good to not hold back and to eat with my family and not count ANY calories all weekend. Feels like a good kickstart to getting out of this recent relapse. Love you all thanks for reading 💖

[my-cruel-nightmare]

When my ED is trying to get back into my life.

[byebye-ed]

When a doctor has practically no understanding of EDs

[graciefromspacie-deactivated201]

Losing weight will not increase my value.

Gaining weight will not decrease my value.

I am allowed to take up space.

[unaverage-confessions]

Me: *is self destructive*

Things: *get worse*

Me:

[cooksforkisses]

No, my set point is not at a basically-underweight BMI. No, I didn’t go up just one size but maintain my small frame, and no, I wouldn’t describe myself as dainty. My recovery doesn’t look like that, and neither does my body. And I’m sending love to everyone else who is struggling to deal with the reality that everyone’s recovery looks very very different, and that your sickest might be someone’s highest, and that it does all feel really unfair! I validate and support you.

[whynotfood]

Hey guys I haven't been doing too good but I'm trying to turn that back around and I'm going to try to use this even though I don't have a meal plan. Going back to school made me so nervous that all I did was go to class and eat small snacks and ended up with a new lowest weight. I can't tell my family or boyfriend so it's all up to me to keep myself healthy so I can graduate and live my best life!